Thursday Sep 13, 2012

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Not that I need an excuse to wear kitty ears and a kilt in public, but Montreal Comic Con and the Geeks and Freaks after party is an especially good one.

And yes, there's more to say... I will update you all properly soon. Perhaps in person, if you are there! I have so many stories an pictures and adventures to share!

Follow me...
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black_bear:

very cute kittykat smile

thefuckoffkid:

What's going on, prettykittycat?

Saturday Jul 21, 2012

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And then I was all alone. Off to LA. The big, scary world is waiting for me, and all I want to do is hide in a safe place. But there aren't any of those. Not any more.
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symbol:

Yes. There are.

kingbee:

smile

Monday Jul 09, 2012

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I have a romantic vision of what life could be like, if only I weren't so broken. I have dreams of a life alone, without the need for love or sex or attachment. A life where I depend on myself, and satisfy myself completely.

That woman is happy. She wakes in the morning with tea and toast and marmalade and writes in the hazy...
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jeanbean:

You are such a bright spot in my world. Please hang in there. You will find what you are looking for. Hugs

mikesrice:

This is the most moving and beautiful, and tragically romantic, thing I have read in a long time... if not ever.

Thursday Jul 05, 2012

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Hello friends.

As I write this I am standing in a kitchen that does not belong to me, listening to the wind and the blues and the muffled thumps of a clumsy kitten loping through the house. I am wearing a shirt that has seen me through some of the toughest moments of my adult life, and a pair of panties I bought three months...
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alystar:

It's the first time I have taste of your writing and it is awesome. I hope that whatever you need will find it's way to you sooner than later! For sure we will bear with you!

theaceface:

Really? You will have to make your presence known to me.

Thursday Jun 21, 2012

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dextermorgan:

Bribe her with shoes. Apparently, all girls love shoes.

It's science!

wink biggrin

existentialsex4:

I haven't the faintest idea. frown

Saturday Jun 16, 2012

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Most days are too full of hurt and suffering and heartbroken tears to live.

And so I embrace pleasure and pain, because the sensations take precedence over emotion, and there is something soothing in that.

But it doesn't really work. As soon as the sting is gone the dull ache replaces it.

And I am alone.
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creamcuffs:

I know what loneliness feels like. And I know what quiet tranquility feels like too. Moments of silence can often lead to stronger realizations of what you want and need in your life. So my hope is that your lonely ebbs will give way to greater tranquility and understanding.

And as long as you have friends who care about you, you are never truly alone in the first place

Chin up there, little buckaroo

(you're right...I was on a role until that last sentence)

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symbol:

You're only as alone as you choose to be.

(Or not, as the case may be)

Friday Jun 01, 2012

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harrybawls:

It's been so long I almost forgot what it is! I hope the saying "if you don't use it you lose it" doesn't apply to my penis.

floydian:

damn you look good!

Tuesday May 29, 2012

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I am operating at about 2% or my mental capacity because I am so emotionally worn out. No sleep, no rest, just managing his anger and his desire and his hatred. Just a rag to wipe up his need.

My life is falling apart around me.

I wish my heart could show the bruises that are on my skin, because then people might take them...
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cinners:

I wish I could help eleviate some of your heart felt pain. I'm here for you if you need. <3

dextermorgan:

I am sad that you are experiencing such disquiet. I hope you find tranquility soon.

be well.

Sunday Apr 29, 2012

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Sipping jasmine tea and watching the sun stream through the tall vaulted windows, I can barely stand to sit still with the heat on my bare shoulders. DVR keeps me grounded, tapping out the slow, bluesy tattoo through the soles of my feet, canvas slippers, bleached pine floors, to the neighbors below.

Sip, tap, tap.

Sip.

Today is a day for writing.

DVR - 'Tell Old...
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rubix:

mmm jasmine tea!! smile

oxy:

kiss

Saturday Apr 07, 2012

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This week has found me contemplative and restless, preoccupied with my thoughts and dreams. My heart has been aching in that half-full kind of way, where it's bursting with some kinds of feelings and sadly lacking in others. I have a list of things that I need right now:

1) Finish my thesis. I am close. I am on a strict deadline. I need...
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dextermorgan:

Happy Birthday! kiss

callistus:

Happy Birthday, pumpkin!!! kiss

Hope you're enjoying the day! love

Friday Mar 09, 2012

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I was never properly enculturated- it's a fact that becomes painfully obvious when meeting new people. They talk to me about shows, actors, things everybody can be expected to know, and I smile politely and listen as if I understood. Sometimes I get away with it, usually I don't.

But there is more to it then that. I also have a hard time...
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elody:

i work at a club.
i actually used grape juice but i will have to try the pineapple.

starryis:

Your blogs are sensational

Thursday Feb 16, 2012

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Mid-February really is an excellent time for romance. The weather is shit, and we're weary of the isolation that it brings. The sensual delights of the holidays are long past, and it's months before thoughts of bikinis and sun dresses and sangria are advised. So why not fall in love? There isn't a better month to spend excessive amounts of time in...
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tbars:

Yay - thanks for the link - love all the crotch shots smile

tbars:

Ok seriously I am REALLY liking that site. SOOOO many gorgeous bits of fun smile