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i want to go somewhere interesting, somewhere different, someplace that isn't this shithole.

i don't want to go back to work. i hate my coworkers, I hate the customers. and no one much cares for me either.

i want to leave. i hate this state, I hate my job, my surroundings, the people. i don't like it anymore. nothing ever changes.

another summer is just...
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there is no higher power.

if you think you are one, GFY!

i've seen many a friend go down the wrong path in life. I try to help, but not everyone wants it. Not everyone sees the danger. some don't want to be helped.
some don't want to be friends anymore--no explanation given, they just want you out of their lives.
some think friendship as something to be tossed out the nearest window, and trampled upon by...
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i feel like driving, just to clear my head

I have such a headache!

I took two Advil b/c I can't find the Tylenol bottle. you'd think there would be more than one in this house...

did some landscaping with a friend of mine today. man did that wear me out. the fact that it was 93 out and I was working away in the sun may have had something to do with it.

*yawn*

fuck it.

i'll figure something out.

i want something more...
or less...

I want something different

tonight I succesfully defragmented one computer with the other computer.
while doing that I watched Garfield & Friends on one of the disney channels.

in addition I've been giving alot of thought of what I'd like to do with my life. b/c as many of you know, I'm not too fond of my current job, but am sticking with it for now.

so what would...
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still raining here.
rained most of the day, into the evening, and now in the wee hours of the morning.
I like it, it's rare that I actually listen to the rain anymore. it's peaceful



nothing more to report at this time

raining here today, and I wanted to try to finish up some of my carpentry projects outside.

oh well,
I suppose I should go shave my legs...