Friday Dec 07, 2012

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It's strange, you know? I find myself here, staring at the blog post box thing, every time something big happens in my life, yet I tend not to update. I tell myself that no one wants to know, to read my dronings about the meager happenings of my life. Yet, I repeatedly find myself here. It's not an addiction. I feel the amount...
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Monday Jul 28, 2008

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I sleep so much better now. I think I just needed hope. I'm afraid that it'll fail... that it'll prove wrong again. I know it's a badbadbad idea to try a relationship again, but... I don't think I can not try. Does that make any sense?

When we were together, I gave her the piece of my soul I'd...
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kaikai:

Oh lovely, I only wish you the best and I know of worrying about a relationship. I've been in so many shit ones and now I'm just beginning a new one and it's so hard not to think of him like the rest. not to be afraid he'll hurt me, so afraid I just want to run.

There's just such a hope that'll it'll work hopefully that will shine through.

stormsinger:

Hope. It's a funny thing, isn't it? Especially when it comes paired with such fear...

I'm giving this a chance... for the third time... I hope that you're able to as well.

Sunday Jul 20, 2008

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So... Five nights, four fights, one guy tossed.

I love my job.

I told my brother yesterday what it is that I'm doing. He just kinda stared at me for a while. Then he said that it explained everything. Filled in all the missing holes in the stories I'd told him. He sat there quiet for a little while so I asked him...
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Thursday Jul 17, 2008

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Where was I?

Oh, yes...

Last night:

Maybe I should say first that I really love working at the club. Truly I do. I like the people and the noise and the dark... and, well... the girls.

But dude got on my last nerve. I know that we're in business because of the customers. And I know that, occasionally, we'll get some that...
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kaikai:

So are you a bouncer is that the deal?

That's a cool job though I'm sure you get some serious good stories.

:]

stormsinger:

That's part of my job, yes. My second job, anyway.

I'm also the cook. They split us between the kitchen, bar back and door. 'cause kitchen makes no tips, door makes only a few, and bar back rakes them in.

But I love it. Wouldn't trade it, not even for the sleep I'm missing out on.

Thursday Jul 17, 2008

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Well...

Busy is the word for it and that's a fact. Worked 'til 3:30 the last three mornings at the club, then turned around to go to my day job at 8. Ok... so... this morning I didn't get up in time to go to my day job. Fortunately they're cool about stuff like that and my driver is coming to...
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Wednesday Jul 09, 2008

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Wow.

Did my first shift at the club tonight. They're training me in the kitchen this week, then I'll move to the door next week. They want us to be able to cover both.

It was slooow. There's not much to the cooking. It's all deep fried food, so I just have to drop the stuff in the fryer. Easy. The...
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Sunday Jul 06, 2008

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Being Piscean, I ponder. It's the absolute worst thing for me to do 'cause I tend to be rather dark a lot of the time. 'specially lately.

I just got off the phone with my best friend (who I call Doc {long story}) and I realized, during our conversation, that the reason I've been falling in and out of "love" so easily lately...
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Saturday Jul 05, 2008

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I just finished a book because my roommate said that I had to read it. The main character reminded him so very much of me.

Having finished it, I see why.

The main character possesses certain gifts. Mainly the ability to see the dead. No, I can't see the dead. 'least I don't think I do. However, and this might get weird, be...
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Saturday Jul 05, 2008

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Ok, so... the 4th of July is and has always been my favorite holiday. More than Christmas. 'cause you don't get to blow crap up at Christmas. Normally I serve as chief pyrotechnician for my best friend's family and inner circle of friends. I direct the destruction of a multi-thousand dollar cache of fireworks.

This year, however, I took a back seat. A...
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stormsinger:

Oh... the cost of the show? $700,000.

Friday Jul 04, 2008

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Wow. What an insanely long, exhausting day yesterday was.

Mother called when I was in the last stages of my "I do not want to go to work today!" sleep. You know that sleep state where you've woken up four different times to look at the clock and then roll over mumbling something along the lines of "I"m not going."? Anyway... the news...
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Tuesday Jul 01, 2008

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Holy carp.

Our puppy just had puppies. She's the proud mother of 8 little wriggling Boston Terrier pups. 8. Normal litter is 2 to 4. The dad was pacing the entire time. He was so cute.

Tuesday Jul 01, 2008

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I think I got the job. I'm trying not to get excited just yet, but it's not working. I am excited. My dreams (yes, the ones while I was asleep) seemed to be pointing me this direction. Everything seemed to work out just exactly the way it needed to. Got a pee test to pass, but that shouldn't be an issue. I...
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