stella_marie

i need wood. the problem is, i need wide wood. and home depot doesnt have it. i need to rebuild my closet. the home depot here in the city sucks. maybe when i go home this weekend ill take a trip to the local home depot and get all the wood i want. then, there will be no stopping me. i need wide and thick,...
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why do i do this to myself. i let him leave marks on my body while i left them on my pillow. god forgive me. little girl, forgive your mother, for knowing better, but never doing better. my better has to be you. otherwise, im lost.


my favorite poem

daughter
by nicole blackman

one day ill give birth to a tiny baby girl
and when...
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what a beautiful day, yet i have no desire to go outside. maybe cause i need to shower and thats too big a hassle right now. but ive got the shades up and the windows open all the way. still feels nice. im cleaning up the disaster i made in my room thursday night when i came home drunk. i guess i was looking for...
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i was going to write about what a great time i had last night but it all seems unimportant now. i just got a call from the headhunter. she said that the place loved my personality but they dont think im a good fit for the company. they made some kind of comment that sounded to me like they were nicely saying that i dont...
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im going to have surgery. i found this thing in me, well, i knew it was always there. the dr is going to have to find it before he operates. its this magnet, that attracts every fucking psycho within a 10 mile radius of me. but now, thanks to the internet, the span can be considered worldwide. some guy on here wrote me and all...
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last night was so much fun. it's hard to go anywhere and try to find one great person to hang out with. so to be in a room full of awesome people, well, i'm dumbfounded. and i never meet girls i get along with. krrn, youre the coolest chick ever. nefaria - thanks for the hump - i said i wasnt going to do...
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favorite line of the evening:

asshole: well, youve gotten all shy suddenly, huh?
me: no. i bore easily

I just woke up a short while ago as I piece together the patches left of my birthday. I woke up on my bed. I guess on is a better description being that it was still made. i wasnt even using a pillow. i was still in my clothes too. morning after makeup hurts. add a new half dozen bruises onto the body count. i...
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i have a job interview tomorrow. im not going to say anything about it even though im not superstitious or anything because i could be wrong. so just in case, cross your fingers. and i might be wrong about the whole god thing too so someone say a prayer for me. i hope i have pantyhose.

i just came up with a great idea. i...
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