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I'm so tired, I haven't slept a wink
I'm so tired, my mind is on the blink
I wonder should I get up and fix myself a drink
No,no,no.

I'm so tired I don't know what to do
I'm so tired my mind is set on you
I wonder should I call you but I know what you'd do

You'd say I'm putting you on...
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boxofficepoison:
I'm so confused by your comments.
krrn:
go to sleep boo. smile
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a lot of the shit i write in here is for you guys, in hopes of entertaining and a possible smile. sometimes i write for myself cause ive got nowhere else to go and feel like ill combust if i dont get it out. i forget you guys read those also. so, at the risk of sounding like a total fucking sap, you have no...
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amorpheus:
I agree with Allied. You do rock.
irina:
I'm sorry I didn't have anything useful to say yesterday. My mind has been a little more wacky than usual as well.

But like Lola said, it's a pleasure to read your journal, no matter what direction it's going in. And in case you hadn't noticed yet, you're not alone: we all go a little crazy sometimes.
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i think im having a nervous breakdown. ive slept six hours since sunday. i didnt sleep sunday night. i took some pills to fall asleep last night and slept for about 6 hours. ive been up 24 hours now and its 4 am. four oclock in the fucking morning. im so tired. but every time i lay down, i get this weird pressure in my...
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battles:
Are you having an allergic reaction to something?
Hope you get better soon.

You're in SG Scotland now, by the way.
morranimal:
You definitely need to see the doctor. Sometimes insomnia is just insomnia. Every once in a while, it's a symptom of something worse... feel better soon
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thanks for the answers. its always weird being a straight girl and trying to explain to a guy why youre on the site without sounding like a total pervert. but hey, if it walks like a duck......

is it a bad thing that when i sit outside on my balcony smoking a cigarette and should be thinking what the fuck am i going to do...
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hollygolightly:
there's a backpackers across from me... i get some nasty visuals... tourists can get pretty feral...

can't wait to come smoke one of those cigs with you and moan about boys wink
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how do you explain this site to somebody who has never heard of it?
feel free at some point to give a serious answer
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irina:
I was actually being serious. I'd been discussing the issue with my family and looking through recipes and stuff for a good half hour before I posted that journal.

And if I were giving out a prize to the person who was correct the fastest, it would be you. Good job!

Edit: it isn't quite a prize exactly, but I left you a testimonial.

[Edited on Aug 03, 2005 12:38AM]
eleven26:
I've tried... it's not easy. No matter what you say about it, at some point, you have to say that it's a porn site. There's no avoiding that. The problem being that once most people hear that, that's all they're gonna hear. It doesn't matter that porn is only one part (I'd argue a small part) of what goes on here.

I'd say you've gotten some damn good responces here. I'm gonna have to use them myself.

Also, so sorry we haven't gotten together yet. Work's been crazy lately, and stressful. So when I get home, i just want to be home. I'm out of town this weekend... maybe next week? we'll see...

hope all's well!
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i desperately need to go bra shopping. i hate it. i never find ones that fits right and when i do, as soon as i get home, somehow it doesnt. is it too much to ask for something that looks nice and is supportive? i always just go to macys cause victorias secret never works for me. anything they have there in my size looks...
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luna666:
oh its sarcasm alright. if it was part of my charm, that would be making the assumption that i have any charm to begin with wink .
toothpick:
I really like azaleas on 10th street. The woman who owns and runs the store, Cindy, is incredibly helpful. vyeseleph and I have the same bra, and I bought that one there. The store is a little over-priced, but the customer service really makes it worth it.
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"Three weeks and I hadnt slept. Three weeks without sleep, and everything becomes an out-of-body experience. My dr said 'Insomnia is just the symptom of something larger. find out whats actually wrong. Listen to your body'.

I just wanted to sleep. I wanted little blue amytal sodium capsules, 200mg sized. i wanted red-and-blue tuinal bullet capsules, lipstick-red seconals.

This is how it is with insomnia....
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edaniel:
i'm using amsterdam as a base, doing lots of day trips out from here. three cities yesterday, three cities today. and the animals were inbetween, seen out the train window. except for the rooster.
the_reverend:
When you do get there - sweet dreams, baby.
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toothpick:
What can I say? I'm a miserable cunt.
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edaniel:
I'm amazed those postcards have gotten there so fast. I don't even remember sending 4. oh, maybe i do. i've seen too many churches to remember much else. And i apologize for the handwriting - it is pretty miserable. i fucking hate writing by hand.
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why do nights like this always end with me in tears??
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the_shine:
Cos most folk are dicks!!

But you aint

Next time we talk I ll have some sympatetic quotes!!!
krrn:
kiss

I heart you, nooooo crying! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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jesus died for somebodys sins
but not mine
- patty smith

i can't stand myself
i can't stand my life
i can't stand in these six inch heels anymore
- liz phair

my cunt is built like a wond that wont heal
- ani difranco

I wanna smash the faces of those beautiful boys
Those christian boys
So you can made me cum
That doesn't...
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illstabyou:
Tori Amos did a cover of Raining Blood by Slayer.

skull
amorpheus:
The thing that sort of bothers me about "Precious Things" is... Are we to assume that Jesus usually makes Tori come?
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luna666:
yes'm, i'll be in attendance.
illstabyou:
I'll pencil you guys in for tomorrow. My friend from out of town broke plans the last minute so I'm free. I won't get there until atleast 10 though.
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i go through the aggravation and pressure of this journal every summer. and when im ready to pull my hair out, these numbers remind me why i do it:

21 years - how old he is now
19 years - how long hes had to deal with this
20,805 - approx number of injections hes taken
41,610 - approx how many times hes had to...
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illstabyou:
the_reverend:
You are so sweet.