everyone has their breaking point and tonight i had mine. i cant continue feeling like this. you have to excuse any typos cause ive taken amboien and the keys are jumping around and im seeing trails. anyway, i went and got fucked up enough to be numb but not enough to start a mob war on general hospital. i called a friend from hs to... Read More
itsts 745 am and i feel compelled to finally fess up. most of you already know, but it will make me feel better to finally say this shit. i think i was about 12 years old when i knew there was something wrong with me. i know everyone goes through their own shit at that age, but i always felt i was different. ive said... Read More
so i went on this date last week thinking this was a great guy and all that shit, but upon retrospect and him not calling, well, it wasnt that great. i mean, he really liked talking about himself and liked when i talked about him too, but for a self proclaimed math genius that i had to correct on the pythagorean theorem, well, fuck him.... Read More
some of the time, i love men. some of the time, i hate men.
most of the time, there is no difference in the two.
i want somebody who sees the pointlessness
and still keeps their purpose in mind
i want somebody who has a tortured soul
some of the time
i want somebody who will either put out for me
or put me out... Read More
he sent me an email and I was going through his journal trying to figure out who he was because he's sent me stuff before and i couldn't remember who he was and then i saw your comment in his journal and wanted to let you know that he is an annoying fucker and you aren't the only one who feels that way.
Yea for men who are better than just decent! Yea for men who are able can communicate without drooling! And rock on with the Beatles quote (in the last entry, i think) - Lennon fucking rocks. The man knew a thing or two about insomnia, and he could make it visceral. brilliant.