Saturday Jun 25, 2005

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I'm rather upset with Romero.

My zombie movies should not teach me compassion, and no one should live. That's bullshit.
dooblecain:
I dont believe you, I refuse to believe anyone survives, it just cant be true.
andromeda:
No! Die die die! They all die. Being my tatoo is a fulltime job. You know you are quite busy running around with me on my thigh. Actually I think I need to get you touched up a bit nice and bright so everyone can see you wink kiss

Friday Jun 24, 2005

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I suffer from a stress related disorder called Spastic Colon, or Irritable Bowel Syndrom.

The short of it is, if I feel too stressed out my body doesn't produce the right bio chemical impulses for my lower intenstines. Result? The worst gas and cramps the world has ever seen for 30 minutes at a time until I've crapped myself retarded.

This is horribly dibilitating. Basically......
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Thursday Jun 23, 2005

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Madison City Council approved a plan last night to allow new permits for night clubs and music venues that serve alcohol to have 18-21 year olds. They have to show proof of a check that they're not serving underagers, but this should add some kick to the night life around this hole.

I survived my first waterskiing experience. I am totally going to do that...
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meta:
wait wait wait.. Madison?! Madison is a mecca of fabulous entertainment..

they have a place called Lulu's Couscous! I mean come on!

andromeda:
You can be my tatoo. Hey I worked as a tech for a few years. did you work retail? Fucking stressful huh? Wow they say waterskiers either make it up the first time or it takes forever. way to go! kiss

Tuesday Jun 21, 2005

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You can never go back.

Life's not quite as depressing as Cowboy Bepop, but they get spaceships so who's really better off?

I really don't know what I'm doing, but I'm doing it with assurance and that's almost the same right?

A million little hurts, or one big hurt? Which would you pick? I think one big hurt. Like... being punched in the face would...
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liante:
Eee... I've been busy with work, mostly, and miscellaneous stresses of life. Sometimes it's harder watching your friends go through things than going through them yourself.

As for the choice between one big pain and a million little ones: that depends. It depends on whether I'd know at the time that the one big pain was the only pain I'd have to undergo, or whether the individual little pains were going to continue in a long succession. With the gift of perfect foresight, it's much easier to choose one big pain. From there, your life can only go up.

But we don't know. We only get to look back on things. The future's forever a black box. And so, without knowing, it's impossible really to make that choice. All we can do is pretend.
cinemonk:
Jobs not quite in the bag yet. But it's looking good.

It's an internal job move, so either way I'm still working for them. It's just a matter of whether or not I can convince them they should be paying me way more.

Tuesday Jun 21, 2005

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Tim, meet Life.

"Hi."

Life, meat Tim.

*lunch*



This has been an accurate portrayal of today. I am a modern art masterpiece.
renegadefuzz:
so you've become lunch meat, eh? If you wanna bitch, you know you've got an ear over here whether or not you'd be willing to use it...

btw.. sleep deprivation sucks.. I've been sleeping worth shyte recently cause I'm sick.. makes me an unhappy puppy..
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dooblecain:
I just got the strangest image of tim being beaten down with a 14'' kielbasa by a box of life cerial...

Sunday Jun 19, 2005

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Job. I am Job. Tim is no more.

THERE IS NO TIM! ONLY ZOOL!!!!

Fuck. I go into work today right? I'm all happy and shit because I thought I only worked a 2-7:30. oh no

hell no

can't have that

So I close. I just got home now. Not because it took an hour to close everything down like it did because the guy...
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renegadefuzz:
sorry you had a late night babe.. was the tire flat cause it was sliced or just flat cause it was... flat? Did you have to call a tow?

Saturday Jun 18, 2005

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A question has been posed! "so you're seriously thinking of not coming back?"

For those who don't know the situation. "You're thinking about not coming back to St. Paul?"

In a word. Yes.

Longer than that. I'm thinking about it, but as it stands I'm still moving come the beginning of September unless something drastically changes.

I have, in the name of moving back to...
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Friday Jun 17, 2005

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I have no open forum on which to discuss any problems I may have in my life.

I don't feel comfortable asking people's advice about relationships here because some one with whom I was involved is on here. Hell... I bought her the subscription while we were still involved.

I can't post on the other forum I talk on. Partially because I'm trackable there as...
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liante:
Darn it, Frank stole my suggestion before I got here. wink

My advice? Ask people whose opinions and common sense you respect. Write out the questions the way you'd put them in your journal or in the Dating Sucks! group. Then just copy-paste them to the people you want to ask. Under the circumstances, it's no breach of etiquette to send people the same thing. You get the catharsis of writing, the clarity that sometimes comes of seeing your thoughts put into concrete form, and -- with a little luck -- good advice that didn't require you to put your problems completely in the public view.
meta:
you've got a friend in Jesus.

I'm sorry, that's rude as hell. I just got out of the world's most fucked up relationship. we can discuss interpersonal matters over beer and Chee-tos sometime.

Friday Jun 17, 2005

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Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silence is on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now all I feel is the pain of the fighting starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll...
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renegadefuzz:
yaaaay! good charlotte! good times.. that was my CD that you copied...
renegadefuzz:
oh.. and I'm going to go see a body of water at the Guthrie... that and a few other ones.. fun times...

Thursday Jun 16, 2005

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Going to a rock show! GOING TO A ROCK SHOW!

And this chick is getting me in, even though I'm underage. http://www.gibbousband.com/index2.html

If you're around Madison, see you on Saturday.
renegadefuzz:
hehehe... have fun.... I get to go to a play! yay!

Tuesday Jun 14, 2005

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I do not understand the logic that is pushing a mutual friend to try to convince both myself and my ex to see other people.

I truly fail to see how she believes this is in any way helping.

That's all.

G'night everybody.
meta:
one thing's fo sho now.

love stinks.

love stinks, yeah yeah.
liante:
The snarkery makes the comments all worthwhile, though. wink

Nice new profile image.

Re: being pressed to see other people -- best guess is that it's supposed to "take your mind off" the past relationship. But really I've never understood that one either. At best, moving back into the dating scene too soon leads to rebound relationships, which almost always wind up hurting the other person involved. And if you're the type of person who cares when the other party gets hurt (as I suspect you probably are), that just makes things worse.
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