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Oh fuck.. dont get me started about the hummer!! I have a big problemn in my life with a hummer right now.. haha seriously!

1. Uh... I dont go into public so the only drunk people I know are like close friends you know? so they just tell me they love me a lot.. who can complain?
2. Probably either my teachers from elementary school for being mean (catholic school), the people who made the MAD MINUTE math sheets! fuckers! Or the beauty industry which made me feel really insecure and ugly for like 17 years of my life haha...
3. Beauty industry.. makeup, beauty magazines.. i dunno. Its fun to be artistic with makeup.. but at the same time, its a bad addiction. All the magazines really use insecurity to prey on girls.. make them feel as ugly as possible so they buy more shit you know? And Im not saying Im exempt.. Theres no way in hell Im walking out of my house with zits all shiny and red you know? I just wish that it didnt matter. Guys walk around with zits.. Guys dont wax thier eyebrows or have to spend an hour doing thier hair.. you know? It just makes women so insecure and weak....

As for the bereast feeding haha.. I just had a conversation with a woman about this the other day. Now.. breasts are actually MADE for breast feeding.. so the fact that people get all stressed about it confuses the shit out of me. Big deal, its not like shes doing a strip dance with a baby clamping onto her boobie And really... its just not practical to milk yourself and then bottle feed. Why bother? I mean, the kid is gonna drink ALL of the milk. So why put it in a cup first. If you were gonna drink all the soda, why pour it into a cup first.. drink it outta the bottle! ha.. besides, milk extracting machines hurt ladies. I guess its painful because its kinda rough. And if you milked yourself youd get fucking carple tunnel. (sp) haha.. oh yeah.. not to mention, youre body produces milk at a certain speed.. its not an unending supply at all times you know? so if she milked herself earlier to feed the baby, then she wouldnt have had enough to feed it then.. you know? So shed end up at some point having to feed him/her formula which isnt super good for the baby, and on top of that, shed be leading into her bra pad thing.. and i guess that hurts too because it has a lot of pressure. Personally.. if I ever had a baby.. Id definately feed it whenever and wherever I want. I mean.. its just easier!

[Edited on Jan 06, 2004 9:46AM]

this is a drive by bewbing

no, i already have the new one. i got disco before the breakdown.

ha.. i dont own my own shop.. Im in a kinda wierd situation.. i moved back here to work at my friends shop, her husband taught me to tattoo.. and unfortunately, I kinda got put in a wierd position, where I am managing all of this shit and have all of this responsibility that i didnt know I would have at all... because there used to be a "manager" here, but he was fired after I was hired.. so the owner gives me all the freedom I want, i can do whatever I want, charge whatever I want, do anyhting I want.. but at the same time, I also haveto be here. I manage everything you know? and if im not here, we are closed.. so we loose a lot of money. I am pretty much supporting the shop and the owner with my tattooing.. so its a lot of pressure, its an akward situation because normally owners have a few tattooists, or they tattoo, or they handle all of the paperwork, and the counter ect.. but she doesnt really... I mean she shows up, or makes sure that someone else is here. But she just sits here.. she'll give my money if i need to order something, but i have to keep all the inventory, do the ordering and find the deals ya know? Stuff the manager or owner normally doesd.. but she doesnt really know how because she doesnt tattoo or anything... blah. its hard to explain.. im not complaining, its just kinda a wierd situation... I get more freedom and more responsibilities..

1. I havent watched olympics in years.. I dotn really watch tv, but I like the crazy flips and junk that the gymnasts do...
2. Probably to live with native americans, long before tthe country became invaded... there are a lot of other amazing cultures too... most of them are destroyed now..
3. eeek. I dont really want to know either. I actually would hate to know either. Ive been told a few times by different people that Ill probably die in a car crash because of my luck with cars. Cars and I are like oppisite ends of magnets.. and if I drive one, something insane and wierd will happen. Ive gone through more cars, and had so many wierd things happen... so Im already a little suspicious of cars. But at the same time, if i didnt get into them, I couldnt go to all of the amazing and wonderful places and adventures Ive been on.. I dont want to limit myself, even if it means losing my life someday...
4. The mad minute. I am still traumatized. When I was little.. like 2nd grade, we started this wonderful math thing that taught children how to do math really fast! they'd give you 30 problems and make you answer as many as possible in 1 minute. With the teacher yelling "10 9 8 7 6.." and me franticly panicking. Id have like anxiety attacks and beg my mom not to bring me to school because i was soo terrified of the mad minute. If it wasnt bad enough that I had to do that much math in such a crappy pressure filled way... it was worse because we had to correct each others papers.. the whole class would trade.. then the whole class would have to read each others scores in front of the whole class. I was sooo horrible id usually get a 20. Math isnt my strong point.. i normally get like Cs in math.. but a 20 is just sad. and the whole class would laugh when they read off my score and the teacher would make fun of me! one time she actually dragged me into the hall by my arm and slammed me into the wall and called me stupid in front of the class and made me cry. I hate the mad minute... I hate math hahah.. I hate catholic schools...

man.. i used to drink dr pepper everyday. then i quit all soda for like 3 years.. didnt drink a drop. Then recently, Ive had a big thing for Root beer floats, vegan style.. now Im big into Vanilla coke... reminds me of when I was little and my mom put vanilla in my coke as a treat We only got soda like once a month.. like dessert haha

but it's not PRONOUNCED like PENIS. i know that's what you were getting at. because userlame got at it too. hehe

1- hahahah nirvana, soundgarden, silverchair, and whatever was on mtv hahahahaha
2-yeah- a african american.. skinhead? yeah he was a sharp i think? i forget. He was really cute and soooo nice. He asked me out when I worked at the mall and I accepted (had never met him before) and he was comming back to meet me later. then my co-worker said "but he's black!".. I hadnt even really thought about it before that moment.. I dated a boy who was korean.. but really, in my area.. there arent many other cultures.. or anything.
3- oh god.. a lot. When I was much younger I used to use BBS systems.. and I met a lot lot of kids from there. I Also used to run a forum for a popular band.. so when I traveled and went to thier shows, Id meet a lot of kids then..

pft. pookie.