Energetic. Inspired. Head in a Gutter and loving it ~ allowing a manic attitude supress deeper things (and its working) ... feeling like getting into some trouble ~
Spontanious.
Jump in car. Speeding. Racing to a place for an impulsive reason.
Singing. Off-key to Music Blarring ~ hardcore - perverted - fun music. Thinking of this random thing - prank - gaggift to encourage a...
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Spontanious.
Jump in car. Speeding. Racing to a place for an impulsive reason.
Singing. Off-key to Music Blarring ~ hardcore - perverted - fun music. Thinking of this random thing - prank - gaggift to encourage a...
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Well ~ my boss is a bitch (and not the good kind like most bitches). I need to leave her. Even my mother has said I'd do well to not work with that evil woman.
So there's a job avalable now which a great majority of my co-workers and friends say I would rock at [within the company] and I VERY MUCH want to apply...
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So there's a job avalable now which a great majority of my co-workers and friends say I would rock at [within the company] and I VERY MUCH want to apply...
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redfirefaery:
avalable--available
2) I'd be a god at it.--i'd think you mean "good"
opertunities--opportunities
corperate--corporate
recient--recent
ignighted--ignited
sometimes it is good to keep the favors on hold until you really NEED them. usually if you stick around long enough, the people you most want to "get theirs" do, and it is fun to watch them squirm like an ant under a magnifying glass. although, sometimes they do start to stink...
as far as taking the computer guru corporate position, think about it for the next couple days. i know you obsess over things until you've made a decision, but even though you have made this one, keep your eyes open for changes in atmosphere. they can indicate a need for serious re-thinking. i think, though, that i may have a clue as to what you are expecting soon, and the "... and I'll keep in touch with all my friends..." indicates to me that i could be correct. if i'm right, and the route you are choosing to go does what i think it will, then you will need that favor elsewhere. good luck.
♥ firefae
edit: FINE.
[Edited on Nov 16, 2004 6:07AM]
2) I'd be a god at it.--i'd think you mean "good"
opertunities--opportunities
corperate--corporate
recient--recent
ignighted--ignited
sometimes it is good to keep the favors on hold until you really NEED them. usually if you stick around long enough, the people you most want to "get theirs" do, and it is fun to watch them squirm like an ant under a magnifying glass. although, sometimes they do start to stink...
as far as taking the computer guru corporate position, think about it for the next couple days. i know you obsess over things until you've made a decision, but even though you have made this one, keep your eyes open for changes in atmosphere. they can indicate a need for serious re-thinking. i think, though, that i may have a clue as to what you are expecting soon, and the "... and I'll keep in touch with all my friends..." indicates to me that i could be correct. if i'm right, and the route you are choosing to go does what i think it will, then you will need that favor elsewhere. good luck.
♥ firefae
edit: FINE.
[Edited on Nov 16, 2004 6:07AM]
spott:
Well - FireFae ... it looks like I owe your ass a serious kicking. Throw in a couple "Bitch"'s and probably a good smack or too also.
And no, I ment god. Good is an understatement (No, I am not full of myself!)
Did you notice some of those words I used twice and spelled them right the second time
And the boss stinks already. The burning exoskeleton will be a welcome change.
I can't exactly thing about it for the next couple days. I have to hand in my application by noon Wednesday (the 17th) and if I call in my favor ~ it would need 24 hours notice at least. So .. by the time I arrive at work at 2pm [today] - the chance will have left me. (Although if they are as desperate as they sound ... the posting for the position will be up again soon enough).
What is seriousl?
I'd be interested to know what you suspect I am brewing up. Drop me an Email.
Thanks for the luck ~ you keep some for yourself though. What I need now is strength ... enough for myself and my friends. Some of them haven't jumped out of an airplane before .....
And no, I ment god. Good is an understatement (No, I am not full of myself!)
Did you notice some of those words I used twice and spelled them right the second time
And the boss stinks already. The burning exoskeleton will be a welcome change.
I can't exactly thing about it for the next couple days. I have to hand in my application by noon Wednesday (the 17th) and if I call in my favor ~ it would need 24 hours notice at least. So .. by the time I arrive at work at 2pm [today] - the chance will have left me. (Although if they are as desperate as they sound ... the posting for the position will be up again soon enough).
What is seriousl?
I'd be interested to know what you suspect I am brewing up. Drop me an Email.
Thanks for the luck ~ you keep some for yourself though. What I need now is strength ... enough for myself and my friends. Some of them haven't jumped out of an airplane before .....
Fresnel ("Princess") says HI!
Rosco says "Hey".
I HAVE A NEW WATCH! I know what time it is!! I've been naked for so long ~
Mmmm ... it smells like leather.
I'm thinking of friends often. Very often. Even when I feel at my worst ~ I smile when I think of them.
And now, I intend to SLEEP in a BED. (All-cap words in...
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Rosco says "Hey".
I HAVE A NEW WATCH! I know what time it is!! I've been naked for so long ~
Mmmm ... it smells like leather.
I'm thinking of friends often. Very often. Even when I feel at my worst ~ I smile when I think of them.
And now, I intend to SLEEP in a BED. (All-cap words in...
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So someone (whom I very much dislike) was having a hard time at work today which I COULD have helped her with ... except I was in no mood to be helpful .... and in a moment of frustration I heard her mutter "This too shall pass."
Well - I was in no mood to be helpful. Naturally I followed it up with "... and...
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Well - I was in no mood to be helpful. Naturally I followed it up with "... and...
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Ongoing Debate:
Hypothetically ~
If human beings were granted with a 5th (6th) appendage ~ A Tail ~ it would go without saying that each tail, like each person, would be unique. There would be long slender tails and short bob-tails. There'd be bushy tails, long-haired tails, wire tails, and "normal" tails.
It has been argued that if people had tails that all tails should...
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Hypothetically ~
If human beings were granted with a 5th (6th) appendage ~ A Tail ~ it would go without saying that each tail, like each person, would be unique. There would be long slender tails and short bob-tails. There'd be bushy tails, long-haired tails, wire tails, and "normal" tails.
It has been argued that if people had tails that all tails should...
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redfirefaery:
especially with my temper... i'd have the claw out and be whipping my tail around just waiting for stupid people to remember to tell the security guard about that prince albert they got 4 years ago... i would kill people, and that would be bad.
spott:
Some of the people they have in those airports ... Are you sure that killing them would be bad?
Don't tell me you choose me
Then walk away -
Don't tell me you love me
Then turn your back -
Don't tell me you want me
Then hide your heart -
Don't tell me you trust me
Then take it back.
Don't follow where I'm going
for you Cannot See ~
My cave is so dark
and You've lost the key.
You've given me...
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Then walk away -
Don't tell me you love me
Then turn your back -
Don't tell me you want me
Then hide your heart -
Don't tell me you trust me
Then take it back.
Don't follow where I'm going
for you Cannot See ~
My cave is so dark
and You've lost the key.
You've given me...
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spott:
I believe we've reached an understanding on this point. This is good - because I LOVE to argue ... but it really sucks when you drag emotions too far into the argument. Lets argue about other things. For instance: When I wash my dishes in the dishwasher I must seperate the spoons from the knives from the forks ~ each utensil gets their own spot, and they DO NOT SHARE!
redfirefaery:
when i wash my dishes in the dishwasher, no same utensil types can be in the same divided section--one small fork and one large fork are ok together, but two large forks, NO. how is everything supposed to get clean if all of the pieces are the same and they can unknowingly stack together, thereby leaving whole sides unclean? it has to go one butter knife, one large fork, one large spoon, one small fork, one small spoon, one steak knife--point down, of course!--and so on.
Something Stupid:
When I was in high school my doctor put me on a drug to help kill my pain from a knee surgery. The drug didn't work and I reacted to it violently. I took special note of what that drug was ...
... and I took eight of them. Origionally I intended to take 12; but with eight in hand I knew that...
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When I was in high school my doctor put me on a drug to help kill my pain from a knee surgery. The drug didn't work and I reacted to it violently. I took special note of what that drug was ...
... and I took eight of them. Origionally I intended to take 12; but with eight in hand I knew that...
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redfirefaery:
definition--passion: burning desire, coupled with need, mixed up with love.
just to clarify
just to clarify
spott:
I wish you'd realize that you've searched there for years, and you can't find it because its not there. Don't put up barriers in the form of "Rules" that you do not want to follow while you seek something that doesn't exist where you are.
It will change me - I can't help that. Once bit, twice shy ... and now I am thrice bit. Quad bit even if you want to count that boy I used ....
Its not fair to me, and you know this. But I also realize this isn't about me ... and so I conceed ... and will probably have to let the passion die if I must endure the rules too long.
It will change me - I can't help that. Once bit, twice shy ... and now I am thrice bit. Quad bit even if you want to count that boy I used ....
Its not fair to me, and you know this. But I also realize this isn't about me ... and so I conceed ... and will probably have to let the passion die if I must endure the rules too long.
Re: Yesterday ~
Well well well - it looks like there is hope for this country yet. And you know what freaks? More than half of this voting country agrees with me!!! Thats right bitches!! Even if I've only ever met one of them .....
My house is gonna get egg'd tonight isn't it?
In Other News: So I'm walking down the street .... a...
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Well well well - it looks like there is hope for this country yet. And you know what freaks? More than half of this voting country agrees with me!!! Thats right bitches!! Even if I've only ever met one of them .....
My house is gonna get egg'd tonight isn't it?
In Other News: So I'm walking down the street .... a...
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redfirefaery:
oh whatever! i started singing that song as soon as i read this entry!
spott:
I am SO glad that face doesn't have the same effect here. Here I am immune to your charms!!
spott:
Pictures of Wolves
ELECTION DAY:
A Democrat and a Republican are walking down the street together when the two of them chance upon a homeless man. The Republican approaches the man and hands him a business card. He tells the man to stop by sometime and the Republican would get him a job there. Then the Republican reaches into his pocket and pulls out $50, which he hands...
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A Democrat and a Republican are walking down the street together when the two of them chance upon a homeless man. The Republican approaches the man and hands him a business card. He tells the man to stop by sometime and the Republican would get him a job there. Then the Republican reaches into his pocket and pulls out $50, which he hands...
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mokole:
please, the republican would have had the homeless man beaten off and dragged away 
redfirefaery:
what a smartass
actually he would have likely told him to GET A JOB...
Edited
This post USED to contain various lyrics ... lyrics which said "Life's tough, suck it up - you are not alone - someone is thinking of you and loves you ... despite physical distance - and I'll always be there for you." But now that I think about it ~ what I just wrote was so much faster and easier than a long page...
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This post USED to contain various lyrics ... lyrics which said "Life's tough, suck it up - you are not alone - someone is thinking of you and loves you ... despite physical distance - and I'll always be there for you." But now that I think about it ~ what I just wrote was so much faster and easier than a long page...
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redfirefaery:
short, sweet, and to the point 
I played chess this weekend. I don't play chess often and I haven't played chess in several years.
We were fairly evenly matched. In fact, she may have been just a touch better than I was. Take a Piece, Lose a piece ... point for point we were never far off. The game seemed very back and forth without a clear winner. It got to...
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We were fairly evenly matched. In fact, she may have been just a touch better than I was. Take a Piece, Lose a piece ... point for point we were never far off. The game seemed very back and forth without a clear winner. It got to...
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redfirefaery:
perhaps the king saw the pawn as, rather than a threat, a savior...
redfirefaery:
i am fairly certain you know exactly where my thoughts have been. i am also fairly certain you know that what is holding me up moving along in life is the idea of whether i want a family badly enough to be dissatisfied/unsatisfied for the rest of my life. or do i give up the dream i have had my whole life of having kids and a husband to follow what i know my mind and body are looking for? life changing stuff to decide on the stomach empty because i forget to eat, can't eat, and anything i eat tastes like ash...