i am such a bum....i have all this stuff to do that i havent started and i skipped class today, because i couldnt get to bed untill like 4am..and slept till like 2..my sleep pattern always gets messed up. guess i should do some laundry..its been forever since ive worn underwear, haha...
i think maybe after i see the first set of the week from SG i will go to bed (for like 3 hours)...spent the last 23 hours with a potential gentleman caller (haha, is this the glass menagerie?) anywho, yeah...im not sure what the situation with that one is. this weekend is golly gee confusing, damn partyin with jill after she read that i wanted...
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sixsixty:
oh hi. i am fine. thank you. i just wanted to say hi to you on aim.
but i am ok. i just had one of the longest work weekends...well work week. i think i worked almost 80 in the past 7 days. but today is a day off. so let's go and hang out or something. i might want to go to the beach today. it is nice and sunny out.
but i am ok. i just had one of the longest work weekends...well work week. i think i worked almost 80 in the past 7 days. but today is a day off. so let's go and hang out or something. i might want to go to the beach today. it is nice and sunny out.
you know, i think things are going to turn out okay...does anyone else love this song: "bittersweet symphony"? it is for real uplifting, reminds me of cruel intentions, (a little bit too close to home, hehe)
tonight i found out that virtually all of my "friends" from last semester only tolerated my presence and didnt really want me around..the only reasont they tolerated me is because scott was dating me..do you know how soulless i feel right now?
dia:
poor thing, you need lovin'... sending you lovin'...
sparkle:
update: i talked it out with clark this afternoon and he says that it is not true about the whole just tolerating me thing, i mean, yeah it was sorta true..but i just didnt give them enough space when they were mad at me, of course i didnt know. anyway. they need space now, and i am going to give it to them.
I AM SO FUCKING BORED!!!
another night in at the apartment, i miss the old days of going to the cafeteria and eating with everyone and just hanging out...now i just sit here and eat at home. it is a little bit lame. though, it can never be like last year again. just with the whole abandoning people at jail (a.k.a: stupid mistake by me) and i dunno, my imposing...
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scott asked out jill...i could be like all depressed, but it really isnt worth my tears, i do, however, feel a profound sense of unbridled animosity and anger. ah well, some day i will find someone who appreciates the person i am...don made me a little bit pissed off, because he didnt apologize for acting a complete cock to me on friday...he explained that sense...
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solisis:
this is interesting... how is it you have a suicide girl type image and pink box on your comments yet your page is set up like a member?
unless by default it does this when you have no set... which i dont know if thats true cause i havent looked at sets in forever.
hmmm..... well, I've seen you IM me a couple times but by the time i respond to it you're gone. do tell if you have an inquiry or request.
unless by default it does this when you have no set... which i dont know if thats true cause i havent looked at sets in forever.
hmmm..... well, I've seen you IM me a couple times but by the time i respond to it you're gone. do tell if you have an inquiry or request.
sparkle:
spooky sez i am girl #74 or #75...so i will be up sometime in the near future..
this week is going to go incredibly fast *sigh* sense i am not living for the weekend...i want to ask out david so bad....but my french isnt that good for us to be able to communicate that well. apparently my dad says i am not allowed to date, heh...that is funny. id love to become financially independent, but the job market in this town sucks...
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chaosmonkey:
This is me saying hi to you in your journal.
Hi.
Hi.
sparkle:
suoda: french clacissism (snore)
ChaosMonkey: HI!!
ChaosMonkey: HI!!
updated my profile tonight in a fit of boredom and procrastination...just the stats part, tho...i dunno, i hope it doesnt offend people with similar measuerments that i called it imperfect...its just to say that just because the whole "36-24-36" is considered to be the best and i say FUCK THAT! the imperfections are what make us beautiful...
oh man, this *$ caffe americano crap is totally not working, i feel the need for speed like in top gun, you know....the salad i ate for lunch was not filling either, i could totally go for a piece of apple pie with ice cream over it...mmmmm, anywho, my web/graphic design books came into today, so i am stoked about that. heh, like i need...
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joscelyne:
I doubt I'm correct but the only songs that would come to mind are "girls just wanna have fun" by cindy lauper or even "manic monday" by the bangles...but again, I highly doubt it's either.
you are quite the cutie!!!
you are quite the cutie!!!
i am glad to be back, i fuckin hate my physiological/psychological makeup sometimes...maybe i should get on <A HREF="http://www.pmdd.com">sarafem</a> or something so i dont get all wicked depressed just because i happen to be a girl. But, yeah, seems like i will try to find a reason to be depressed during those times and it is hella ruff on me. but maybe i will try...
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hmmm, i am starting to regret being a part of this community, not because of the nature of the site, but because of like not being just two dimensional..i talk on the boards, chat room, AIM, and even on the telephone to members of this site. i feel like i dont embody what it is that a sucide girl is supossed to be...secure, confident, strong,...
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sparkle:
auwwww, consider yourself added to my buddy list :-D
thank you, you are pretty fuckin hot yourself and i dont think im going to be up for another 3 weeks (wondering who spooky and missy are hiding) id say lets do another all girl week, but you know, its not up to me!
thank you, you are pretty fuckin hot yourself and i dont think im going to be up for another 3 weeks (wondering who spooky and missy are hiding) id say lets do another all girl week, but you know, its not up to me!
dr_h:
youre a real girl SGs are real girls so dont' trip on that