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this is me in real life. i apologize for my profanity.

really. im sorry



then watch...

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sechenie:
that was so cute haha
richard_:
LMFAO!!!! I tinks you got some hill billies in ya girl! lol!
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These past few days have been rough
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on my birthday my ex bf broke my heart beyond belief by kissing another girl infront of me. when i took him outside and spilled my guts, i got shut down, he said that he didnt believe i loved him..which was ironic to me bc if some of you guys have been reading my blogs, you know...
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cuprinus:
This guy just wants his cake and eat it too! He is trying to string you along. Be strong, and kick his ass to the curb! He wants to play his little game with these other girls, while keeping you on the back burner for when he is ready for you. He is one of these idiots that is going to understand what he had till it is gone. Sorry you are having to go through this, but you will come away stronger. Just try not to let this experience harden your heart. Were here if you ever need to talk.smile
revkain:
Ignore him, move on and spend time with friends and family. They can help the most. Also do not associate with anybody that talks to him. Just don't do what alot of people do and try to drown your sorrows, so go out pamper yourself some and just try to think happy thoughts. Message me if you ever wish to talk. Take care.
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birfdaaaaaaaaaaaaay biggrin
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violentpatriot:
fuck yeah!! Happy bday!
remod66:
The happiest of returns to you today and beyond!!!
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3 more days til my birthday. I wonder whats in store for me.biggrin
do you guys every wish you could see into the future? you know to prepare you for whats to happen next?
heartbaker:
Hope you have a great birthday
violentpatriot:
only good things for you smile
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slebnak:
have a great birthday...month!
xsundanc3x:
Happy Early Birthday!
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Im told that i am an exotic beauty, yet i do not see it,
i am told that i am humble, yet greed seeps through my veins
i am told that i am soft spoken, yet i harshly speak
i am distrusting but quick to trust
i am a coward, but strong.
i am human.
the only thing i did wrong was love a person...
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addicted2chaos:
frown there is always getting drunk at the Lagunitas Brewery =/
addicted2chaos:
The next bioshock release!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pV_TDxl2UIo
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a couple months ago we were sleeping and it got really cold and he wouldnt wake up. i tried to sleep and i just couldnt. so i got up, kissed his forehead and left. another time i just couldnt sleep at all bc i felt sick so i got up ad left and last we had this fight and i waited til he fell asleep...
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violentpatriot:
that was beautifully written btw. Very heartfelt.


I'm afraid of love. to love. I realized that i started falling in love with him and it really scared me. like really bad. so i tried to recoil.



This is what stood out to me and sounds like the source of the main drama. Having confidence in yourself and seeing in yourself what others see in you makes accepting love possible.

That; and not being afraid to get hurt. You are going to get hurt - it sucks but it happens and eventually you heal and move on. It is like boxing... it risks hurt. You risk losing. But in the end what you get out of it is worth the pain.

stephenissosiick:
I hope everything works out for you. Don't be scared of love it sounds like you've found a decent guy.
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sabrespawn:
My heart goes out to you love.
missymalice:
aww. =[ you're super cute. i'm sure you'll find someone else in a heartbeat if that's what you wanna do. *hugs*
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mirima:
I sorry frown
violentpatriot:
*hug* and

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nadersraider:
I wish I could say the same but I hate being alone. My brain is super annoying.
danger_diabolik:
Beautiful sentiment and beautiful photos! Thanks for sharing! love
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urielquinn:
Not being able to sleep really seems to be up there with the most horrible things in the world.
saminoski:
sleep is one of life's great luxury's wink