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lately ive been finding myself enjoying solace and solitude wherever and whenever i can find it. it is now that i am too fucking busy and over my head in crap that i realize how good i actually am at taking that precious time for granted when it is there.

another lesson in life perhaps.

.like. always check to make sure there is no one...
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illbillzillbub:
some drunk guy pissed on my leg last night
only a splash, but dude, take some aim.sheesh


hey,i like the polaroids. xx
holly:
holy fucking A that is crazy.

way to go on your photo...looks fucking great. and thanks for the compliment on mine...we'll see what happens eh?
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are you coming on monday or what?????? (SFSG)
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looking for a new house is going to drive me insane!
yesterday i went to look at one in some sketchass part of oakland...sounded ok. until i got out of the car and stepped my foot down, oops, what's under my foot, oh, it's just a white t-shirt in the gutter...completely soaked and covered in blood....
yeah... good sign.... don't live there. bad shit.

tonight...
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coco:
I'm flat outta ideas at the moment. But I'd like to be included, whatever it is. smile
dave_h:
awesome yes please come.

yeah someone linked to that pic in a Dirty Talk thread and I thought it was the most foul thing ever. I was gonna put up a pic of a birthday cake or something, but then I remembered that and well....... I don't know what I was thinking. I drank almost half a liter of vodka last night.
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its Arturism revisited.

i came across this article couldnt help but find parallels with the book Geek Love.

and i utterly hate when people love to classify anything and evrything as either a "trend" or a "mental disorder", specifically a mental disorder trend.... besides that...

i wonder if this documentary (the one mentioned in the article- called 'Whole') is playing anywhere around the sf area...
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ponyboy_curtis:
i need to come shopping for some stuff.
let's go see a movie. any old movie. if it includes mental disorders, bonus.
twwly:
i adored geek love. sigh.
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im sitting somewhere in between leave me alone and please give me love and affection.
what the fuck? i think its just pms. i hope its just pms.
either that or a minor case of schizophrenia right? i think ill take the first.

i had this sudden urge to make brownies and feed into the chocolate callings and then i just realized that the damn...
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bettie:
Mmm, brownies. I wanted to be in the Devilettes in SF when I lived there. Heheh, they're cute!
My bangs are long too, it's making me feel all icky.
twwly:
**lots of love and affection!**

kisses! hugs! love! squish!!!!
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:::pet peeve of the week:::

"wow, that's crazy.... she's hot AND smart."

yeah, fuckwad. shocking isn't it?
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illbillzillbub:
i still wanna be in your gang,i'll wear a frock an all!!
miss_piss:
its been almost a week
will we have something new to be annoyed with?
kiss
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all your good luck wishes worked...

i got a call back for the second round of auditions for the burlesque group! eek! i'm so excited.

and i've got a kick ass amazing photographer lined up to do my next set. it's going to be good... and nothing like anything else on here.

so far i can say things are going extremely well...
...and i had...
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miss_piss:
i'm so excited for you
and
i love you
and
i really do want to see you soon
ponyboy_curtis:
hi.
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today i am auditioning for a burlesque dance troupe!
yikes. i'm so nervous. i am officially the world's shyest exhibitionist...
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ponyboy_curtis:
is it the one we talked about?
i changed the boobs thing. just for you.
call and we can arrange that feeding the pony biz.
twwly:
i'm a total prude, believe it or not.

how'd the burlesque thing go?
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birthday party at my house.
barbeque ribs, corn on the cob, and mojitos.
doesn't get much better. and no hangover. lucky me.

i've got sand in my shoes. went to the beach yesterday. so nice.
i laid around in my undies since i didn't have a bikini or anything. good thing i decided to wear them. cause it wasn't that kind of beach....

ooooh and...
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miss_piss:
mmm
oh honey
we must spend just a little bit of time together
here or there it really should happen

i'm so jealous of the glasses
i mean mine are cute
but original cat-eye frames!?
yeah

newsetnewsetnewset please
smile
love
p
miss_magenta:
i am just dropping by to say hello and i hope you are doing well.

have a wonderful day sweetie!

xoxoxo
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i had a wonderful lazy sunday afternoon.

woke up to coffee in bed. perhaps my all-time favorite.
met a friend at the BART station. it was gonna be an Oakland kinda day.
(p.s.. thanks again for coming out my way.)
ate my favorite tofu scramble ever at mamas.
drank iced coffee in the sun and people watched.
walked around the most beautiful ancient cemeteryvisited my...
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bettie:
Wow, that does sound fabulous. I miss Oakland and SF sometimes. I need to go get my fix sometime this summer. You've got me dreaming about it now. Ahhhh
miss_magenta:
i'm not sure if you saw and i'mnot sure if you already have plans tonight... but we are getting together tonight around 8:30 at the satay house. i would love for you to come if you can. *hugs*
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things i love...

...and that either turn me into a mushy child-like ball of gushy emotions.....
....or turn me into a heart pounding, manic, way too excited, mind racing with the possibilities, crazypants.

- big trash nite.
- estate sales..the ones with the crappy junk, not the "antique furniture"
- polka dots, old ones.
- big mutt dogs.
- cats that act like dogs, and...
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smasher:
-finding unravled casette tapes on the side of the road.
-the white dog with a black ear that wanders around my neighborhood.
-yes! rusty metal stuff!
-renting movies I've never heard of and watching them before reading the back of the box.
-driving at night in the winter, and the look of snow in the headlights.
-leaving mixtapes in public places for other people to find.
-the idea that maybe I'll find one too someday.
-catching people in other cars singing along with the radio.
-the penguin exhibit at the zoo....any zoo.
-when there are marothons of "The Wonder Years" on tv.
-seeing old couples holding hands in the park.
ponyboy_curtis:
-reading out loud to someone or having someone read out loud to me
-snapshots of things not people
-a house with a porch, a dog and a truck
-the smell of old metal
-conversationalists
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woke up this morning with flashes of some really crazy, vivid, completely sexual dreams. i dont remember my dreams so much any more, but when I do, they are always really colorful and strange and obscure as possible.
this one was absolutely no exception to the rule.
the only way I can even begin to describe it, is if matthew barney and david lynch got...
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tarbaby:
i always remember my dreams and most of the time i wish i didn't. i always end up getting weird fortunes. some of the highlights:
bring her flower and make her happy
always carry a straw
you are an angel. beware of those who collect feathers.
i kept those three.
are you going to burrito monday next week? it would be great to see you!!!

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evie:
we are totally dog-friendly......we'd just want ya to stop by with your dog, so he/she could check out "orbit" our dog.
he'd LOVE to have someone to hang out and play with!!!
do you have transportation, b/c the 'hood ain't always so perty.
y'know???
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wouldnt it be great if i could teach my dog to make coffee in the morning? not only would i be set with a really great situation but i could enter her on that show on tv, pet tricks or something, win first prize, and make off with a thousand dollars. hmm.

this housing search is giving me a headache. make it stop. i think...
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fractal:
I want to teach my cat to make coffee, get me my cigarettes, change the channel, and get me ice cream pops from the freezer so that I can sit on the couch in my underwear and become a dirty old man.
dave_h:
thats right -- I totally forgot it made me more relaxed. hmmmm interesting.