it's a really good feeling not to have feelings for anyone around here right now which is fanfuckingtastic because i still have soooo much work to do on me - and because of that it always ends in disaster( even if just to a very small degree). I can't remember the last time i didn't have a prospect . . . . . a guy...
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i never posted ANY of my poetry, so here goes: i wrote this during a rare sober moment in my drug days about myself. I was living in Boston slumming around. dark drug booze daze.
Racked--
shacking like a leaf, brittle --
waiting for a decayed fix
drooling like a dog at bell
or sniper at bay
she
changed her diet but relentlessly belonged to...
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Racked--
shacking like a leaf, brittle --
waiting for a decayed fix
drooling like a dog at bell
or sniper at bay
she
changed her diet but relentlessly belonged to...
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cannibal:
Thank you for your enlightened view on the case.
Having been in that same hospital bed as you have I am gald you chose to call it a day. I admire your spine and tenacity.
I for myself have managed to become a 'recreational user' as they call it. Only in the weekends, and only time and place admitting.
Having been in that same hospital bed as you have I am gald you chose to call it a day. I admire your spine and tenacity.
I for myself have managed to become a 'recreational user' as they call it. Only in the weekends, and only time and place admitting.
halfjack:
would you be wearing a costume?
i aspire to inspire 
(hey i found my new slogan)
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kryziz:
yeah, candy is sweeeeeeeet
and hey cool slogan you should make a shirt
and hey cool slogan you should make a shirt
mrmuller:
I'll try not to. 
i need $ .
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roxiekill:
same here....
lost my job...
speeding ticket
rent
food.
barf!!
lost my job...
speeding ticket
rent
food.
barf!!
mrmuller:
Oh, I know exactly how you feel! -$
Thank you. Yeah, I've been wearing contacts for about eight years. They're fine when I find a brand I like.
Did you have some sort of spicy food before you went to sleep?
lol, anyway, I'm sure this "character" was much better looking than me. 
Thank you. Yeah, I've been wearing contacts for about eight years. They're fine when I find a brand I like.
Did you have some sort of spicy food before you went to sleep?
lol, anyway, I'm sure this "character" was much better looking than me. I FUCKING MET MARK RYDEN TODAY ! I WANT TO BE HIS LOVER AND SUBJECT. OH WHAT AN ARIST...... 
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hotaru_____:
Was he nice? x
I don't pray, but I'm sending my love to your friend Sandy and yourself *hugs*
I don't pray, but I'm sending my love to your friend Sandy and yourself *hugs*
hotaru_____:
Hehe I love Frank x
First things first : Special thanks and s to : Evilandroth / DramaDork626 / Awen / DenimDemon / Eeek_the_kat / Oryon / evilconcarne / tilpacer / anddylanisdead for all their prayers, positive energy, and magik that they're sending to my dear friend Sandy. 2morrow Mark Ryden ( one of my very favorite artists) is going to be signing copies of a japanese book that...
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s to : Evilandroth / DramaDork626 / Awen / DenimDemon / Eeek_the_kat / Oryon / evilconcarne / tilpacer / anddylanisdead for all their prayers, positive energy, and magik that they're sending to my dear friend Sandy. 2morrow Mark Ryden ( one of my very favorite artists) is going to be signing copies of a japanese book that... Read More
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frantic:
thanks, i needed to change whats going on in my life, ths is a start.
evilconcarne:
Well thank ya sweet<3 Hope your friend gets better.
Mark Ryden Coooooooooooooooooooooooool u should go I'm a die hard fan
Mark Ryden Coooooooooooooooooooooooool u should go I'm a die hard fan
Today i got some horrible news. My good friend Sandy was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. She has no health insurance. I must say i'm distraught. If any of you out there pray - please include her in them. I wants to try and get some quick cash to help her out, but i'm at a lose for ideas. . . .
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tilpacer:
Sorry to hear about your friend. I will send her some good karma.
Quick cash.... I wish I knew. If I did, I would be rich now.
You could try to sell hobo kidneys... but I think that might illegal. I think all quick cash would be illegal.
You could start a collection fund for you friend. Just go around asking people for lose cange. Say it is for your sick friend. That might work.
I hope Sandy is doing alright.
And my head is fine now. I bumped it last month. All I have left is a scar beneath my eyebrow.
Have a great day!
Quick cash.... I wish I knew. If I did, I would be rich now.
You could try to sell hobo kidneys... but I think that might illegal. I think all quick cash would be illegal.
You could start a collection fund for you friend. Just go around asking people for lose cange. Say it is for your sick friend. That might work.
I hope Sandy is doing alright.
And my head is fine now. I bumped it last month. All I have left is a scar beneath my eyebrow.
Have a great day!
dylanisdead:
I wish i could help, i'll remember to not forget her in my prayers.
am i growing up? 
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tilpacer:
There is nothing wrong with that. As long as you remember to stay young in the process. Does that make sense? 
Have a great day!
Have a great day!
dylanisdead:
I often wonder the same thing.
"Easy Squeezy Pumpkin Peezy Pumkin Pie Mother Fucker!" i had an uber shitty day - gimme some lovin pretty pretty please with a cherry on top
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anticus:
Oh pish tosh - women can have sex whenever they want. Fact.
goin 2 a lesbo baby shower !yay!
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deadsweetheart:
yaaay,,everyone haveing fun on theweekend 
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aaxxx:
WELL i WENT MOSTLY FOR LADYTRON
2morrow i just might have to claw some eyes out to get tickets to the KROQ wennie roast. , , ,
oh yay andTwwly's beauty never ceases to amaze me.
oh yay andTwwly's beauty never ceases to amaze me.
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deadsweetheart:
thank you for your support dear with my former club issues i appreciate it ,,i jsut wish i coudl call ya at mroe convienent times
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librarygirl:
Thanks for saying I seemed to be a lovely lady reading that made me smile
So my last entry was a "hi! i'm back!" entry - this is a mini update.
JANUARY : i can't remember what the hell happened.
FEBRUARY : Early in the month i met i guy(Arian) who i figured was really great. We kissed and talked - and he informed me he was moving out here. He went back home to Chicago planning to return in...
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JANUARY : i can't remember what the hell happened.
FEBRUARY : Early in the month i met i guy(Arian) who i figured was really great. We kissed and talked - and he informed me he was moving out here. He went back home to Chicago planning to return in...
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afterdark:
hope yr ok, well done on yr As
i love your name btw, it's real cute.
x
i love your name btw, it's real cute.
x
aaxxx:
IVE BEEN PRETTY SHITTY WITH THE EXCEPTIONG OF COACHELLA AND THE LADYTRON SHOW!!! <3 AND HOW HAVE YOU BEEN???
i think those gals are beautiful!
God, I want a drink. see? i didnt say need.
YOU CAN DO IT!!!