Growl. He does as he stared into the bleak, parched sky made of desolation and angst.....
You know. I think I just might have to leave. It's not worth the money. It's not worth the fame. I have such a deep anchor to this place that it makes this nonchalant soul care about something unnatural.
I love my job... but if it keeps me here...
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You know. I think I just might have to leave. It's not worth the money. It's not worth the fame. I have such a deep anchor to this place that it makes this nonchalant soul care about something unnatural.
I love my job... but if it keeps me here...
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So I return to the nexxxus of doom...
I had an outstanding trip home full of extreme adventure and no sleep whatsoever.
On the otherwise useless 4th of july I was thoroughly entertained by a truly magnificent vixen who's sheer beauty lies unsurpassed by most, if not all beings I normally encounter. As I come to discover, she's in fact- a porn star. So the...
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I had an outstanding trip home full of extreme adventure and no sleep whatsoever.
On the otherwise useless 4th of july I was thoroughly entertained by a truly magnificent vixen who's sheer beauty lies unsurpassed by most, if not all beings I normally encounter. As I come to discover, she's in fact- a porn star. So the...
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chaosmonkey:
Thanks for the kind words, sol. I guess I just need to shut my hoohaw and be happy. Yeah? Yeah.
xenos:
"Solisis sed:
I'll shut up now. I probably just made the list of people you want to kill."
Nah, no killing today. yer right anyway. I do meet ppl on occasionally, but I have a hard time for a couple reasons:
A) I work at night (10p-6a)
B) I'm broke
C) Up until about 2 weeks ago, i was involved in a rather engrossing and time consuming realtionship-thingie
D) I have this overriding feeling that nobody would wanna talk to me anyway (But it's all in my head, right? RIGHT????)
Sounds like you had an awesome weekend, wish I could have a couple like that. Who knows... mebbe this weekend will be good.
xen0s
I'll shut up now. I probably just made the list of people you want to kill."
Nah, no killing today. yer right anyway. I do meet ppl on occasionally, but I have a hard time for a couple reasons:
A) I work at night (10p-6a)
B) I'm broke
C) Up until about 2 weeks ago, i was involved in a rather engrossing and time consuming realtionship-thingie
D) I have this overriding feeling that nobody would wanna talk to me anyway (But it's all in my head, right? RIGHT????)
Sounds like you had an awesome weekend, wish I could have a couple like that. Who knows... mebbe this weekend will be good.
xen0s
Bryon- Call amy and find out where to meet then leave a message on my machine
415-929-0848
The machine says aaron's phone but I assure you its my number
I have to pick up claudia in LA so we'll probably be late since I'm certain she isn't ready yet.
Good thing I'm typing this here since the whole world can see it and prank call...
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415-929-0848
The machine says aaron's phone but I assure you its my number
I have to pick up claudia in LA so we'll probably be late since I'm certain she isn't ready yet.
Good thing I'm typing this here since the whole world can see it and prank call...
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avanttard:
This is too much pressure. You're not supposed to TELL someone to prank call you! I was all ready to do it until you encouraged it. Now I just can't come up with anything. Poop.
lola:
I would love to grab that analogue bubblebath from you sometime...problem is i'm almost never on aim...maybe i'll try to be on more often!
This day sheds light in abundance for the dark bane of my very being runs as great torrents- away, far away in the rear view mirror as I traverse the mighty distance home....so far from this nadir of culture and delight.
To San Francisco I send warning. Let those light of heart be hidden in the grain. Let those in fear of change stand quaking...
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To San Francisco I send warning. Let those light of heart be hidden in the grain. Let those in fear of change stand quaking...
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dia:
Armageddon much? Pic? PIC! PIC???
I hear something, like a vast field of crumbling...
I hear something, like a vast field of crumbling...
Another boy might not recognize this
Day as anything peculiar.
Often disregarded as a general fluxuation,
Reset or dismissal of one's condition.
Ephemerally speaking this is....
Don't get me wrong. I still despise every
Inkling of Tucson...yet something's different...
Alas, my will to live returns.
Day as anything peculiar.
Often disregarded as a general fluxuation,
Reset or dismissal of one's condition.
Ephemerally speaking this is....
Don't get me wrong. I still despise every
Inkling of Tucson...yet something's different...
Alas, my will to live returns.
dia:
You are now officially a member of my secret ninjitsu underground elite crime ring. We swear the oath and it can never be broken.
Lost: 1 Will to live
if found return to solisis
reward
Wanted to buy: will to live...might need 2
contact solisis
Wanted for borrow: 1 python .44 revolver and 1 .44 calibur bullet. must be picked up by owner after use
if able to lend contact solisis
For sale: 1 carcass for scientific experimentation. No head. Buyer accepts "as is". cash up front- bodie must...
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if found return to solisis
reward
Wanted to buy: will to live...might need 2
contact solisis
Wanted for borrow: 1 python .44 revolver and 1 .44 calibur bullet. must be picked up by owner after use
if able to lend contact solisis
For sale: 1 carcass for scientific experimentation. No head. Buyer accepts "as is". cash up front- bodie must...
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dia:
Wait, you knew I was a Bond Girl, the 4th Charlies Angel and a professional hired assassin, right? Ie. your fantasy is hot, so so hot.
joyrider:
good choice on the puccini. cut the tape there. fuck the denouement.
I think more people should take the risk and jump on the pirate ship. So to say that there should be less fear of adventure. If one goes through life believing this is all there is they just might find themselves vacating their bowel tracks in their late life diapers wondering what they were doing that was so important that they couldn't make for themselves...
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dia:
I vant zee lips...
A will to live? As in the thing you write for the people you leave behind, *smirk*?
You realize you look like Robert Smith in that picture... what happens below the bridge of your nose??
Baroness! I love that. I was using Contessa for awhile, but I think Baroness is well neigh more regal.
About your journal entry, talk to Suiciety sometime about my buck fi'ty on that topic. I have 6 hours of an earful to give about it.
A will to live? As in the thing you write for the people you leave behind, *smirk*?
You realize you look like Robert Smith in that picture... what happens below the bridge of your nose??
Baroness! I love that. I was using Contessa for awhile, but I think Baroness is well neigh more regal.
About your journal entry, talk to Suiciety sometime about my buck fi'ty on that topic. I have 6 hours of an earful to give about it.
After coming to terms with reality I've accepted the fact that it's not just everyone else that's selfish, uncomprimisable, stupid and without reason. I myself am no exception.
I need to escape this place for a while
I need to escape this place for a while
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penelope:
hear hear...what dia said
elise:
if david bowie showed up at my door with the dress from legend i would
1) faint
2) wake up
3) make love to david bowie while he wears the dress
4) make love to david bowie while i wear the dress
4) and probably faint again.
thank you for such a nice birthday wish! oh and i added you to my AIM list as well as my SG friends list.
1) faint
2) wake up
3) make love to david bowie while he wears the dress
4) make love to david bowie while i wear the dress
4) and probably faint again.
thank you for such a nice birthday wish! oh and i added you to my AIM list as well as my SG friends list.
Odd as it may seem, this weekend I found myself traveling around Tucson, AZ in ten thousand degree temperatures in the trunk of a moving vehicle......yet I'm still alive. What am I paying these goons for anyway?
dia:
That is a good, goddamned question. And I want answers. Answers, dammit.
hmmm...tasty treats
i like how my journal entries never get posted.
toreena:
That one did!
I gots no fuckin' clue what you speak of above...
But the bottom line is you gots to do whats best for you mah man...
Sometimes you gots to burns da bridges... and sometimes you might be lucky enough to not have to.
But if you feel that this shit is keeping you down or that it will keep you down on a permanent basis...
Than all you can really say... is
Fuck It...
Do what you got to do and try to stay objective...
(if they are your "friends" and not merely your co-workers or associates or whatever the case may be, then they will understand and hopefully in the end respect you for it).
Rock on chief.
the company i was at was ... well, hell on earth ... by the end i was totally burned and made up my mind that something hadd to be done ... and i also felt bad about getting a replacement , subjecting some other poor soul to the misery i was trying to escape ... but ultimately i decided to do both the survivalist thing (and professional, thing too).
its just hard to see past the groove you're in most of the time ... but thanfully the worlds big enough to allow for new beginnings, or at least that's been my experience so far ...