snapdragonpoppy

huh??? i see no picture.

remember pictures end in .jpg or .gif

im going to major in nursing, i've wanted to do it for a long time, along with a few art classes on the side. if you wanna check out any of my art is on deviant at www.manna45243.deviantart.com

haha, well im very open with aspects of my adoption. and yea. im adopted. i dont know my birthparents. but i got documents detailing aspects of my adoption. the birthparents basic biographies at the time (excluding names and other identifying things).

im also scared that if i do meet up with my japanese mother that several aspects of my life would scare her away. tattoos in the asian society? def a no no. haha. sign of the yakuza or triad (gang/mafia). haha.

damn, wish i could have a day off. i have weekends off but right now we're in the process of trying to sell our house, so off days are spent packing and moving furniture, which by the way are not two of my favorite activities.

Whew today is the first I have had to do me things. I was a total girl and spent two hours shopping and talked on the phone, did my nails and even indulged in a nap. oh my bussy social life is stagering.

I think I'm turning into a workaholic, and for no good reason. My husband is being neglected, but I think we will all live. ok this is strange but I think we get along so much better when I'm gone to often.

Like last year I did the crazy working two jobs and OT and we were super swell. And the same the year before that, It seams like only when I went down to one job with regular hours we were in a terrable state. so I'm happy now, fatiuged but happy, and that OT and 2nd check are not to shabby either.

poor Ghastly1 wrote that he was moving, My heart goes out to you. It's the pits, the total and utter pits. The last time Imoved it took like a month, no wait I still cant find some stuff. LOL.

kisses to all

hay yall, me again
I had a chat with my boss/ former fuck buddy. we got it all out in the open and I feel so much better about the incident at work. I just get bumed sometimes cause I know it's all gotten so complicated and that's what I loved about our relationship. no muss no fuss, I'm afraid it will never be like before his premotion. I don't begrudge him the title or salry raise. I realy do want to see all my friends do well. but ya know, oh well things can't stay the same for ever change is enevitable, yada yda ya.

good news I'm meeting my baby Sis for dinner, drinks and a movie. we never were close growing up, but latly it seams more and more important. I'm also making an effort to reconect with an old friend from high school. last weekend we stayed up till 5 am doing tequla shots and giggiling, we have so much in common now.

much love to all. by