Wednesday Mar 08, 2006

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finaly a peacefull day ahhhhh.

lots of movies and chilling out. smile
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chipawah:
What are these peaceful days? They sound like some myth in my world of non-stop work and headache.
gosharkz:
mmm peaceful day. word.

Monday Mar 06, 2006

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smile hi all today was rough, I won't get into it (releaf sighs from all) but after a good long cry a breef cutting, ripping up the floor in the kitchen and some sex I feel great. I was redy to call it a quits at my house, I mean realy seriously pack some bags and leave it alll behind, but I think Ill give it...
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alexstar6:
According to Yamamoto Tsunetomo...

"Ikuno Oribe said, 'If a retainer will just think about what he is to do for the day at hand, he will be able to do anything. If it is a single day's work, one should be able to put up with it. Tomorrow, too, is but a single day.'"

One step at a time.
manna:
i know all about some home improvement projects, and they can be quite the pain in the ass sometimes, but they can be fun too, if you make them. just make sure to do enough research first so you know what you're doing, for me there's nothing worse then getting halfway done adn having no clue what to do next. good sex is always great stress relief too lol! good luck!

Monday Mar 06, 2006

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smile hi all today was rough, I won't get into it (releaf sighs from all) but after a good long cry a breef cutting, ripping up the floor in the kitchen and some sex I feel great. I was redy to call it a quits at my house, I mean realy seriously pack some bags and leave it alll behind, but I think Ill give it...
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Friday Mar 03, 2006

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good news things are looking up, still congested though.

counceling seems to be going well , but i don't know.

other than that it;s the same old same old at work but I was thinking about taking some time off but I can't make up my mind about if i did how much to take and if so what to do while im off.
oh...
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Tuesday Feb 28, 2006

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frown sorry no new posts, I've been sick. double frown if this sniffly snotty crap dosn't stop soon i'll have to see a doctor, I usuly try to muster through and keep a low profile stay in bed ect...

on the up side the new therapist seams to be stirring up new, um rather old issues and I think for only three sessions all is going well....
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chipawah:
Sorry to hear you've been sick.. You need some sugary peeps to get ya going! They cure all aliments. I'm pretty sure of it.

Sunday Feb 19, 2006

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hi all it's going to get a lot weirder in here soon, see below and enjoy.
I've been tagged by ghastly

7 Things to do before I die:

1. travel, every where that seams interesting, and that's more than 7 places
2.have a new car, not just another new/ used one.
3.find a job that makes money and is interesting
4. have a kid
5....
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chipawah:
That's like way too much thinking to sit down and have to figure all that out. lol

Thursday Feb 16, 2006

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well not much news just ssdd I can't even think of any thing to say, wich is funny because I almoste always have some kind of greviance or small victory. oh well no news is good news, or maybe I'm just tired of burdening you fine people of internetland with my sad little darmmas.

I hope all of you are well, i think i'll go...
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manna:
nah, not sick. sometimes hearing that other people's lives are more fucked up then mine makes me not feel so bad about all of my problems. to each their own, right?
chipawah:
Chances are that market is already cornered. But, I'm thinking.. Stuffed animals need to be exploited.. They're evil with those beady eyes and string thin smiles!

Monday Feb 13, 2006

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surreal just sitting here mopen around and it dawned on me perhaps stuff can wait, like mabe I should just stick around and see what unfolds. on the other hand life is short and before you know it I'll wake up and be old and have spent my whole life in a very small town and never had a girlfriend and I'll always be working and...
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chipawah:
All I can say. Is try your best to get things done while you're young. Else you will wake up and come to realize. You're working just to pay bills. Something about waiting until one is 65 to enjoy the world is a sad sad image I hate to think about and yet.. Know well that's what is in store for me. frown
hafu:
what i think is going on is that you are waiting for "that next big thing".

i was doing that too. and i really cant say how to fix that odd feeling.

Friday Feb 10, 2006

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so out of sorts latly. thinking of moving, don't know yet. i cant say for sure. frown i feel so lost of late. gonna log out now. kiss to all who are being so suportive
gosharkz:
I just read back. hang in there.

Thursday Feb 09, 2006

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today has been intp for interesting, My husband has signed us up for counceling, cleaned the house, tonight he will cook dinner and my partner at work is coersing me to joint surf porn with him. now the last one is more of a reocurrer than the first three. thank god i'm only working a half day. i think it would behoov me to get...
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Tuesday Feb 07, 2006

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I just wonder how much a person can take.
it's weird how you wish for something awfull, realy bad terrable awful and if even for one second. life was going well and now the terrable thing has happened so I kind of got the guilt, i know it's silly to think bad thoughts can bring about any action but wow this is coincidental, the thought...
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chipawah:
If the bar hadn't been so high up.. I may have just been up there. But, lucky me that there wasn't any music being played. tongue

Don't know what to say about your husband. Other than kick him in the shin and tell him to get his act together.

Wednesday Feb 01, 2006

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confused frown whatever surreal eeek blush bok oink smile frown shocked tongue confused surreal mad whatever
whoa that saved a bunch of time and unnessary words. boy it's good to be so expressive. kiss
snapdragonpoppy:
wow it's so wonderfull to finaly have a good shift at work. stuff has just been all out of wack and it feelt good to just have some laughs and go home tired, but not grumpy for a change.

ok I'm done with the cheeezzz factory. kiss
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