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While cruising around with a gorgeous woman with the sunroof down and U2's "With or Without You" on the stereo I suddenly experienced a vast wash of depression when I realized that at one point in time something may have clicked between us.

I don't get that impression now. U2 didn't help much, either.

I'm extremely tired of being jerked around by women like I'm some sort of soft-headed, slackjawed mongol. I'm not. I'm only humouring you and pretending to be an idiot because I don't want to tell you that I know you're absolutely full of shit and wasting my time.

Actually, au contriere: I'm more in harmony with why people act like they do, how they feel,...
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I loathe telephones. Retarded contraptions. Fuck you, Alexander Graham Bell.

Addendum to the .32 people reading this: no, I am not feeling sorry for myself, and sympathy is something I don't want; however, I'm adept at acknowledging where I'm at in life.

It's really not so bad. But the evening is an exceptionally lonely time, especially when one's conciousness is lush with desires that could not ever be fulfilled given the current situation.

And now,...
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What you're reading is text from a severely lonely and currently pathetic human being who is miserable in his current situation. Not only is said situation miserable, but it will get even worse in approximately two weeks.

Christ, I can't even talk to anyone online without dumping upon them lines of endless tripe that they could give a shit about. And to perfect strangers, nonetheless....
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Life is just a series of goodbyes.

Reference previous post.

Oh, surprise! Another night spent online only to realize I'm going to get four hours of sleep.

The following sums up my view on life as of now:

"Hear these words I say:
Make the most out of your day
For brief is the light on our way
On this momentary trail

Hear these words, awake:
Make the most out of your day
For brief...
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I abhor Houston. It sucks every last bit of life out of me. I have no desire to do anything here. There is nothing to look at. There is no inspiration. Routine seems to be the run of the day. The weather is awful and sticky. People are rude and impersonal. Houston is dying a slow, pathetic death, and I for one will be chuckling...
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Interview tomorrow for the high paying job. Let us hope this goes as well as I want it to so I drop some money on my vehicle and on a new guitar.

Those of you with taste will be sure to pick up the new Katatonia album, as it is excellent.

Life has been pretty quiet, which makes for boring posts like this, but I...
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Moving sucks. I hate packing, and I hate physical exertion.

And the heat here doesn't help a damned bit.

Indiana Bones and the Temple of Poon.

Yes, you can't take that title, as I will be filming it soon., Parties interested in participating in the large orgy scene can contact me privately.

dredg is on tour! Again! For those of you who haven't heard of this amazingly talented band, I highly recommend you proceed (as quickly as possible) to your local CD store and pick up "el cielo." It's a very emotional, powerful, and well-thought out album that will knock your socks off.

Anyone in Houston interested in going:

05.28.2003
Engine Room Houston, TX United States