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So, I'm considering conducting a minor experiment.
Nothing big, but if I disappear for a few days I don't want anybody to worry.
I don't even have any plans at the moment really but things haven't been going so well for me lately.
I don't know what I'll do or if I'll do it but, well I guess I already said it all.

That's it.
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zaccone:
experiments are always fun. smile thanks for the compliments on my website I'll be updating it alot in the next few months so layout and design might change a bit. biggrin
taoandcoffee:
I think I've pretty much moved over to the "better to give than receive" department. Seeing people get something they really wanted, or be blown away by a surprise gift, manages to put a smile on my face. The holiday mostly just manages to stress me out, but other people enjoying it or appreciating it helps my mood.
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So I came to this realization.
I'm happy.
I'm pretty definitely failing a class, I have some horrible dynamics with a group project that's the final of another class and I have no idea what to expect from my remaining two.
My relationship with my parents is pretty strained at the moment (and I'm sure that report card isn't going to help things).
My roommate's...
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brightredscream:
I love you too ♥
kleio:
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ms_magdalena:
Everyone seems pretty sensitive today blackeyed
ilectra:
Pew Pew Pew tongue love kiss
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My most sincere apologies for overlooking the comments on my previous (previous) blog.
The fact is I was in such a hurry to cover it that I didn't even look at what people had written blush

You all gave me excellent excellent advice and I can't begin to express how much I appreciate it. The feelings I mentioned there still exist to some extent but... well...
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kleio:
You like fucking your mom too?
dearambellina:
Aw, well it's the thought that counts blush Thank you, sweetheart!

Good luck with your test, that's really exciting! I somewhat know how you feel... I did Taekwon-Do for 8 years so I get the whole testing thing...and allll the anxiety that comes with it, but the feeling during and when it's over is amazing. I can't wait to see pictures!! smile
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Well that didn't last very long biggrin
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brightredscream:
Well you're not the only one who likes the bangs - but you're definitely in the minority! lol

I think I'm going to be growing them out.
greaser:
D'oh! I just commented in your last blog. Stop updating so much! It's hard to keep up with tongue wink
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In a departure from my previous blog, I will now be posting a very selfish, very attention-whorish blog.
Warning, there is "emo-ness" and "pathetic-ness" galor in these spoilers. I wouldn't expect anybody to read it and if your opinion of me is at all important to you you probably shouldn't. *sigh* Oh well. puke

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The song "I want you to want me"...
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taoandcoffee:
I didn't know about this Blue Beanie nonsense until like the day before, and it had been circulating in blogs I normally read for over a week. I almost missed it! shocked

And I'm pretty sure this isn't what you mean with what you've typed up there, but it runs dangerously close to you judging your self-worth in terms of what someone else thinks of you. Never mind the fact that the "perfect guy" is the ultimate moving target, not only changing in description from person to person, but also influenced by trends and media tongue
greaser:
You don't need a six pack, a funky haircut or body mods.

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You just need a cool car tongue wink

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By the way, the bird who posted before me is wise. Just sayin'.

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Wow... a blog so soon after the last? I must be sick or something.

This will be a philosophical rambling blog followed by some photographs of an injury biggrin

Now I have to say that I'm not quite in the mood to write at the moment but I think what I was pondering was incredibly important to me at the time that I was thinking it...
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ms_magdalena:
Ya don't say? kiss
ladycakes:
Does this mean you love centipedes too?

I'm just joshing you.

Unconditional love is something I think we all crave- we all want it- but I'm not sure most of us get it from humans. We certainly get love- and that's pretty damn good.

I have a hard time saying that though because then you have to split hairs with humans. If you are talking about romantic love- then I think in some ways it might be possible. My ex for example- I haven't talked to him in at least 2 years- I broke up with him and craziness ensued. We told each other we'd love each other forever and you know what- I can say I held up my end of that promise. I don't show it and I don't profess it generally but that's pretty damn unconditional.

So it's possible- but it's easier when you don't have so many feelings wrapped up in it (like my case- I have nothing wrapped up in it).

Family on the other hand- I have all sorts of stuff wrapped up in them yet I have unconditional love for them- because I know they have unconditional love for me. It just is simultaneously apparent to both parties. I think that makes it easier- no need for jealousy.
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Ok, so no pictures.
Sorry, my phone's battery died... and thinking about it it would've been really awkward to actually get pictures in the middle of training.

The sword workshop was amazing!!! I had so much fun it was ridiculous. And it was pretty much just a taste of the stuff I'll be doing in the years to come. Needless to say, I can't wait...
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redrobin13:
I said hurtful things about your laugh....I am sorry! kiss
redrobin13:
Hehe...It was cause i made a vlog....and i couldn't get it to load but it worked finally!
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Much as I hate to cover up an awesome spoiler-ed comment... new blog time.

I'm out of the slump! Wooohooo! biggrinbiggrinbiggrin
New blog soon talking about my awesome day tomorrow. Maybe even pictures if I can remember (don't hold your breath on that one).

kiss Much love to my amazing friends.

♥skeeve
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allegro:
I'm so glad!!! WHEE!!!!! biggrin
greaser:
Nice spoilered comment that Kleio left, but I know you're talking about...


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WARNING!!!
ALERT!!!

I wanted to put out an advisory to everybody that I'm in one of my down-swings again. If this is new to you, I occasionally get mildly depressed for some time.

There is no one thing that caused this. No straw that broke the camels back. If you think it's because of you or something you did you're wrong.

I can't be cheered...
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kleio:
Ugh, normally I check my spoilers to make sure that they work ok... I guess I'm just teh lame.

Forgive me?

mrsted_stryker:
NAH! I really try not to let ppl and their drama affect me. I AM human so sometimes I DO but for the most part when that stuff happens I just run away!!

I miss ya sweetie!!
Have a great weekend!
love kiss
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I dedicate this blog to Allegro and Tinyhobo.

All I will say is that if you have not yet read any of their writing, go and do so immediately.

Look in their past blogs or in Tinyhobo's "Random Brain Vomit" thread (If you're lucky enough to have her on your friends list).

I always advocate questioning what you are told to do, but...
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allegro:
You don't give yourself enough credit, sir. Not at all. kiss
redrobin13:
I agree with you completely...their stuff moves me!
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I get to be the first to blog since she's on the road.
w00t w00t

I had an amazing time this weekend. ladycakes came to visit and... well we had a really good time blush I'm sure she'll write more of the details and I'm sure she'll be better at gushing about it.

I'm still kind of dazed so I'll just leave you with some "cavity-sweet"...
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kindle:
To be sure but how would you know?!

Yeah, that's not the point though tongue
dainty_:
hahaa, trust me its ick.
Thanks for commenting. kiss