silverrevolver

wait.

in the end all you have is yourself...

Its funny how those epiphanies just dawn on you out of nowhere...

does the hill exist? not unless it is screaming and someone hears it and cares enough to ask why.

What the fuck is base in that context? (I am being lazy by not doing reseach... normally I would, ya know, be all sleuthy and all clever but nah... fuck it.) Time is all I have little of.

Thanks for the birthday wishes!

that's good advice

i don't think a snake feels pain when it sheds its skin. the new skin may hurt sometimes because it is tender, fresh and unused. i don't think that is a bad thing.

i think that my problems are trivial in light of what is going on in the world. today i was complaining about feeling uncomfortable in the crowds at ikea. what a sad situation. it is all relative and as i watched enough water to keep 5 people alive for three days drain out of my bathtub i realized how truly blessed i am. that is relative, too.

yeah, funny to admit it, i have a five year plan. i am actually in year three. i have this plan because i floundered in life for sometime. i was sitting at my desk in a factory and i thought about where i would like to be. you know those questions "where would you like to be in five years"?

i had a moment and then i started changing my life. since the "plan" involves formal education it was fairly easy to do the math. one year to recover, two years in school, two years interim license... viola five years.

I know the thought..err the not thinking thing, farg. I just had to think to type that. damn just stay busy. Fun will come

hehe, does this mean you're gonna put your plans of travel abroad on hold for a bit?

i like that very much.

No way, you two? the pictures..... happiness all over them, all over you. moments in time I guess. I'm sorry. I would say I know how you feel considering a 6 year relationship of mine dssolved not too long ago with lingering heartache, but everyones pain is their own. I wish you the best.

wow.

what about honesty about feelings with strangers?

i'm back in tally for school.
just one semester. hehe. less than 4 months.
i've already been here 3 years. there's nothing really here, but i know i'm gonna miss a lot when i leave.

do you not like where you live?
cause i was thinking about moving there.
i've never been anywhere up there and i need to visit.

where do you wanna travel to?
and where are you thinking of living abroad?

i am leaving

i was here for the summer while school was out.

but i also went to miami, nyc, london, paris, and rome.

i have one semester left in school, and then i'm moving to nyc