silverrevolver

It's been a long time since escape became my all consuming purpose. I think it began in year five of the last seven year cycle as well. All I think about when I'm not at work is how to get out of the industry, my work reflects my lack of care, it is meh -- and I think they're starting to notice (why oh why do they always notice?!)

I want to fill in all the missing pieces, I'm still missing some of the core sources of happiness in my life; friends and conversation. I make headway little by little but it is all so tenative and fragile. Still, it's a creative time, writing projects are starting to merge together and I have some good ideas I mean to put into practice. Writing has become the light at the end of the tunnel, anyone know how to get paid at it? Thought not.

The "missus" and I are going to Istanbul next month...



Baby steps she told me...