silverrevolver

"The verb 'to fuck' has become synonymous with the verb 'to be.' It is as if this act were the one assurance of existence remaining to us still." -Lawrence Durrell

The new job is great, I feel revitalized. The chef is this huge Black stoner with full sleeves, and a tendancy to wander off without finishing the conversation properly. The sous chef is a fat...
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I just got offered a job at STOA restaurant and wine bar, it's a mostly vegitarian fine dining restaurant in Palo Alto, it's quite a bit more money, and frankly I'm pretty stoked on it. It'll be great to stop making stuffy French Bistro food, and start making some New American food that's up to date.

The restaurant I work at now is in...
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Many coloured are the winds of change...

Do not rouse the anger of a neutral country, they do not take to kindly to it. They employ a systematic strategy of pecking until they find your one weakness....

Sometimes I wish I was allowed to rest, but I just haven't the time. There are battles to be fought, and wars to be won. The outcome is unimportant, so long as you don't stand...
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"This is the winter of our discontent."

I've been strangely meloncholy for the last few days. It feels like winter is here already, if only inside my head. The strange part is I almost enjoy it.

In retrospect I'm not sad because it ended as it did, it could have been no other way. I'm just sad because it ended so soon.

Is my emo...
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GOOD NEWS! GOD IS LOVE!

I fucking love the fall. I'm sitting at home, with a lit fire, pumpkins roasting in the oven, soon to be a pie. Making my own organic chai and playing video games. The simplest things sometimes make you the most content.

"Man is nothing but a lump of thawing clay." -Thoreau

And I would take a brick to the back of your head boy, if I were king....

Yes, I received your letter yesterday
About the time the door knob broke
When you asked me how I was doing
Was that some kind of joke ?
All these people that you mention
Yes, I know them, they're quite lame
I had to rearrange their faces
And give them all another name
Right now I can't read too good
Dont send me no more...
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What a surreal weekend it was, I feel like an Roman senator, or a cheap crackhead. Which one I haven't decided yet....

Why is being truly alive always so much harder then it sounds in your head. If only you could just read Miller, Kerruak and Vonnegut and like magic you are a fully awake, liberated human being.

Sometimes I wish I cared less...

"the streets recieve me, as bleak and foreign as before..."