silverrevolver

i don't think a snake feels pain when it sheds its skin. the new skin may hurt sometimes because it is tender, fresh and unused. i don't think that is a bad thing.

i think that my problems are trivial in light of what is going on in the world. today i was complaining about feeling uncomfortable in the crowds at ikea. what a sad situation. it is all relative and as i watched enough water to keep 5 people alive for three days drain out of my bathtub i realized how truly blessed i am. that is relative, too.

yeah, funny to admit it, i have a five year plan. i am actually in year three. i have this plan because i floundered in life for sometime. i was sitting at my desk in a factory and i thought about where i would like to be. you know those questions "where would you like to be in five years"?

i had a moment and then i started changing my life. since the "plan" involves formal education it was fairly easy to do the math. one year to recover, two years in school, two years interim license... viola five years.

I know the thought..err the not thinking thing, farg. I just had to think to type that. damn just stay busy. Fun will come

hehe, does this mean you're gonna put your plans of travel abroad on hold for a bit?

i like that very much.

No way, you two? the pictures..... happiness all over them, all over you. moments in time I guess. I'm sorry. I would say I know how you feel considering a 6 year relationship of mine dssolved not too long ago with lingering heartache, but everyones pain is their own. I wish you the best.

wow.

what about honesty about feelings with strangers?

i'm back in tally for school.
just one semester. hehe. less than 4 months.
i've already been here 3 years. there's nothing really here, but i know i'm gonna miss a lot when i leave.

do you not like where you live?
cause i was thinking about moving there.
i've never been anywhere up there and i need to visit.

where do you wanna travel to?
and where are you thinking of living abroad?

i am leaving

i was here for the summer while school was out.

but i also went to miami, nyc, london, paris, and rome.

i have one semester left in school, and then i'm moving to nyc

I love stargazing. I keep hoping I'll find hte perfect company to go with to the concert. Life is funny like that. I tend to do way too much reflection and do way better just living. You may be right about winter, but I guess we'll have to see. It seems so far away right now. Like it never existed and will never. How can it?

i am good.

Not one you would know

*cough*

Whatever, man.

I can't help you any, then.

Your main charcter was childish, annoying and pedantic. Not to mention cliche.

I'm sick of impressions. I'm sick of this love-of-language horseshit.

Bring me some truth. Find it down in the shit, or, just bring me some shit. But interesting shit. That's all I care about. Interesting shit.

Fuck all else.

[Edited on Jul 31, 2005 1:38PM]

28 days.

*bows humby at your feet*

That sounds like a fabulous idea! I would looove to take some "me-time" and see what comes to me. I've even tried meditation and stuff, but lately it seems like nothing's working. It could be due to the fact that I'm stressed about moving/travel/post-wedding arrangements, though. I guess the only way to find out is give it time!

I try to have fun with my neurosis but it keeps running away.

Neurosis is essential to a creative life!

Oh, by the way, I promise I'll read your post in the writer's group tomorrow - I've been insanely busy lately. I'm trying to move in August, and haven't even started packing/making travel arrangements/found a place to live...good times!

Takahashi!!!!!!!