Sunday Jul 01, 2007

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Goodbye...





...hello
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missshell:
you.are.beautiful
kellymonster:
Please delete the testimonial I left you. There is a grammatical error. I have become that which I mock. surreal

Friday Jun 29, 2007

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No more walking backwards.

My life in Portland was good, and worth mourning. Now it's time to stop being such an emo bitch and appreciate the opprotunities I have before me.

Eyes on the prize!
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kas:
travel safe dear! shocked shocked
kellymonster:
Hot profile picture...

There is no real chaos, just massaging, talking to nice, interesting people and today... the vintage clothes sale!

Sleep tight and travel safe my love. The cream tea awaits!

Monday Jun 25, 2007

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I don't live in Portland anymore.

I don't live anywhere. . .

When emotion is compressed under extreme temperature and pressure it forms into a small ball, feeling like rubber, and moves up the throat (by way of the liver).

I hate goodbyes.

I don't think I'm going to laugh for a few days. Leaving Portland feels a bit like a broken heart...
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mrschainsaw:
Make a choice to focus on the positive until you reach your final destination!
mariecr:

Wednesday Jun 20, 2007

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I feel myself driven toward an end that I do not know. As soon as I have reached it, as soon as I shall become unnecessary, an atom will suffice to shatter me. Till then, not al the forces of mankind can do anything against me.

-Napoleon

It occurs to me, as I pack slowly, lazily even that I am still trying to act as...
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wtf:
"fantasy: Fantasy is like hope utterly and completeley useless.... i prefer to live, to act..." wink
wtf:

Enjoy every moment of this transition as if you will have to tell it over and over.
You will continue to write when you get there right? We need you to continue your epic.............I know I will stay tuned. I'm on the edge of my seat. Imagining it all as your words create the images in my head. It's been lovely so far.

Monday Jun 18, 2007

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I feel something epic coming on.

After all, I deserve it.

I now, as of this monent declare myself a vagabond. The great thing about having no home is that you are home everywhere.
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ortus:
Wherever you lay your hat dude...................
brightredscream:
♥

Saturday Jun 16, 2007

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My last two weeks in Portland have thusfar been quite anti-climatic. Something epic needs to happen, and soon!

Send adventures my way! biggrin
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cosmia:
Hmmm, I've never invited a girl to meet up for tea and had her refuse to talk to me again.. Though I guess girls can suck too. Maybe I'll become a nun. Or a hermit?
cosmia:
Yeah I know... I think my standards are pretty high, it's the sieving I can't stand! So much jerk-chaff to be separated from the man-wheat. Ooh that sounds weird.

Wednesday Jun 13, 2007

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ashcanrantings:
Oh, but they were. Most of the sex I've had anyway...
I wish Willie Nelson was my roomate. I met him at Bridgeschool a few years ago, he's so fucking cool.
How are you darling?
dinah:
I dig it, man.

Saturday Jun 09, 2007

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I am a sore loser and I am no gentlleman.

I want.
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missshell:
i need to change my job, weight, appearance, lack there of self confidence, possibly country?
ortus:
Everybody needs happy thoughts on their birthday, friend.

And it's my pleasure to deliver some. smile

Friday Jun 08, 2007

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Exhausted, for some reason this week is wretched every year. Funny how as you age, after the cake and presents (sometimes punch too) are gone you are left with nothing but liquer and reflection. Much has happend this week, but all that seems to matter is the glass of single malt that Is my constant companion. Hopefullly I'lll get out of the funk by sunday.......
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vanish:
when was your birthday? happy birthday even though it's coming a little late smile
brightredscream:
Did I miss your birthday?

Tuesday Jun 05, 2007

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Last night I had a wondeful, random adventure, I met that woman, (you know thw one) the one you see all over town, and you always flirt across the room, but somehow never meet. She's pretty rad too, refreshingly real, the sort that has the potential to actually be a friend for a long time.

To ad a slightly creepy twist, we are drinking at...
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kas:
wow! did you freak out? what happened next! tell us the rest shocked shocked
brightredscream:
Um, that is so not cool..
I wouldn't be impressed at all.

Thursday May 31, 2007

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All is coming together beautifully. My last huruh camping trip has been planned, the drama that Desi is unwittingly adding to my life (it's the lack of awareness that concerns me, I think her intentions are good) is going to make it much easier to leave her. My aunt and uncle have decided to play wealthy benefactor and are giving me three thousand dolllars(!!!)...
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missshell:
haha careful you may just get it
brightredscream:
As long as it's a GOOD something....

Monday May 28, 2007

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He lifted his head and looked upward and leftward. Squinting at the glare of the fading light. What was it about the numbing, painful glare that he found pleasurable? He looked down at his empty pint, funny, he could swear it was full before he looked up. A shrug, it seems to be the way of things. He sighed softly, took one more glance at...
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kellymonster:
Don't fret, my mind will not be poisoned! We have a TV, but only for videos and movies. That way we get a choice in what we watch and aren't sucked into square eyed oblivion! Plus, why would i tune it in and then have to pay a license fee to fry my mind. Ludicrous I tell thee!

Cinema is different. Pirates is different. (apologies for getting girly on you ass but...) Jack Sparrow. love
kellymonster:
I had to Google Crisco... blush
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