Days without writing to MathGirl: 3
So this evening I've been to numerous guitar stores searching for someone who had the model I want. None of them do.
I'll now have to order one from musiciansfriend.com. It's a last resort. I hate not being able to play before I buy; not all pieces of wood are created equal. Two guitars of the same model don't...
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So this evening I've been to numerous guitar stores searching for someone who had the model I want. None of them do.
I'll now have to order one from musiciansfriend.com. It's a last resort. I hate not being able to play before I buy; not all pieces of wood are created equal. Two guitars of the same model don't...
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venice:
Oh, and what's wrong with whiskey?
aaardvark:
I only wish my mornings went that well.
Days without writing to MathGirl: 2
I think tomorrow I may go buy a new guitar. An Epiphone small-body. I'd rather have a Gibson, of course, but I can't afford one right now.
I've been rather creative lately, what with my poetry and all. And I got myself a powerful urge to play the blues.
My baby left me for another man.
You know, my...
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I think tomorrow I may go buy a new guitar. An Epiphone small-body. I'd rather have a Gibson, of course, but I can't afford one right now.
I've been rather creative lately, what with my poetry and all. And I got myself a powerful urge to play the blues.
My baby left me for another man.
You know, my...
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venice:
No, he was creepy. He came and sat next to me, and told me that I needed to get off at the next stop, and that he would explain it, and I didn't get off, and he begged, and I told him I had to go to work, and then the bus driver kicked him off. Actually, it was kind of awesome. Just not a good way to start a day.
aaardvark:
Yeah, I don't know. I'm not really an episode type of girl. I prefer just to let things run their course. It just gets irritating when I don't know what people want from me. Especially since I've never had that problem. But I'm not dwelling on him. I'm still single and I'm still out to have fun. And so I shall.
Days without Writing to MathGirl: 1
It used to be, when times were tough,
That I could think joyful thoughts of you,
And these hopeful dreams were enough
To get me started in the morning,
Out of bed and ready to face
The cruel day; they'd keep me going.
The knowledge that you existed
Somewhere in the world, in my life,
Someone kind and uncorrupted,...
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It used to be, when times were tough,
That I could think joyful thoughts of you,
And these hopeful dreams were enough
To get me started in the morning,
Out of bed and ready to face
The cruel day; they'd keep me going.
The knowledge that you existed
Somewhere in the world, in my life,
Someone kind and uncorrupted,...
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eireann:
Where are you planning on going, tiger? and for what? how weird would it be if we wound up in the same spot?
eireann:
Well, tiger! (I am doing this for you, you know...) I was also looking at NYC...of all places...
I've decided I will no longer write to MathGirl. At least for a while. I miss her, but can't do anything about it. Getting no response to my messages just upsets me (she promised me a proper letter this weekend, which I never saw, besides), and I don't want to say something hurtful that I'll regret and can't take back. I need to stop thinking...
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My cat came home from the vet on Saturday. That's good. She caught a cold while there, though, so now she has the sniffles.
Other than that there's not much going on. I'm still feeling blah.
Other than that there's not much going on. I'm still feeling blah.
To all the women I've ever loved:
I want to make you suffer.
Or let loose with the ol' MF.
MOTHERFUCKER!
Why couldn't you just love me? It's all I ever wanted. But apparently it was too much to ask.
Fuck you.
I want to make you suffer.
Or let loose with the ol' MF.
MOTHERFUCKER!
Why couldn't you just love me? It's all I ever wanted. But apparently it was too much to ask.
Fuck you.
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aaardvark:
Well, it sort of depends on what I'm drinking.
aaardvark:
I have that every once in a while. It really sucks. I remember almost every single dream of mine, though sometimes details are hazy. Damn, I'm already buzzed from drinking. Your influence reaches far.
Leaving Home
O City of Lakes! How I love thee so!
Let them keep New York and Los Angeles,
For they have never seen - and do not know -
Your quiet tree-line avenues, much less
The loveliness of your lakes in summer,
When lovers walk and picnic on their shores.
Nor have they heard the laughter of water
As it tumbles over the falls...
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O City of Lakes! How I love thee so!
Let them keep New York and Los Angeles,
For they have never seen - and do not know -
Your quiet tree-line avenues, much less
The loveliness of your lakes in summer,
When lovers walk and picnic on their shores.
Nor have they heard the laughter of water
As it tumbles over the falls...
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aaardvark:
Ha ha, no, the contest part.
aaardvark:
Tru dat. And I can drink MOST people under the table. Amazing for a fairly small girl.
I'm so glad it's fall. Autumn means television premieres. Right now it's Veronica Mars. Yeah, so I'm a big fan of Kristen Bell - and not even just because she's absolutely gorgeous.
Some people disparage television as some sort of narcotic for the ignorant masses. Frankly, it's the one of the few things that stops me from thinking all the time, and just entertains...
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Some people disparage television as some sort of narcotic for the ignorant masses. Frankly, it's the one of the few things that stops me from thinking all the time, and just entertains...
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crazywhitegirl:
Fall? What's that? I've never heard of such a thing! 
He Wishes His Beloved Were a Lesbian
Were you but a lesbian,
I'd not suffer this dreadful curse
Of thoughts of you with other men
And lying in their arms, or worse.
I know that they don't deserve you.
But if you liked women instead
My heart would not be filled with dread
That the reason you always flew
From my declarations of love
And...
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Were you but a lesbian,
I'd not suffer this dreadful curse
Of thoughts of you with other men
And lying in their arms, or worse.
I know that they don't deserve you.
But if you liked women instead
My heart would not be filled with dread
That the reason you always flew
From my declarations of love
And...
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sophie:
oh! the poor trees! i hope the maple doesn't have to come down too. that would be horrendous.
thanks for the comments lately. i hope you're doing well. i miss trading them in the morning too. my brain works better in the mornings.
thanks for the comments lately. i hope you're doing well. i miss trading them in the morning too. my brain works better in the mornings.
aaardvark:
But at least I get to board. My main reason for not moving anywhere warm.
I have electricity again!
I've been without since Wednesday night, when a little storm blew through my area and wreaked havoc on my neighborhood with its 70 mph winds.
Four days without electricity. No television. No internet. Not even light to read by. It was horrible.
Tomorrow I'll post some pictures of the destruction. For now, I'm just happy to be back!
I've been without since Wednesday night, when a little storm blew through my area and wreaked havoc on my neighborhood with its 70 mph winds.
Four days without electricity. No television. No internet. Not even light to read by. It was horrible.
Tomorrow I'll post some pictures of the destruction. For now, I'm just happy to be back!
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aaardvark:
Heh, I don't really have a bad time out there. Its just that my family is really close. That bugs me, ha ha.
aaardvark:
Well, nothing is going on right now. I'll keep you posted as to when a party happens.
Today saw another battle in my endless war with Microsoft Word. It does weird things even when it's working as it's meant to - I suppose what they'd call "properly." Properly my ass. It's a bunch of crap.
A couple of weeks ago I created my own template with the headings, typefaces, tables, and everything I need to meet the company's document standards. I spent...
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A couple of weeks ago I created my own template with the headings, typefaces, tables, and everything I need to meet the company's document standards. I spent...
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crazywhitegirl:
That's quite an exciting adventure you had! 
aaardvark:
Boobs are pretty overrated, though I love mine. What I'm trying to get at is that most boobs are overrated, mine being excluded from that group.
Drunk again. It feels good. There is no pain, neither physical nor psychological. I know that tomorrow when I wake up my back will hurt like Hell, as always, and the crippling loneliness will be back. But for now I just have a warm glow that makes it all go away.
Yeah, so I'm an alcoholic. Screw off!
I'm now brave enough to request honest...
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Yeah, so I'm an alcoholic. Screw off!
I'm now brave enough to request honest...
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aaardvark:
Yeah, I usually work on Friday's also. But when I don't work on Friday's I go out.