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I should write some more poetry. I have a few ideas that have been kicking around inside my head, but nothing complete. I'll have to work on it some.

Earth's winter is almost over,
But not my winter.
When will my spring come?


Also, I've been drinking.

kiss
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So I was on the phone last night, and my partner in conversation suddenly disappeared. I figured it was a cell phone thing. I called back; no answer. There wasn't a fight in progress, so I don't suspect she just hung up in anger. Yet time went by, and there was no call-back. There's still no call back. No explanation, nothing.

This makes me feel...
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tpring:
we were leaving the bar, passed by some illegal gambling and the cops busted the gamblers.. we just so happened to be holding hands *sigh* blush
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Wow...I haven't followed baseball much in years, but as a kid growing up in MN, watching the Twins...Kirby Puckett...geez.
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Happy birthday to me...

Twenty-five. Yay, I can now rent a car!

What shall I do this evening? Watching Sixteen Candles? Ah, to be Molly Ringwald in the 80s!

A few people did remember, though, so that's good.

Actually, I think I may actually go out tonight.

kiss
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cklarock:
Happy birthday!

solaris:
i like snarf! but i've never seen voltron. cartoons of your youth are almost as good as you remember if you watch them while smoking pot.
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I am a loser geek, crazy with an evil streak
Yes I do believe there is a violent thing inside of me.


Oh, but the best lines really aren't until later.

All I want to do is lose myself in your room
All you want is just a slow fuck in the afternoon.


Yes, so I found where my copy of So Much for the...
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tpring:
thanks. i still don't get why someone would want to mess up their perfect health but to each their own. wink
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For the love of God, schools...just reject me already. Better yet, accept me. Either way, get it done with! I'm sure the waiting will kill me.

Of course being accepted will cause further confusion. What if it's Penn State? Can I go there, knowing that she's there? Fearing that things may not work out, that she may choose to never see me, and all the...
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Well, I'm home from PA, and it sucks. Being happy for a few days just reminds me of how miserable I am. I started missing The Girl before I'd even left. I know, I'm pathetic. I should just be glad I got to spend time with her.

Here's a photo of MathGirl and me in her office before I left. I'm looking a bit scruffy,...
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hawksley:
that's oh so cute. i'm glad you had fun.

and you like the o.c.!
cklarock:
So kute you have to spell it with a 'k'.

Plus I like your shirt. smile
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Waxing hurts like Hell. It's probably better not to ask me about it.

Just one more day, and then vacation. I'm cursing time for going by so slowly, but I've been told that I shouldn't, because later I'll be cursing it for moving too fast.

I went shopping today, all by myself. That's a big accomplishment. It was stressful, but I made it. I'm supposed...
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tpring:
yes waxing hurts. but i wax myself so maybe it's not that bad.. whatever

oh yes. i am going north.
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Happy Valentine's Day, everyone!

Suprisingly, I actually feel pretty good today. But this week cannot go by fast enough. Yay for the coming weekend!

kiss
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Well, rejected by the University of Illinois. I probably wouldn't have gone anyway, but it would have been encouraging to have been accepted; I could have expected similar letters from the schools I do want to go to. I can still expect similar letters. I just won't like them very much.

But enough of that; today is actually a pretty good day.

I had my...
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tpring:
yay doctors... ...

frown i hate the doctors. someone should invent a robot that just has to take adrop of blood (or a swap of the cheek) for tissue sample & will just know what is worng/what to do to make you well and feel better..

trial & error is the worst!
aaardvark:
It actually is quite sudden, but happy nonetheless.
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I had dinner tonight. With a woman. And I had fun, and I didn't feel sad, and it felt good.

Not like before. So, here's the story:

As I wrote before, MathGirl split up with her boyfriend last weekend. Of course, under the circumstances I would expect her to act a little crazy, go out, get drunk, and the rest. Which she did, with three...
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marianabanana:
Wow. It really sounds as though she needs to get something out of her system before she can move on to another serious relationship, although if she feels the same way about you as you obviously do about her, then her previous relationship shouldn't be too much of an issue.

I'm glad you spent an evening in a fresh situation and having a good time in good company smile I know it's easy for me to say, but maybe you need to step back from the situation with MathGirl and focus on other important things in your life. Put her on the back burner for a while.

kiss

(PS - how's "pithy" for a good word!? biggrin)