I am home 
The visit with my dad went well, glad to say. With him, I never know, it could go either way. I realize more and more that my personality is so much like my dad's, yet I am closer to my mom, who I have practically nothing in commom with. One good thing that came from my visit with my dad is that...
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The visit with my dad went well, glad to say. With him, I never know, it could go either way. I realize more and more that my personality is so much like my dad's, yet I am closer to my mom, who I have practically nothing in commom with. One good thing that came from my visit with my dad is that... Read More
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luxdivon:
sure.. for a limited time 
i can send it to ya by email. since i dont have them up on my website yet. just send me a message with your email, and lemme know what song it was, or else i'll just send em all.. Thanks so much for checking my songs out 
i can send it to ya by email. since i dont have them up on my website yet. just send me a message with your email, and lemme know what song it was, or else i'll just send em all.. Thanks so much for checking my songs out
luxdivon:
hey girl better yet. my songs are now up on my in the process of being made website.. lol. it's lux divon
I am in Tyler, Tx, at my mom's house. We had a nice little day, I went shopping and got some books and we had a nice dinner. Tomorrow morning, I am going to see my dad, which more often than not fucks me off depending on his mood, in even worse Athens, Tx. My tattoo guy won't email me back about the work I...
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d0bermann:
Breathe.
endquire:
I hope all goes well. I hope you get to talk to you guy. I wish you the best and I want you to be stress free and wonderful.
TOTAL NIGHTMARE WHILST RUNNING.........
Today I walk my tired ass up to the little gym in my apartment complex to get on the treadmill. There is rarely anyone else there, which is how I like it. Today there is this wormy little guy in there working out, and he has the tv blaring on the country music channel. Not exactly my cup of tea, but...
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Today I walk my tired ass up to the little gym in my apartment complex to get on the treadmill. There is rarely anyone else there, which is how I like it. Today there is this wormy little guy in there working out, and he has the tv blaring on the country music channel. Not exactly my cup of tea, but...
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zephyra:
country music + treadmill = not my cup of tea.
I am getting really nervous about my tattoo I am getting soon. My tattoo guy wants to do it early in the morning, and I am basically going to have to drive in rush hour traffic to get there, which annoys me for some reason. I really don't want to puss out, because I think it may be some sort of closure for me in...
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adeluxe:
You have all that you need to deal with the past and the future will be what you make it ! Need a wake up call ( oh please, let me, let me)?
all lunatic rants aside, chin up, kid. This also shall pass and we all are wishing you nothing but the best of outcomes
all lunatic rants aside, chin up, kid. This also shall pass and we all are wishing you nothing but the best of outcomes
marloski:
aww! i'm so sorry to hear about your dog and cats...and the fire!!! 
can't wait to see your new tat!
can't wait to see your new tat!
I am in a foul mood today. I am realizing how stupid I am to sit around pining for someone that wants nothing from me except an occasional lay. I am sitting around waiting for something to happen that never will, and preventing myself from finding someone that actually gives a shit. That is such chick-like behavior, and I am not proud of that. I...
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elwood:
Sounds familiar. I'll tell you what someone told me recently. "You need to get over her (him, I would assume, in your case), she (he) didn't treat you well and you don't deserve that." And, apparently that's not just "chick" behavior, unless...
...nope, still testicles.
...nope, still testicles.
thegooddoctor:
once i start running again, i will just quit cold turkey.
Last year on this fucked off day, I was dating a "normal" guy. You know, handsome, lots of money, nice house, blah blah blah. We went out to a really fancy dinner for V-Day, great food, great wine,the whole bit. I remember sitting there, where most girls would love to be, and thinking that he was the most boring human being in the world. Then...
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walker:
Normal is boring anyway.
kurtz:
i really think i have had only one good valentine's day ever..... here's a drink for both of us.... i'm glad it's over.....
Estimated cost of impending tattoo that I am getting in about 3 weeks: 500$
Actual money I have set aside for said tattoo at this time: a measly 105$
I will make this happen
p.s. my dog just belched directly in my face
Actual money I have set aside for said tattoo at this time: a measly 105$
I will make this happen
p.s. my dog just belched directly in my face
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calculon3000:
Yeah, fuck school indeed. Especially cuz I'm not getting fucked at school. Hey-yo!
Hopefully this band momentum can keep on the up-and-up... pray for cleric.
Hopefully this band momentum can keep on the up-and-up... pray for cleric.
bankerboy:
Why thank you.
I dyed my hair again, it is pretty much the color of blood. Not really what I expected, but I think it looks pretty cool. It is a beautiful day and I am going to force myself to go running, even though I am tired and my knees ache from my long run I did on Tuesday. During that run, I somehow managed to geek...
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kurtz:
i miss my mom....
gogobongo:
good luck with "the republican" They can be blind to others opinions. In fact I think that is their slogan.
Things I have never done....
Never gone to jail
Never been pregnant
Never been to rehab, but I probably should have back in the day
Never run out of gas
Never been in a car wreck that was my fault
Never been proposed to
Never been on jury duty
Never thrown up anywhere inappropriate
Never hurt a true friend
Never been to Europe
Never really...
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Never gone to jail
Never been pregnant
Never been to rehab, but I probably should have back in the day
Never run out of gas
Never been in a car wreck that was my fault
Never been proposed to
Never been on jury duty
Never thrown up anywhere inappropriate
Never hurt a true friend
Never been to Europe
Never really...
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elwood:
No need to apologize...that's what this whole journal thing is for, n'est-ce pas?
endquire:
You are an incredible and beautiful woman. Some things on the list I applaud. Some things I am sorry for. Some things just need to be worked on.
I watched Dummy last night, Adrien Brody is in it, so of course I thought it was wonderful. Milla Jovavich was fucking hilarious too, and hot as usual. One more shift at work and then my lovely Monday and Tuesday days off are here. I really need to get some stuff done, like cleaning my house and car, but I just don't know if I...
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walker:
oksleep well.
dharmabox:
i thought that was your excuse to run? so your boy could get his stud on?
hope you are have a couple of nice days off it is so hard to feel rested without 2 days in a row!
hope you are have a couple of nice days off it is so hard to feel rested without 2 days in a row!
I applied to work as a tech in a vet's office the other day. I wouldn't be making anywhere near the money I make now, but I think I would like it and be good at it. I have never had a job where I came home feeling like I had accomplished anything. Money has never made me happy anyway, but helping doggies would
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dasvolvo:
Yeah, he is a waste of time, it's to bad myself and the rest of my family trusted him, and he stabbed me in the back.
Hopfully you'll get the job with the vet
Hopfully you'll get the job with the vet
elwood:
Why would it matter to anyone else how important your dog is to you? Sounds like a spiteful sonofabitch.
Back to work tomorrow I have gotten so spoiled with two days a week off, I love it. Went running at Town Lake today, sans doggie, and I feel like such a bad mom. I will for sure take him next time. I am now in the middle of a bitter email battle with AOL, and a certain douchebag member. Before I ran today, I...
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I have gotten so spoiled with two days a week off, I love it. Went running at Town Lake today, sans doggie, and I feel like such a bad mom. I will for sure take him next time. I am now in the middle of a bitter email battle with AOL, and a certain douchebag member. Before I ran today, I... Read More
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mr_rick:
you should just set his screen name to ignore. then you wouldnt have to put up with him. if you dont know how, i can tell you. im on aol too, blizzphoto is my screen name, if you want it LOL. crap now i sound like that crazy guy...ack
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endquire:
I am so sorry for all of your difficulties. You know that I am no fan of other males. You also know that if I could I would certainly put that pathetic little creep in his place. AOL pisses me off as well. They do stupid things. The people who program that thing are imbeciles. If you get locked out then you have to talk to their indian out source group with their oh so convincing american english names. Oh yeah "patrick" You must be from the Iowa, the predominantly hindi speaking part. Someday humans will develop something more than a mildly functional intellect. The shock of that event will induce me to shed my intestinal lining in a great wad which when passed will resemble a ball formed of albino raisins.