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Frightened, tired, useless, confused, failure, alone, unwanted.

That about sums it up I think.
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I am nothing if not consistent.
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killerclair:
consistency is always good.
koala:
I think consistency is a good thing, but sometimes it's nice to have a little variation, don't you think?
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To many bad things have gotten a hold of me lately; stress, paranoia, ego, etc.

I realize that I cant control everything (trust me, Im a control freak. If I could.. I would), but I can control some things.

Im going to do my best to find some time for me, even if its only 30 minutes a day. I havent found the time lately...
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obd:
have you read Breakfast of Champions? I don't know why, but I think about that book every time things get a bit out of control stressful...
dmuff:
I know what kind of "alone time" you're talking about!
Pervert!
You're gonna go blind!!!!!

Miss you buddy! smile
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Fathers day doesn't really mean much when you can't be with your kids frown I hate that I'm at work right now instead of with my children.
I'm sick and God-damned tired of being away from the ones I love. I see my family less than just about everyone else in their lives, and I fucking hate it.
mad mad
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zpo:
Hang in there Hoss. Just a few more weeks.
zgrat:
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I love my family.



I hope all my fellow dads out there are having a great Fathers Day.

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user304975207:
happy fathers day dear. love you. kiss
_biblia_:
happy father's day to you!
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Lots of stress lately. I simply have too damn much on my plate, and nothing I can do about it.
Shit, working 2 jobs is the EASY part.

I'm going to do my best to focus on the upcoming weekend, and seeing my love. love love love
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user304975207:
i updated twice! whatchu talkin about?!

love you too kiss
user304975207:
they were beautiful. thank you. biggrin
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I'm thinking it may be just about time to say goodbye.

Between working 70 hours a week, trying to be a good father, and my complete inability to get things right in my real life... I just don't think I have the time or energy for the internet anymore.

If I go through with leaving, I'll be sure to say goodbye.
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rawr_ima_monster:
ugh. lame. another one.
-Think you've got the time/money for a trip up north 4th of July weekend?
Dae
cyrus:
sigh
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There has been a lot on my mind lately some of its good. Some of its bad. Some of its fucking great!

Work is going well (both jobs)
The company I work for during the day is doing well. Were growing fast and the future is exciting.
The tattoo shop is great. I work with some amazing people, artists whom I have a tremendous amount...
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zpo:
There isn't much more a good parent can ask for.

rosesarered:
I can't imagine knowing what I want to do with my life. Ultimate congrats!

Thanks for the birthday wishes!
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As freaking tired as I am, I'm still looking forward to going in to the shop tonight.

Needing two jobs may suck, but liking them both sure is nice wink


Today will be spent working my ass off, returning emails about my studio for rent, and looking forward to tomorrow when I get to see my wife. love
valium:
the week was rad smile

have a nice day tomorrow with your wife kiss
tuffyluffaguss:
Okay, I'm down there for a week starting Tues. Coming to see you is up there on my list of totally neat-o things to do! kiss Cant wait to see your shop! When will you be there?