Well, another Sunday morning...but mine started by being awake at 0100.

Why? Well a couple of reasons, not sure what the trigger was but the nightmare....fuck me too realistic, I was right back in Rwanda working the ward, all the sights and smells right fucking there. I had pretty decent control over this shit, now it's back. Fucking fantastic. So of course...
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Despite my ranting and to be honest, whining, about waking up early.... I do get a pile of shit done in the mornings. 3/4 done the laundry, have washed the outside windows and deck. Now just have to run to town to pick up new toilets (so exciting...wait when did I become Frank from Old School?) guess I will have to go streaking...
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I absolutely love my job, seeing patients and helping people....it's what I thrive on, whether it is something simple or the complex multiple comorbid patient that is like a puzzle with missing pieces. What I can not stand is the drama, it is inevitable that there will be some drama, but holy shitonastick the repetition is getting boring and irritating.

Alright rant over...
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Well still waking up at 0430/0500 for no known reason other than I am fully programmed and have been for such a long time. I had plans to go for a run this morning, but due to yesterday's adventure trying to get the pool pump working and cleaned my legs, back and ass are so sore....fuckadoodledamn. So instead I will gladly lounge...
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Okay so I have been AWOL for some time....finally moved into the new place, and finally have internet again! So many first world problems....not worth complaining about because holy shit on a stick I have a fantastic spot....private, quiet....nice deck where I can sit well buck assed naked.

Was going to come up with some sort of alliteration but gave up...
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There is good stress and bad stress...we all know this...it's the art of keeping balance. Well my abilities to keep or even find that balance have gone straight to the shitter. Still waiting on confirmation of everything going through with the house purchase. Driving me freaking nuts. Anxiety has taking control a couple of times this week and I hate it. To...
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There are moments where I can't stand that I wake up at 5 am every damn weekend, but others where I really enjoy the time to just relax and enjoy some coffee. I love seeing the stunning photos, and incredible women here...gorgeous.

I am getting more and more anxious about the move, there have been a thousand and one questions to get the...
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