So the week is finally coming to an end, I have been a little behind on blogging mostly because things have been a bit rollercoaster like and I hate being the guy that only writes the negative side of things. I work hard to find balance in my life, it can be difficult but it is worthwhile.

The good, well there has been some great...
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Well first off, I have been absent from blogging for a little bit. I think my own negativity was getting me into a downward spiral and needed to take a few days to breathe.

The nightmares seem to be better controlled, my spouse and I are back to actually talking and not tearing each other to shreds...whew. I am always the guy that looks...
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Well, another Sunday morning...but mine started by being awake at 0100.

Why? Well a couple of reasons, not sure what the trigger was but the nightmare....fuck me too realistic, I was right back in Rwanda working the ward, all the sights and smells right fucking there. I had pretty decent control over this shit, now it's back. Fucking fantastic. So of course...
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Despite my ranting and to be honest, whining, about waking up early.... I do get a pile of shit done in the mornings. 3/4 done the laundry, have washed the outside windows and deck. Now just have to run to town to pick up new toilets (so exciting...wait when did I become Frank from Old School?) guess I will have to go streaking...
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I absolutely love my job, seeing patients and helping people....it's what I thrive on, whether it is something simple or the complex multiple comorbid patient that is like a puzzle with missing pieces. What I can not stand is the drama, it is inevitable that there will be some drama, but holy shitonastick the repetition is getting boring and irritating.

Alright rant over...
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