sensory

took e. it made me honest. tears were shed and all that happy horseshit.

but still...... I stood up for myself very very obviously, which I have not done before.

am I a fool? or am I a fool for love? love makes people do craay and stupid things.... and the other hand :sometimes love isn't enough.... it's a sad but honest assessment.

for someone who is so focused on the "how does it work" and the "whys" of anything of interest to her, but she has pretty consciously avoided speculation or reason behind the action. I told her (again) that she needs to make that effort.

I doubt myself sometimes.
I doubt everything sometimes.

when is enough? how much can I take before I give up and walk away?
is her behavior stemming from the belief that I will tolerate bullshit and not leave her?
what is real?
the lines are all blurred
but I put them in piles anyway.

wow rather you than me! its looks amazing but im far too lazy. i wish you the best of luck though!

i like to change my look from time to time. i never look the same for more than 3 maybe 4 months at a time.

"You call yourself sloths?"

hav fun honey!

i wish i could help you

Hi there. Hows things?

That's the spirit, take on whatever comes at you, and fight till you drop!

*biggest hugs* I hope you don't go.

heh, I just wrote a blog almost just like this on another site.

*crosses fingers and toes*!!

looks good!!!

i love black and white shots

i get a letter written at some point in my holidays( ive got 2 weeks off) ill let you know as soon as ive written it.

what do u take pills for??