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im bored.
the sun is shining, and it looks nice.
i think i am going to go outside

so, im in bed, after sex, watching true life. sex has been incredible, the hormones make it crazy! lol. you know what my husband said to me, that made me melt and cry at the same time?

"i love you so much. more than you know, more than you can even imagine"
*swoon* lol i swear that man is amazing.

i started creating a gift...
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ice cold milk and double stuff oreos make me happy
now onto bed

So the two reasons why I am early is

1-morning sickness
2-my husband left early to go to a D&D game before work.

blah. i've still been in denial about being pregnant lol. not total denial, but i think i was trying to convince myself that the test was wrong. haha. its like, i know that there can be false negatives where you get a...
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So we wake up today, and the water in the apartment is off. Can't flush or anything. Totally sucks, especially being that I feel like poo, and just want to shower.

My OB/GYN appt is May 4. I'm nervous as all hell. I mean, it's big news when you find out your pregnant. I'm not worried about motherhood per say, just the feelings of it....
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so let's elaborate on this. this past thursday i went into the doctor to discuss new forms of birth control. you know how they say "birth control increases your chance of stroke, so do not take if blah blah blah...", well remember when i had that migraine that mimicked a stroke (hemiplegic migraine) back in november...yeahhhh....

so they make me take the pregnancy test...now im...
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um, i gotz newzors?

ive been in the mood to take pictures of myself. but i look a hot mess

i honestly cant wait till i get my weave put back in. i miss having long hair so much options are avaialble to me to style with when i have long hair. most importantly my victory rolls! although i love my red and black combo, i think when i...
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so on saturday we went out with my husbands friends and had dinner. one of his friends asked me why i am so obsessed with the 40's/50's look, and how did I get into it. I'm not exactly sure the pin point moment, but I have always loved the dresses. Probably from when I watched the movie Crybaby when I was younger (mmmm Johnny Depp!)...
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i think today i am going to take some pictures of my wedding dress, and my little bag that i wore at my wedding, and my rings. i dont have enough pictures

my husband keeps putting his feet near me

so my husband had to work on a special assignment tonight at comcast-he will be at work from 10pm-6am. its weird, because i have never gone to bed without him, except twice, and even then i couldnt sleep

but its not like i dont have anything to do. i could clean. i could continue working on my friends dress. i could continue making my dresses...
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