Some people want to know what the future holds for them. Other people would rather be surprised. I guess we each have to make the right decision for ourselves. I provide the following information for those who want to know. I am mostly writing out this nonsense so there is a read more tag and doesn't display the spoiled pics in the summary.
Also that's...
Read More
I hope to grow old enough to meet my grandkids and tell them that I am older than the internet and watch their disbelief.
What in life should we really fear? Who is most likely to hurt us? Is it more often strangers or the people closest to us?
I am not fresh like you. You can see the damage of the years in the cracks on my face and in the depths of my eyes. More often then not the scars I carry were inflicted by someone I...
Read More
you're all so young. Hanging out here or in the SG office I feel so old. Today I'm hanging out at my cardiologists office and I feel so young. :)
Few things in life sting like being replaced. I worked on this project for a while and really thought I contributed a lot to it, but in the end they replaced me with someone else. I like to think it won't be the same, or somehow worse without me but I think back to all the other times in my life this has happened, each...
Read More
Shorter days and longer nights have left me feeling like I'm walking aimlessly through the dark. This winter feels like the darkest one in at least a decade. My eyes are focused laser like on spring's approaching light. Nothing lasts too long, no joy or pain is unending. I think back to other times that seemed horrible and realize they passed and I learned from...
Read More
100 years ago today Albert Camus was born. I read and loved everything he wrote when I was in my teens and I felt it shaped how I viewed existence in the face of mortality but now looking back I just can't help but feel the whole experience was meaningless and absurd.