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Life is crappy and it's hard to stay positive in spite of it all sometimes...

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rustgiraffe:
Thanks hun!
Are you feeling any better lately? How was your new years?
vellin:
it really should be fun i just don't have a gameplan! uh oh...
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I went to go see Jakalope last night with George at the Mod Club. They were awesome!!!!! The lead singer is so much more beautiful than her photographs and the bassist was hot too. lol. The one guitarist/keyboardist was creepy though, lol.

The opening band (The Hollow), was alright. They had a guitartist who had an emo mullet. It was the strangest and most stupid...
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vellin:
grenadine was there last night tongue (sg)
red_vinyl:
mmm....snow. i should come and visit you in barrie and steal some of your snow.
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So school is almost over. Wow. I'ts been four months already. Times goes by so quickly, lol. Such an old cliche, and why? because it's true. tongue And now that it's Decemeber (wel, soon), come New Years Eve George and I will have been together for a year and a half. It feels like we've been together forever. Of course it's felt like that since we...
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adria:
yes, it is!
it's a wierd book, you should read it when you're done with the narnia chronicles.
autumn:
Yeah my europe trip might be delayed due to $$$...hopefully not though. Thank you. <3

yeah i'm so glad this semester is pretty much over with : )

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It's my birthday on Thursday!!!! I'm so excited. I've already recieved gifts from my boyfriend. George bought me the movie Kirikou and the Sorceress, Coffin: The Art of Vampire Hunter D by Yoshitaka Amano, and four Bible Black movies, LOL. Ah, hentai is hilarious. tonguetonguetonguetonguetonguetongue

I bought myself a federal German flag tongue (I'm part German you see wink).

And my parents and sister are coming...
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stellae:
Hello, thanks for your comments, and happy unbirthday day! kiss
vellin:
happy birthday love! and thanks for the advice, well thanks for reminding me what works cuz i've tried it before wink

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Wow, it's been over a month since I posted. SOrry guys!!!

Everything's a little better now that midterms are over. I hope I did well. I really need to buckle down for the rest of the year though. Been fucking off too much.

I've come to the conclusion though that I need girlies. I need to go play with some girlies. biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin Need boobies in my...
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cherianna:
i hate drunk driving. it scares me so much. i had to get home though and i was too drunk to care when i got in the car. once i was sobering up it was scary though. at least i wasn't driving. i can't lose my license.
autumn:
Yes you may have both of us. : )

I think I need girlies too. Boys drool!!
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I suppose it's about time that I posted again. LOL

I'm at school currently - waiting for my criique time with the Teach - having a great day. My morning class was awesome. It was all about art censorship and the like. Very good discussions happening. biggrinbiggrinbiggrin

As for everything else, all is well. Life is pretty good right now. School is going well, work is...
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autumn:
Having school and work good at the same time is so unusual for me. I hate one or the other. Right now, I hate work. Uggh.
ametrine:
School is fun when your classes are interested. Are you at Georgian? or elsewhere? I have a few friends from high school that go there.
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I went for a walk in the woods last night. Nature usually calms me. I went and talked to the trees and the few animals that came along. I met a tree spirit and he sat across a clearing from me and talked for awhile.

No, I didn't halucinate. These things exist. I've seen them.

Anyway, being there for a couple hours really cleared my...
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autumn:
I think I need one of these walks.
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kaleidoscopic:
thanks so much for the well wishes kiss kiss
the job is going great biggrin

i know just what you mean...i've taken many a fated walk in the woods and met numerous creatures that helped set my mind straight and at ease. i am glad i grew up in a place that had forests all around. city life withers my soul. i need green energy so often.

hope that things change for the better soon. hugs! kiss kiss
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So this is the end................I don't know whether to die in my bed of drowning in my own tears or step out in front of a car and make my grave in the middle of the street.

No. How can I die a second time. My heart is gone. I am already dead.

My heart is gone. He's taken it with him. All I want...
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So I'm all moved in now. My new place is great! It's this young couples house and the guys best friend lives here too. Aside from Ryan's girlfriend I'm the only girl here. I like living with men, it so much simpler.

My room is actually pretty big, and I have CABLE!!!!! OMG I LOVE CABLE!!!! I haven't had cable for SO LONG!!! I've missed...
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Alright, the plans have changed. My roommate brought her mother in again to yell at me and they demanded that I leave by August 31st. Ya, I know, little over a week to find a new place to live. But I found it, not that they know that yet. I had my dad and step mum come up and we all had a huge conversation....
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kingofnopants:
good luck!
khoos:
Good luck!
Moving can be sooooo stressful. I hope it all goes well!
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Thank you for the support. Especially jamiebond who has been a constant comfort to me though we barely know each other. smile It is greatly appreciated.

Everything is fixed and is going well with George and I. We've talked out all of our issues and everything is resolved in that department. Elsewhere things are kinda shitty. My roommate Amanda has made a turn for the worst....
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martini:
hmmm.. it seems i'm an asshole and missed what happened.. but i am happy you are resolving things! smile

xo
red_vinyl:
isn't it wonderful how things always work out? you must have really good karma.
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Nothing's any better. It's actually worse.

Do I have an ill-luck name? Was I born under the wrong sign? AM I destined to have continuous bad luck forever?!?!?!? What did I do to deserve this?

I love him with all my heart, I refuse to settle for anyone less. No one else would do, but still I'm losing him. Why?
sky:
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be strong