temper, temper...
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sometimes i don't know if i am glad no one cares, or if it makes me want to cry.
i shouldn't be wasting time like this, but the last hour or so has been very productive, so i thought i'd ramble a little.
*ramble*
i seriously hate my life right now.
the only thing that is going remotely right is the thing with the crush...
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i shouldn't be wasting time like this, but the last hour or so has been very productive, so i thought i'd ramble a little.
*ramble*
i seriously hate my life right now.
the only thing that is going remotely right is the thing with the crush...
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and it comes creeping back. that sly liar, uncouth cad-- depression.
i can't escape him, it seems. he is around every corner.
fuck that piece of shit.
i am so sick of this. i feel like i am right back where i started. i am so freaked out, so paraniod, so on edge, everything makes me want to cry.
i just wish i had my...
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i can't escape him, it seems. he is around every corner.
fuck that piece of shit.
i am so sick of this. i feel like i am right back where i started. i am so freaked out, so paraniod, so on edge, everything makes me want to cry.
i just wish i had my...
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i dumped my boyfriend.
went out with the crush last night.
i feel goooood
i feel like i did the right thing....
went out with the crush last night.
i feel goooood
i feel like i did the right thing....
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_tab:
thanks 
my timing is all fucked up.
i'm totally annoyed.
an old friend that i have had a crush on for like three years, calle dme out of the blue last week and wanted to 'g oout sometime' well that just fucking sucks. i have a boyfriend! one that i like very much and who treats me very well. (that never happens) and so i told...
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i'm totally annoyed.
an old friend that i have had a crush on for like three years, calle dme out of the blue last week and wanted to 'g oout sometime' well that just fucking sucks. i have a boyfriend! one that i like very much and who treats me very well. (that never happens) and so i told...
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_tab:
Life is so weird like that 
one time a little girl had an idea for a tattoo. it was pretty and amazing. no one had ever seen anything like it.
then, about a year later, she founde herself amongst a big barrel full of hipsters, all getting the same tattoo.
*sigh*
edit-
it's the text tattoo in my picture folder.
then, about a year later, she founde herself amongst a big barrel full of hipsters, all getting the same tattoo.
*sigh*
edit-
it's the text tattoo in my picture folder.
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helly:
There will be more in the future 
charley:
So is the rest of the album.
For the record your text tattoo is one of the best I have ever seen, I can tell even with the phone pic!
For the record your text tattoo is one of the best I have ever seen, I can tell even with the phone pic!
chex mix is my new favorite junk food.
except i've been buying it instead of making it.
i wish they made it without wheat chex. i hate that crap.
i want only corn chex!
except i've been buying it instead of making it.
i wish they made it without wheat chex. i hate that crap.
i want only corn chex!
fatdavid8:
I want porn chex!
Who's this other joker on your friends list? I'm feeling jealous.
Who's this other joker on your friends list? I'm feeling jealous.
*whew*
only one more class left in this term!
all of my homework is done!
YAAAY!
only one more class left in this term!
all of my homework is done!
YAAAY!
first rule of fight club: don't talk about fight club
not freaking out. i've made some decisions.
it feels good.
it feels good.
fatdavid8:
Mostly, when I feel good, it's not a result of making decisions. It's usually the result of scratching.
i am trying so hard not to freak the fuck out.
it's not working.
it's not working.
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helly:
Awww, I hope you feel better. I freak out all the effing time
*sigh* i started seeing someone new. and now, as is often the case after *maybe* three weeks i'm bored and probably going to break up with him. i feel like it's for good reasons, but i don't know if i'm right. i never know if i'm right. i usually pick one (50/50 chance, those aren't bad odds... right?), and work the rest out later. but...
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fatdavid8:
RE: "i changed the form of the earl grey poem into i prose poem because i didn't really like any of the line breaks."
If you wan't to read other prose poetry or odd short prose narrative stuff for examples of what other writers have done, and to reassure yourself that what you're doing is "valid", you might check out:
1) Charles Baudelaire
2) W. S. Merwin, "The Miner's Pale Children" and "Houses and Travelers"
3) Barry Yourgrau, "A man jumps out of an airplane", "Wearing Dead's Head", and "The Sadness of Sex"
4) Villiers de l'Isle-Adam, "Cruel Tales"
5) Donald Barthelme
6) Bill Knott
FD8
If you wan't to read other prose poetry or odd short prose narrative stuff for examples of what other writers have done, and to reassure yourself that what you're doing is "valid", you might check out:
1) Charles Baudelaire
2) W. S. Merwin, "The Miner's Pale Children" and "Houses and Travelers"
3) Barry Yourgrau, "A man jumps out of an airplane", "Wearing Dead's Head", and "The Sadness of Sex"
4) Villiers de l'Isle-Adam, "Cruel Tales"
5) Donald Barthelme
6) Bill Knott
FD8
Hope everything's going well with that feller you were excited about a few journal entries ago.