My Dad and I went and saw Return of the King today. There was so much that was really cool but for some reason all the laughing and smiling at the end just annoyed me. I wish I could put my finger on why. The battle scenes were really cool though.
Sold a couple more things on half. com and ran them to the post...
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Sold a couple more things on half. com and ran them to the post...
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Dropped emails to all the places that I have been talking to about jobs. Got replys that they are working on things an another that I should hear something by the end of the week. It's nice not to get nos but I still hate waiting.
Trader Joe's is such a bad place to give a poor person a gift card to. While I really...
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Trader Joe's is such a bad place to give a poor person a gift card to. While I really...
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joshof13thfloor:
Damn brother, and here i thought that i was the only fat boy left in North America who listens to Suicidal.
"Mom just give me a Pepsi please.All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.
Just a Pepsi."
I really appreciate the sentiment toward my leaving but hopefully i'll be able to stay. If nothing else i should be able to get the four dollars to hang on to one more month with. I mean fer chrissake, even i can come up with four bucks. I think.
Damn man, the job situation just won't give will it? Your area must be as fucked job-wise as ours is. I'm still holding out for you to get something phat though, man. It's got to get better eventually, right? At least that's what i keep telling myself about my life. Pffft.
Well, take it easy bro. Later.
-Josh
"Mom just give me a Pepsi please.All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.
Just a Pepsi."
I really appreciate the sentiment toward my leaving but hopefully i'll be able to stay. If nothing else i should be able to get the four dollars to hang on to one more month with. I mean fer chrissake, even i can come up with four bucks. I think.
Damn man, the job situation just won't give will it? Your area must be as fucked job-wise as ours is. I'm still holding out for you to get something phat though, man. It's got to get better eventually, right? At least that's what i keep telling myself about my life. Pffft.
Well, take it easy bro. Later.
-Josh
jora:
You need to add a pic of Taco!
Got a phone call about yet a different job in Corvallis, OR. That would be nice as well. Of course right now I just want a job.
Went and gave blood today with my Step-Mom. I always enjoy doing this and just not for the free cookies and juice. Today was a little annoying because I got a healthy dose of anti-coagulant and that stuff...
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Went and gave blood today with my Step-Mom. I always enjoy doing this and just not for the free cookies and juice. Today was a little annoying because I got a healthy dose of anti-coagulant and that stuff...
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jora:
So... are you thinking about moving North then? Keep me posted on the job thing, ok?
*hugs* to you and Taco.
*hugs* to you and Taco.
jora:
Awww, Taco wants to sleep in my lap??? Yes, please!
The "visit" itself went well. We had fun. I, however, have thoughts and feelings about it that I apparently cannot discuss with the person in question. I did email him, but I still held back a bit. I'm just an overly emotional, sensitive type girl. I'm not used to having feelings about anything or anyone. It's slightly traumatic for me.
I am currently fighting the urge to run away from the pain of it all, but I don't want to live like that anymore.
Yes, I hope I can get on the ball with the writing thing. I really want to do something with it instead of wishing that I was doing something with it. That's lame.
I would come clean your apartment. Cleaning other people's places is always more fun than cleaning your own.
I hope you are doing well. *Big hugs*
The "visit" itself went well. We had fun. I, however, have thoughts and feelings about it that I apparently cannot discuss with the person in question. I did email him, but I still held back a bit. I'm just an overly emotional, sensitive type girl. I'm not used to having feelings about anything or anyone. It's slightly traumatic for me.
I am currently fighting the urge to run away from the pain of it all, but I don't want to live like that anymore.
Yes, I hope I can get on the ball with the writing thing. I really want to do something with it instead of wishing that I was doing something with it. That's lame.
I would come clean your apartment. Cleaning other people's places is always more fun than cleaning your own.
I hope you are doing well. *Big hugs*
Got a note from someone about a job in Wilsonville OR. I have to rework my reumse for them which I always hate but it's in a location that is close to alot of my friends which I really like.
The cable company is being silly at the moment. They turned off my cable box but they didn't turn off the signal. So, I can...
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The cable company is being silly at the moment. They turned off my cable box but they didn't turn off the signal. So, I can...
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Took my Mom to the pshrink today and took a nap. What an exciting today I had today and I wonder why I can't keep a woman.
Got email about a different job today. That really suprised me. It's in Foster City, which is up in the Bay Area. I rather one of the other jobs came through.
Got email about a different job today. That really suprised me. It's in Foster City, which is up in the Bay Area. I rather one of the other jobs came through.
Back from my step-sisters. Nothing all that exciting happened. Played Soul Caliber against my nephews and watched auto racing on the speed channel.
It's nice to get home and spending time catching up on my email and job search. It's amazing how easy it is for me to get distracted on-line. Funny what a little porn will do.
Yah. Twilight zone marathon.
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It's nice to get home and spending time catching up on my email and job search. It's amazing how easy it is for me to get distracted on-line. Funny what a little porn will do.
Yah. Twilight zone marathon.
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joshof13thfloor:
Glad your time at the step-sisters was enjoyable. My son and i love Soul Calibur II madly.
I didn't get to catch much Twilight Zone as i was partaking of a marathon for one of my favorite new shows on TLC named Mythbusters, if you haven't seen it i highly recommened it. It is both intellectualy stimulating and really funny. I love it.
Thanks a heap for the good word concerning my artwork. I truly appreciate it, man.
I didn't get to catch much Twilight Zone as i was partaking of a marathon for one of my favorite new shows on TLC named Mythbusters, if you haven't seen it i highly recommened it. It is both intellectualy stimulating and really funny. I love it.
Thanks a heap for the good word concerning my artwork. I truly appreciate it, man.
You can tell that it's cold today in Lancaster. Taco has been exceptionaly friendly all day. I sit down in front of the TV and she is up in my lap sucking up my body heat.
Went and dropped off books at the local library for their book sale. I've been trying to clean things out of my house recently. Going through my old clothes...
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Went and dropped off books at the local library for their book sale. I've been trying to clean things out of my house recently. Going through my old clothes...
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jora:
Hey there. Again, sorry I've been so absent with posting. I've been rather absent about a lot of things. I have a LOT on my mind and it's making it spin.
I finally decided to let the guy in question come here for a visit. He is coming this weekend and I am a nervous wreck. I've been cleaning non-stop because 1) I need to clean and 2) to keep my mind off that fact that he will be here on Friday. I may have a heart attack and die and not have to deal with the stress after all.
I hope to not be as shaky-nervous as I was when I met you, but I have a feeling that is a moot hope. This has been so built-up now, you know?
I hope that you have a good New Year. I will be not enjoying the Dick Clark experience as I madly clean the apt. all night long. Then, I'm sure there will be New Year tears, because I always cry at midnight. I find it very depressing. So...super fun!
Much love to you and Taco.
I finally decided to let the guy in question come here for a visit. He is coming this weekend and I am a nervous wreck. I've been cleaning non-stop because 1) I need to clean and 2) to keep my mind off that fact that he will be here on Friday. I may have a heart attack and die and not have to deal with the stress after all.
I hope to not be as shaky-nervous as I was when I met you, but I have a feeling that is a moot hope. This has been so built-up now, you know?
I hope that you have a good New Year. I will be not enjoying the Dick Clark experience as I madly clean the apt. all night long. Then, I'm sure there will be New Year tears, because I always cry at midnight. I find it very depressing. So...super fun!
Much love to you and Taco.
lamia1:
hey dude, here's wishing you a bunch of wonderful GOOD surprises in your 2004. you deserve it!
i'm still around, but have resisted keeping the journal thing going because i didn't want to 'dine and dash' so to speak. but depending on a few things that may come up soon, i might stick around for awhile.
so will this be a snow year for lancaster hmmm? i recall they get snow there about once every three or four years (at least they did in quartz hill).
hippy ewe near!
i'm still around, but have resisted keeping the journal thing going because i didn't want to 'dine and dash' so to speak. but depending on a few things that may come up soon, i might stick around for awhile.
so will this be a snow year for lancaster hmmm? i recall they get snow there about once every three or four years (at least they did in quartz hill).
hippy ewe near!
Hello, Monday.
It would be nice to hear about work this week but I really don't expect it to happen. Guess I should clean my house and organize my stuff to help keep me occupied. Bleech. Damn it. I want a new job. Right Now. *stomps feet*
12:21pm Have to go talk to the apartment managers today about my rent increase. I hate this level...
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It would be nice to hear about work this week but I really don't expect it to happen. Guess I should clean my house and organize my stuff to help keep me occupied. Bleech. Damn it. I want a new job. Right Now. *stomps feet*
12:21pm Have to go talk to the apartment managers today about my rent increase. I hate this level...
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joshof13thfloor:
Maybe if you stomp a little harder it will work. 
Thanks, brother, for the well wishes and good advice. I'm fine, i'm just in a funk. I guess they come and go.
If i leave Sg i'll miss ya, man. You've been a good friend Rodney. If there's any justice left in the world then things will look up for you soon.
-Josh
Thanks, brother, for the well wishes and good advice. I'm fine, i'm just in a funk. I guess they come and go.
If i leave Sg i'll miss ya, man. You've been a good friend Rodney. If there's any justice left in the world then things will look up for you soon.
-Josh
sakita:
stomping always works.
always
well it works when i want my way!
i learned early that it is stomping, pouting and little bit of whining!
good luck on the job front.
i keep saying i feel good things coming your way. and i do!
and i should know cuz im psycho....
PSYCHIC damnit i wish i knew why i always typed psycho first!!!
take care over the new years eve fest!
always
well it works when i want my way!
i learned early that it is stomping, pouting and little bit of whining!
good luck on the job front.
i keep saying i feel good things coming your way. and i do!
and i should know cuz im psycho....
PSYCHIC damnit i wish i knew why i always typed psycho first!!!
take care over the new years eve fest!
So my cable just went out or they disconnected it. I think both have an equal chance of being true at the moment. I was looking for a way to watch less TV anyway.
Taco is being a pain in the butt right now. We spent the afternoon doing on of her favorite things, sleeping, and now she wants to play. So, she is poking...
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Taco is being a pain in the butt right now. We spent the afternoon doing on of her favorite things, sleeping, and now she wants to play. So, she is poking...
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So my cable just went out or they disconnected it. I think both have an equal chance of being true at the moment. I was looking for a way to watch less TV anyway.
Taco is being a pain in the butt right now. We spent the afternoon doing on of her favorite things, sleeping, and now she wants to play. So, she is poking...
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Taco is being a pain in the butt right now. We spent the afternoon doing on of her favorite things, sleeping, and now she wants to play. So, she is poking...
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Went to lunch with some friends today. It was a lot of fun. Took a nap on the way there and back since it was about a hour and a half away. We were celebrating a friend getting his PhD.
I just realized that women that are my age will start being grandmothers soon if they are unlucky. That threw me for a bit of...
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I just realized that women that are my age will start being grandmothers soon if they are unlucky. That threw me for a bit of...
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daisie:
*HUG* Hope you had a good Christmas sweetie
There is just something that brings me down during the Christmas season and I don't know what it is. I have people that care about me and a wonderful kitty and still I feel sad. And I think I would feel that way no matter what.
Had Dinner out at my Dad's house and it was exceptionaly yummy. Watched My Neighbor Totoro and that was...
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Had Dinner out at my Dad's house and it was exceptionaly yummy. Watched My Neighbor Totoro and that was...
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joshof13thfloor:
I hope your not feelin' to down in the mouth, brother. Your a good friend, man, and i appreciate all the words of comfort and advice you always share. I hope your Christmas was everything that you had hoped it would be. Happy holidays, bro.
-Josh
-Josh
jora:
Yeah, X-Mas seems to suck for me too. Sigh...
I had dinner with the mother and aside from the usual bouts of crying, she wasn't all that bad. Of course, she then asked me to work on her pc for a few hours after dinner, but hey, better than having to talk, right?
Thinking of you a lot lately. Sorry that I've been so absent. Feeling VERY overwhelmed at work and it is driving me a little crazy.
How goes the job hunt? Anything new? (I've been reading your journals, but anything NEW new?)
Many hugs to you and Taco.
Love,
Jora
I had dinner with the mother and aside from the usual bouts of crying, she wasn't all that bad. Of course, she then asked me to work on her pc for a few hours after dinner, but hey, better than having to talk, right?
Thinking of you a lot lately. Sorry that I've been so absent. Feeling VERY overwhelmed at work and it is driving me a little crazy.
How goes the job hunt? Anything new? (I've been reading your journals, but anything NEW new?)
Many hugs to you and Taco.
Love,
Jora
Damn, Rodney. You sound like you're livin' as tight as i am, brother.
Good to know you're gonna be around though. If you happen to read my newest journal entry you are in fact one of the people that i'm speaking of in it.
-Josh