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Recording has begun!!!

today at band practise we have started to record music. I at first thought I sounded like shit .. but it started growning on me after a while. Although this initial recording we have all agreed is garbage anyway and we are going to perfect our recordings as we learn more about it.

but by November 27th we should have a 5...
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tiamat:
you are such a sweetie. kiss

i say: you will be a success!
i kind of like that ackward feeling where you want to touch someone and make a move but you know you can't. the frustration makes me all you know... blush
germany:
wow you really do spill your guts... i'm proud of you.. i'm so glad i'm finally back on the internet.. it makes my life a bit easier being able to talk to the masses and here great stories and comment from you. i always wonder if there is someone secretly watching my every move...that would be cool, i think.... maybe i'm just way to in to that spy shit
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So I thought I wouldn't be on the computer much ... but the monotony of being @ home and having nothing to do leaves me no choice but to go onto my parents really old, really slow computer and try my hand at writing a new journal.

so far so good. Further than my computer at school has gotten me. I wonder why it wouldn't...
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hopesfall:
dude if playmate of the year is the only song you have heard by them then you should check out more, cause there is mass fucking better shit then that song, and yes nice video, it has boobies
ltrain:
shit.. i'm lonely even outside of my bubble. what would be the difference... wink

i always get the girls who have a boyfriend or are married. i suck. why can't i find a decent girl??? i guess decent girls are hard to come by. someday....

i feel you...

no woman, no cry...

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I want to blare my new from autumn to ashes cd and let everyone know how I feel,

I wanna sit and read the lyrics while listening to the songs and sing along at the top of my fucking lungs.

Im feeling much more odd then even.
I'd break in two over you
I just don't know how to communicate.

I love this band ......
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ltrain:
from autumn to ashes!
i really dig that song... short stories with tragic endings!

yes! in fact i was an alien! heh. how on earth did you guess that was my costume?? you can't see my alien star antennas in that pic. hmmm were you secretly there??

ok.. thats all... enjoy your new music.
lighthammer:
When I see you I see a very cool guy with an awesome taste in comics and movies. Plus you got that whole good looking rocker thing going for you.

Fuck-buddy!! Woo-hoo!!
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been getting stoned every day and rejected just the same amount ... so this is what school is like.
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hopesfall:
Well this Tim guy jay was talking about sounds like a total nerd someone who would not sing in a band, someone who likes crappy bands like Hanson and Chumbawamba, ha just givin ya shit, and hey fuck those people at school, they are just jelous that they are not as cool as you, like i have said before i will come Kick some ass if i have too, OH I WILL smile
fractal:
theme songs are fun
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Time for an update ... but I have nothing to say, but watch me fill up a lot of space with nothing,

so first thing is first. The new nose ring. Its getting mixed reviews. Well 1 person hates it. The girl that I liked for the first week at college who ended up blowing me off. Shes been talking a lot of poop about...
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fractal:
there are pics of the dreadies in my candids
hopesfall:
YOU ARE NOT A TRUE CANADIAN NOT KNOWING HOW TO SKATE, ha just giving ya shit, can you play LaCross, anyways, i got a cd sampler with Coheed on it, i gave them a chance and i can not stand their singers voice, but i am willing to give them another chance when i see them live. That is how i got to like the blood brothers so it might happen for coheed smile
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two words ... NOSE .. RING

the results of going to the darkside tatoo/peircing place today. Next time I know what tatoo Im going to get too, but that has to wait until next time. There will be a pic up after I finish writing this... of that and of my new trucker hat.

I went to the CD store and got the new Thursday,...
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rxqueen:
you only like one cky song? man!
well, thanks for the thought anyway.
smile
i hope yr still doing alright.
xo
ltrain:
awwwww... someday you'll be able to say goodbye, wait, then it would be more like hello if you saw december again... ok nevermind!!
heh. i think you did read that wrong but its ok!!! sometimes my wording isn't the best and i'm surprised people have understood me thus far wink
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I just got back from taking a wicked yes. (family guy)

had an awesome .. well kinda awesome night last night. Went to pub, which is like a club thing on campus. Hump pubs they call them ... how droll. Anyways I am now slightly hung-over. surreal which is okay cuz people I was with seem to have it a lot worse this morning. Ah residence...
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littledeadkid:
rocken elvis glasses- those fucking kick ass!!!
skullskull
hopesfall:
so the new FATA is finally on its way to canada, i was starting to fell really bad that i was going to go buy it for you and send it too you, and i still do not have it frown but i downloaded Autumns monolouge and the first time i listened to it i almost fucking cried that shit is so fucking good, and yeah finish recording your songs I WANT TO HEAR THEM and that dude from Sum-41 his name is Derek Wibley or something like that
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I need to get out and live ... really live my life. But no one wants to take me and the excessive emotional baggage that I take with me.

The band is going terrific though. I finally wrote lyrics to a riff that has been impossible to write to for the past two months. We hopefully will be making a real gheto recording soon of...
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ltrain:
yeah a train would hurt.. so don't mess with me buddy!! wink

emotional baggage??? yeah no one really wants that especially if its gonna damper someone else's fun! cheer up buddy. people have it worse and can actually walk around with a smile. it might be fake but hey. your life is what you make it!!! so live it!!!

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hopesfall:
did you get those songs recorded yet? and how is shit with your stalker, i have an idea to get her to leave you alone just tell her that you are gay smile it might work
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I entertained her a little bit today ... but all in all it was doomed from the 8 a.m. start.

I just want to know how I go from "the most interesting person I've ever met" to "don't hang out with me anymore Im so bored of you" in a day. frown

will I ever find anyone here.
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ltrain:
chicks are weird, aren't we!!! i feel ya though.
tegan:
fo shizzle mah nizzle.
you know.
G.

hehehhe
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okay so I have an hour of drinking before band practise and since I don't drink very fast it'll be good enough to loosen me up to try some new personal stuff in front of the guys. I still have a lot to learn about being a singer/front man.

I am feeling very unimportant right now. The thought occured to me that my life is...
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edea:
yay for smoking!!!!!!! love
skoicat:
where is your show?
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okay ... so I've been trying to get another journal entry up but either I've been busy, too drunk (rez), or the internet here wouldn't process the journal entry ... so here comes another try.

res: res is kinda double sidded right now. I've met a lot of snobs and a few good peeps. No one looking for a relationship with yours truly though. Makes...
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rxqueen:
yes. New FUCKING York!
everyone is welcome here.
cos its the best place on earth!
well, ok maybe Fiji is nicer, but
NY has the best food, theres ALWAYS something to do, lots of great shows - and its one of the most excepting (very large) group of people i've ever encountered.
cept those damn tourists...
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lighthammer:
My stomach been acting up to lately..it's just anxiety my friend, you must relax..might I suggest a few sessions of rabid lovemaking with a beautiful woman? That alwasys calms me down....