at brie's command I am updating my journal
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ltrain:
ha!
xatreyux:
lol
I'll update when Im good and ready
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xatreyux:
tim, chill out, its not just you with a short journal entry lol.
mora:
no. update now you pussy.
so my internet here has been down for a while... its soooo great to have it back. Im soo hyper-cafinated yet sorta burnt out from weed smoking its a wierd thing ... anyway I can't sleep so here I am.
I love this new friends thing on this site. I acctually get to find out who really does and doesn't like me. and the new...
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I love this new friends thing on this site. I acctually get to find out who really does and doesn't like me. and the new...
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xatreyux:
lmao i just looked at the picture. i have a shit load of pictures of him smoking..but he looks good doing it so its ok. Bleeding through is HARDCORE METAL...seriously, they are crazy..so of course their very very good 
xatreyux:
they sound like dimmu borgir...
need some good news
but then, don't I always/ Is this the part I will play for the rest of my life.
but then, don't I always/ Is this the part I will play for the rest of my life.
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seven:
SG on tv is defintaly good damn news but bad at the fact i probably wont b able to see it...i was unaware of this as ususal.!
Absinthe is umm crazy....crazy but good
so its not bad lol
um its not easy to get in a alot of places, whihc makes it even better, i feel likle im talking in riddles lol
Good news though???? its nearly my birthday ?
Absinthe is umm crazy....crazy but good
so its not bad lol
um its not easy to get in a alot of places, whihc makes it even better, i feel likle im talking in riddles lol
Good news though???? its nearly my birthday ?
hopesfall:
sorry i have no good news for you, but hey my girlfriend left me, and is going to go out with the dude that she cheated on me with, so yeah FUCK, and go check out the pics of my new tattoo
Calling anyone from New York or any fans of LP, POD, Hoobastank, or Story of the Year.
Im dying to see LP again. Im not a huge fan of POD or Hoobastank but Story of the Year is fucking rad. They are playing a tour together and I would like to go. The coolest place they are playing is Madison Square Garden in New York....
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Im dying to see LP again. Im not a huge fan of POD or Hoobastank but Story of the Year is fucking rad. They are playing a tour together and I would like to go. The coolest place they are playing is Madison Square Garden in New York....
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rxqueen:
aww well i hope you have a good time at the show!!
and congrats with the band stuff!
i wanna hear the demo when its ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and congrats with the band stuff!
i wanna hear the demo when its ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hopesfall:
yeah man like i said, my mom had no one to go with so yeah i am going
So this is what she thinks of me
"You're a nice guy, very interesting, funny (but a sophisticated kinda funny that most people don't get), fun, cheerful at the best times & I dunno... just unique & that's great"
thats the nicest thing somone has ever said to me. How am I not supposed to fall in love with her. Oh right because God forbids...
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"You're a nice guy, very interesting, funny (but a sophisticated kinda funny that most people don't get), fun, cheerful at the best times & I dunno... just unique & that's great"
thats the nicest thing somone has ever said to me. How am I not supposed to fall in love with her. Oh right because God forbids...
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fractal:
trust me, as soon as you realize that everyone sucks, then you won't be depressed anymore. Unless you're one of the sucky people.
littledeadkid:
im not sure how to shrink them so im no use
sorry for all the bad vibes ... but I've come to a conclusion that will has the least desired result but will maintain our friendship. Besides Im too much of an emotional wreck for her to even consider me IF an opportunity ever came up.
sigh
Im giving up on love for now. There are other things to concentrate on.
sigh
Im giving up on love for now. There are other things to concentrate on.
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zoe:
love is a sneaky bitch
xoxo zoe xoxo
xoxo zoe xoxo
keithyboy20:
OK, you can have 20 points, and this loooovely cupie doll!!!
Love is the worst thing that ever happened to me.
what was I thinking I can't tell her
even though being around her kills me I value our friendship and if that changed I would be very much upset.
I've started writing songs about suicide... funny I always knew it would happen. Not that Im going to do it but venting about it seems to...
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what was I thinking I can't tell her
even though being around her kills me I value our friendship and if that changed I would be very much upset.
I've started writing songs about suicide... funny I always knew it would happen. Not that Im going to do it but venting about it seems to...
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xatreyux:
yeah this cd is bad ass, i love the song: Escape Artists Never Die its like my fave! and you think so? im scared to ask him because we're pretty good friends and that would suck if he was like "well your crazy" lol
cassie11:
Honey it will all work out in the end, it always does. Love does suck BAD its full of heartache and headaches but i just dont want u doing something crazy okay. One of these days u will get up the nerve to say something and if u dont maybe she will realize it. Well i have to get going, I love u sweetie try and cheer up okay 
OH MY GOD FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES ROCKED MY SOCKS OFF
I got to meet Fran Mark ... their drummer/singer
test now
that is all
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I got to meet Fran Mark ... their drummer/singer
test now
that is all
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lil_billy_ben:
Kick ass, thanx thoes spikes were the shit. They're gone now....I'm loosin' hair at nineteen and I aint goin uot like Kelsey Gramar so I buzzzzzed it.
ryan:
oooh goodness, there are sooo many good songs...
i love 'while your waiting,' 'clavicle, 'you're dead,' 'blue in the face,' 'steamer trunk,' 'trouble breathing,' 'you've got so far to go,' umm pretty much i love every album, most all the songs... those are my ultimate favorites tho.. .and the cover of the cure's 'exploding boy' rocks too! hehe.. i'm such a nerd...
i love 'while your waiting,' 'clavicle, 'you're dead,' 'blue in the face,' 'steamer trunk,' 'trouble breathing,' 'you've got so far to go,' umm pretty much i love every album, most all the songs... those are my ultimate favorites tho.. .and the cover of the cure's 'exploding boy' rocks too! hehe.. i'm such a nerd...
I have decided. I am going to tell her how I feel. The truth hurts too much to hold back, now the question is when, where, and how? I'll bet you think this is a mistake but you don't know how much it hurts me to hold this back.
In band news, we've finally discovered how to record everything except drums in as close to...
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In band news, we've finally discovered how to record everything except drums in as close to...
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grandillusion:
Our lives are on some kinda parallel course or something. Only I'm a little ahead of you. DON'T tell her shit, nothing good can come from it, trust me, I know!
_jailbait_:
Oh i'm so excited for you!! You know what, if you feel that you can handle the conseqenses(maybe they'll be good, bad who knows) then you will probably feel a million times better. Get it off your chest before you go insane
I feel like I have something to say but can't find the words to say it exactly.
being on shrooms for the first time yesterday was quite an experience. I believe I could have died almost falling off a cliff. That kind of thing should change a life but it hasn't changed mine, but yet I can't stop thinking about it. We were climbing a...
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being on shrooms for the first time yesterday was quite an experience. I believe I could have died almost falling off a cliff. That kind of thing should change a life but it hasn't changed mine, but yet I can't stop thinking about it. We were climbing a...
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_jailbait_:
well thats not so bad.. one out of the two people i was never in love with and that bothers me enough so i can't imagine adding more to my list. So falling hard isn't nessisarily a bad thing although it can be a lot harder on the heart 
fractal:
Happy Halloween!!
I give up
I can't spend another hour with you, but I'll hold on to every second I can get.
if you felt a tenth of what I feel I could feel at least one tenth better
and pull myself out of the deep that I have put myself in. over you.
I can't keep allowing myself to do this
or the idea that I...
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I can't spend another hour with you, but I'll hold on to every second I can get.
if you felt a tenth of what I feel I could feel at least one tenth better
and pull myself out of the deep that I have put myself in. over you.
I can't keep allowing myself to do this
or the idea that I...
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lil_billy_ben:
Are you really the guy from scattershot?
sexygenie:
Just wanted to stop by and say hi...love your taste in music Story of the Year was just here...they'll tide me over until The Used hits the road again!
Story of the Year was just here...they'll tide me over until The Used hits the road again!