First, allow me to apologize for not keeping up with you folks as I intended. The last few months have been really lame, with a few spikes in the awesome scale (though few and far between.) My time is spread way thin, and strangely enough it still feels like I get nothing done. In fact, I can't remember the last time I've seen my .......
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tenach:
Yikes... sounds like you've had a rough(ish) time. I had a brush with my identity being stolen within the last month. I'm still trying to figure some things out, though. Eep.
This has been my life: work, boyfriend, friends, work, photos, makeup, laundry.
LOL I posted a new folder of photos from a photoshoot that I will have more of soon. I don't do any of the editing because I am a photoshop retard and my photographer does all of the light adjusting/framing. So I wait for her to release more work before I have more...
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LOL I posted a new folder of photos from a photoshoot that I will have more of soon. I don't do any of the editing because I am a photoshop retard and my photographer does all of the light adjusting/framing. So I wait for her to release more work before I have more...
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boogalooshrimp:
Haven't seen you around recently. How the hck are ya?
[ an old porn rant posted for your viewing pleasure. enjoy!]
I need a game plan. I'm fast approaching my mid-twenties and I have no idea what I want from life. I wish there was something in life that I loved enough to devote myself to fully. I'm so fickle. I can't commit. The only thing I can commit to is making other people happy,...
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I need a game plan. I'm fast approaching my mid-twenties and I have no idea what I want from life. I wish there was something in life that I loved enough to devote myself to fully. I'm so fickle. I can't commit. The only thing I can commit to is making other people happy,...
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lord_byron:
Yeah, but you can tell real funny stories when you get home at night!
All she can say is :"I made two blondes and a red head today!"
I would much rather hear stories about the six foot nine dude renting midget porn!
All she can say is :"I made two blondes and a red head today!"
I would much rather hear stories about the six foot nine dude renting midget porn!
jay_blank:
Wha's up, 'kina? You've been MIA; straight layin in the cut lately.
Just dropping by to show some love for the wesside. *throws up w*
Stop by sometime...we'll chat....we'll have cake.....
latah,
Just dropping by to show some love for the wesside. *throws up w*
Stop by sometime...we'll chat....we'll have cake.....
latah,
x____x busy busy busy.
Posted new pirate-ninja pictures tho'. Enjoy.
Posted new pirate-ninja pictures tho'. Enjoy.
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raxia:
Hey kitten... wowee, look at you! 
..I actually love the pics in your first photoshoot folder. 
Hope all's peachy with you... onwards and upwards on my side of the globe - the weather is kick-arse, and i'm planning a birthday roadtrip in a couple of weeks! Giddy up! xx
..I actually love the pics in your first photoshoot folder.
Hope all's peachy with you... onwards and upwards on my side of the globe - the weather is kick-arse, and i'm planning a birthday roadtrip in a couple of weeks! Giddy up! xx
lord_byron:
Nice pics, you look delicious!
This is the 'piece' that I wrote for the application. Meh, I dig it. LOL
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It is with a weighted struggle that I have come to terms with the attributes that make me undoubtedly me. They are nuances and physical building blocks, pieces that are both subtle and dramatic, yet separate myself from the idealistic cookie cutter --- The modern pinup. While these ideals...
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It is with a weighted struggle that I have come to terms with the attributes that make me undoubtedly me. They are nuances and physical building blocks, pieces that are both subtle and dramatic, yet separate myself from the idealistic cookie cutter --- The modern pinup. While these ideals...
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satsujin:
I haven't quite made pimp-status yet. We'll save the fresh rhymes for when I'm seated with a group of hoes at my feet. Nnnnnngh. (busts a nut)
o_O Wow. That was classy.
Heart you guys. <3333333333
o_O Wow. That was classy.
Heart you guys. <3333333333
tenach:
I'm sure you'll make pimp status soon enough!
Heart you too <3
Heart you too <3
Wow. Wow. Wow.
So, I was thinking of joining SG and trying to apply as an actual model. But this involves money (and I am gangstah, nnngh) I wanted to keep my options open.
I'm posting these links to my blog because I'd like your opinions. This is some heavy shit and it kind of floored me. My friend found these while researching. What do...
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So, I was thinking of joining SG and trying to apply as an actual model. But this involves money (and I am gangstah, nnngh) I wanted to keep my options open.
I'm posting these links to my blog because I'd like your opinions. This is some heavy shit and it kind of floored me. My friend found these while researching. What do...
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satsujin:
The idea of joining SG is supposed to be empowering for me. It's not ... a gang. I don't want to throw up deuces and be all, "SG MOTHERFUCKER." (Though that would be pretty fucking funny.) I don't need the name.
Doing SG was so that I could feel sexier and maybe (just maybe) embrace the things that I have been frightened of all of my life. I wrote this piece that I wanted to use for the application, that I'll probably post on my profile somewhere becayse I don't want it wasted. Bah. In fact. I'll do that in a second.
But ultimately, I'm realizing that I don't need SG for that. Aaaaaaanyway, thanks for all of your responses, guys. I'll drop bombs on your blogs in a bit. Peace n' chickengrease.
:euces:: WHAT? v,,
Doing SG was so that I could feel sexier and maybe (just maybe) embrace the things that I have been frightened of all of my life. I wrote this piece that I wanted to use for the application, that I'll probably post on my profile somewhere becayse I don't want it wasted. Bah. In fact. I'll do that in a second.
But ultimately, I'm realizing that I don't need SG for that. Aaaaaaanyway, thanks for all of your responses, guys. I'll drop bombs on your blogs in a bit. Peace n' chickengrease.
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euces:: WHAT? v,,
tenach:
You're definitly right on that. You don't need SG to feel sexier, or to feel empowered. There are many ways to do that... it's just a matter of finding what makes YOU the happiest. That's always the best way to go. 
Oh noes, you're gonna harass me!
There's a few places I've got my music, but not all of it is online.
That's always the best way to go. Oh noes, you're gonna harass me!
There's a few places I've got my music, but not all of it is online.Man. I hope you guys are all having a good time enjoying life while the summer is still hanging on by a thread. Fuuuuuck. Life has been SO busy. We're remodeling the porn store, so it's RIDICULOUS how many hours I've been pulling. I'm so damned tired.
The good news is that I still had time for volleyball, chilling with some friends, catching a movie...
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The good news is that I still had time for volleyball, chilling with some friends, catching a movie...
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theviceroy:
You're a zombie gangsta!
tenach:
Glad you have time for your friends! That is always quite important in my day.
Wow. It was a week since I posted on here last. Who~ops. Sorry I haven't been around to shower you awesome people with comment-love and such.
Not that it matters. Truthfully not much happened in the last week that was particularly noteworthy, other than that I got to watch The Descent (two thumbs up) and Talladega (sp?) Nights (also another two thumbs up) The movies...
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Not that it matters. Truthfully not much happened in the last week that was particularly noteworthy, other than that I got to watch The Descent (two thumbs up) and Talladega (sp?) Nights (also another two thumbs up) The movies...
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tenach:
Wow, haha, you look stunning with a violin! I wouldn't mind seeing you with your replica highlander sword (I love Highlander..)
I haven't anything to say about the bulimic friend, as the only person I've ever known to be accused of it was myself (and I am proud to say I never have nor ever will be). All I can do is wish you the best of luck with that.
Talcum powder sounds like it would sting a bit..
I haven't anything to say about the bulimic friend, as the only person I've ever known to be accused of it was myself (and I am proud to say I never have nor ever will be). All I can do is wish you the best of luck with that.
Talcum powder sounds like it would sting a bit..
morwok:
Whoa, awesome pics! How many instruments do you play?
Hacked off all of my hair. Well, most of it. Still lots of purple. I can put it in a hawk now. Never had hair this short and I THINK i can rock it. Not sure though. I guess we'll see. I must be doing something right if all of the old people still stare at me like I'm semi-retarded.
Saw Lady in The Water....
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Saw Lady in The Water....
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platten:
Pics looking good. See ya around 
tenach:
I don't know what kind of Jazz it was. I just know that it was on the radio. There was a lot of blues played along with it, too. I shall be listening to more of it though, it is some awesome stuff. I can imagine how hard it'd be to play. The smooth sound it has sounds like you'd have to be very good with your instrument and with the people you're playing with.
I like how your hair looks in your newer pictures It's awesome!
I like how your hair looks in your newer pictures
It's awesome!I had a moment of emo. Get off my ass about it. LOL Here's some writing I did last night.
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Today is what I needed. Confirmation. I knew it was coming.
The point of origin is of no concern to me. It is merely tethered to its destination, by the means of roped hope. A strand that shimmered with so many promises that things...
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Today is what I needed. Confirmation. I knew it was coming.
The point of origin is of no concern to me. It is merely tethered to its destination, by the means of roped hope. A strand that shimmered with so many promises that things...
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jay_blank:
" I am ALL FOR EASY"
Good to know!
....I'll see if I can get you some love from Lady Luck....although she's all on deez nutz right now.....
...don't forget, I've got your hair and nail clippings....my voo doo doll is almost complete...
Good to know!
....I'll see if I can get you some love from Lady Luck....although she's all on deez nutz right now.....
...don't forget, I've got your hair and nail clippings....my voo doo doll is almost complete...
teknomage:
Everyone is entitled to their moments of this or that, especially when it leads to something meaniingful or insiteful or even just fun. It's been awhile since I've had a moment that has produced anything worthwhile, though once upon a time my pen flowed on its own accord. Never be afraid to let your creativity out and never appologize for it. It's a gift.
It's necessary that I post this psuedo-ghetto dork conversation. My friend Ethan is a stringbean white boy, so it cracks me up to no end when we have these chit chats. LOL Enjoy.
Ethan: I'm going on a date tonight.
Akina: OH REALLY
Akina: Tell me about this date, Oh great E.
Ethan: I forgot about this date.
Akina: ...
Akina: LOLOL
Akina: YOU ARE...
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Ethan: I'm going on a date tonight.
Akina: OH REALLY
Akina: Tell me about this date, Oh great E.
Ethan: I forgot about this date.
Akina: ...
Akina: LOLOL
Akina: YOU ARE...
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boogalooshrimp:
That's some pretty funny stuff. "Scenes" make me laugh.
tournee:
Thanks for the props in music! I enjoy having a wide taste because there is so much to experience. I recognize most of your selections and would also rate them well. 
Do well and have fun!!
Do well and have fun!!
So, here's round two of The Porn Clerk Chronicles. I've been scavaging the site for a group of people that do this for a living, and I haven't ... found a group yet. o_O I found a sex workers group and they were like, "NO. PORN CLERKS DON'T COUNT" in their synopsis of the group. (meh) I think, I might be starting my own. Huh....
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estrada:
Porn shops are so weird. I used to go to some with my friends and we'd talk. Of course it is different depending on what type, we'd go into the dingy ones where the guys in trenchcoats lurk.
jay_blank:
I can definitely see the resemblance to Chappelle!
I don't know about you having that voo doo doll......I thought I felt someone tickling my feet last night. It may have been the cat....but I wonder.....
I may have to make one of my own! My agents have already collected some hair and fingernail samples from your trash....and you thought they were stealing your identity. HA!
Once the doll is complete...you may feel a strange tingling sensation. That's right..I'm bathing it in dandruff shampoo! No more full bodied bouncy hair for you!
I don't know about you having that voo doo doll......I thought I felt someone tickling my feet last night. It may have been the cat....but I wonder.....
I may have to make one of my own! My agents have already collected some hair and fingernail samples from your trash....and you thought they were stealing your identity. HA!
Once the doll is complete...you may feel a strange tingling sensation. That's right..I'm bathing it in dandruff shampoo! No more full bodied bouncy hair for you!