Even when things are good, things just aren't good enough. 
I always find someway to fuck things up.
Sigh.
I don't know what to do with myself. I am too awkward to really function well in any sort of setting.
I always manage to say the wrong thing. I always make things more difficult for myself. No matter who I am with. No matter where...
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I always find someway to fuck things up.
Sigh.
I don't know what to do with myself. I am too awkward to really function well in any sort of setting.
I always manage to say the wrong thing. I always make things more difficult for myself. No matter who I am with. No matter where...
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I am hungover. I had three and a half beers last night. I am such a light weight.
How much do you have to drink before you get drunk?
How much do you have to drink before you get drunk?
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alienheep:
My tolerance level is directly proportional to the amount of time since my last meal.. If I eat a big meal an hour or so before I drink then I can drink all damn night.. other wise 4-6 beers with at least 6% alcohol and I'm pretty shitty.
user209834982:
It depends. Sometimes I have to down a bunch of shots. Sometimes I have one and I'm feeling fuzzy.
Sigh. Seriously. I need a good kick in the pants to get in front of a computer lately. Life is just so good right now that it's hard to slow down enough to type it out.
I am still loving my job. My health is doing sooo much better. Iggy and I have offically been dating for over a year now. I'm doing a lot...
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I am still loving my job. My health is doing sooo much better. Iggy and I have offically been dating for over a year now. I'm doing a lot...
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1sailor:
I am glad you are doing well.
For me, I quit making coffee. It puts me in a better mood to go and buy it from the girls at the coffee stand.
For me, I quit making coffee. It puts me in a better mood to go and buy it from the girls at the coffee stand.
majorboredom:
then run around naked. i don't mind.
then run around naked. i don't mind.
Hmmm. First three weeks at the new job were crazy. Already getting overtime. My head is spinning a bit. Had some random health issues too. Sorry for being absent. Just had A LOT of other stuff on my mind. \
Miss you all.
Miss you all.
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pomfelo:
Sorry about your health stuff! If you need/want to talk, say hi!
grayness:
Good to see you drop by... I hope all health issues are soon a faded memory. 
Two job offers. What to do, what to do... 
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nay_____:
do me?
grayness:
You've been quiet quite a while. I miss you! 
Finally here! 
I'm still busy unpacking and trying to get settled in, but I'll do my best to get all caught up.
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sylvan:
its *aaall* going to be okay love ^_^ x
grayness:
How have you been lately? You've been missed.
just checking in to say all is well.
can't wait to get back on and catch up on what's going on with everyone.
can't wait to get back on and catch up on what's going on with everyone.
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violethaze:
hey sweetheart! i hope all is well and that you have a safe move here!
1sailor:
So It's been about two weeks .I hope your move is going ok.
So. I am getting everything out of my parent's house.
I will be staying with my grandparents for the next two weeks before I go to Illinois to be with Iggy.
I won't have internet access while I'm there.
So, talk to you in a couple of weeks.
I will be staying with my grandparents for the next two weeks before I go to Illinois to be with Iggy.
I won't have internet access while I'm there.
So, talk to you in a couple of weeks.
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justplaindoomed:
da Nois?!! Crazy...
violethaze:
maybe you'll be closer to meee!
stupid girl. i know better.
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tntkatie:
we all have moments where the stupid girl takes over. just gotta bitch slap her back.
*bangs head against wall*
Panic attacks suck ass and make me feel pathetic. To everybody around me, it seems like I am throwing a child's temper tantrum, to me... all I can feel is my throat closing up so tight I feel like my breath is being choked from me, my heart beating so fast like it's about to pound right out of my chest,...
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Panic attacks suck ass and make me feel pathetic. To everybody around me, it seems like I am throwing a child's temper tantrum, to me... all I can feel is my throat closing up so tight I feel like my breath is being choked from me, my heart beating so fast like it's about to pound right out of my chest,...
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violethaze:
how are you feeling sweetheart?
violethaze:
oh honey it's because i love ya!!!!
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coffeelove:
Auch, I do hope you'll have insurance again soon! ♥
I have been dealing with this for a year and it's taken a while getting to the point of me actually getting medication and help.
I hope it will work out for you too, cause panic disorder really sucks
I have been dealing with this for a year and it's taken a while getting to the point of me actually getting medication and help.
I hope it will work out for you too, cause panic disorder really sucks
i just bought a one way ticket to chicago. 
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grayness:
That's far less expensive than buying Chicago a one way ticket to you.
the_swill:
Nice move. Chicago is amazing.
I completely agree with Pom's statement......