'i am milk.
i am red hot kitchen.
and i am cool,
as cool as the deep blue ocean.
i am lost,
so i am cruel.
but i'd be love and sweetness
if i had you.
i'm waiting
i'm waiting
for you.
i am weak.
but i am strong.
i can use my tears to bring you home.
i'm waiting
i'm waiting
for you.
i...
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i am red hot kitchen.
and i am cool,
as cool as the deep blue ocean.
i am lost,
so i am cruel.
but i'd be love and sweetness
if i had you.
i'm waiting
i'm waiting
for you.
i am weak.
but i am strong.
i can use my tears to bring you home.
i'm waiting
i'm waiting
for you.
i...
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'i'm not going down on my knees
begging you to adore me.
can't you see it's misery
and torture for me -
when i'm misunderstood.
try as hard as you can, i've tried as hard as i could
to make you see -
how important it is to me.
here is a plea
from my heart to you.
nobody knows me
as well as you...
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begging you to adore me.
can't you see it's misery
and torture for me -
when i'm misunderstood.
try as hard as you can, i've tried as hard as i could
to make you see -
how important it is to me.
here is a plea
from my heart to you.
nobody knows me
as well as you...
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ironbhr:
next friday....
'don't ask me to slow down now.
don't ask me to try to tell you everything.'
not all that much goin on here this lovely morning. facing my long day, but a good show at the end of it, should be fun.
and okay, honey, 'cause you asked, a compromise. i won't change my profile pic, i like it way too much. but i...
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don't ask me to try to tell you everything.'
not all that much goin on here this lovely morning. facing my long day, but a good show at the end of it, should be fun.
and okay, honey, 'cause you asked, a compromise. i won't change my profile pic, i like it way too much. but i...
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binkymcqueen:
HA-I can tell what hood you live in by the grill and light switch! So many Denver bands-I know tons of people from that scene....glad to be away though-thanks for the kind words.....and my god-if you ever come to Philly you and June are not allowed to go outside....to much trouble and the coldenginelogic man....I would be lucky to wake up alive....
karalynn:
I love the picture!!!! 
'this is it...
it's time for you to go to the wire.
you will hit...
'cause you got the burnin' desire.
it's your time -
you got the horn so why don't you blow it.
it's your time -
you're filthy cute and baby you know it.'
damn if it weren't a busy weekend... shit, when did i last update - saturday morning after the...
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it's time for you to go to the wire.
you will hit...
'cause you got the burnin' desire.
it's your time -
you got the horn so why don't you blow it.
it's your time -
you're filthy cute and baby you know it.'
damn if it weren't a busy weekend... shit, when did i last update - saturday morning after the...
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dusty311:
grrrrr, i miss you, thanks for the smile you.
your so kind to me, so have a lovely day you
your so kind to me, so have a lovely day you
karalynn:
Changed my alias from saberducky
'all i do is dream of you
the whole night through,
with the dawn i still go on
dreaming of you.'
concrete blonde show last night was absolutely amazing. just glorious. got there in good time to get all the way up front (close enough to see the bow on her bra
. the opening band was devotchka, a great local band that's sort...
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the whole night through,
with the dawn i still go on
dreaming of you.'
concrete blonde show last night was absolutely amazing. just glorious. got there in good time to get all the way up front (close enough to see the bow on her bra
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somewhat_damaged:
i cant do anything..no money..no car..no friends...
azrael_abyss:
Kick ass about concrete blonde. I haven't seen a good concert since I was in Jax last. and YAY for cleaning. it always makes me feel better when I do it. I'm a neat freak, but I'm also lazy 
Those two things don't mesh well together.
Those two things don't mesh well together.'swinging on a star,
dancing around,
this is so bizarre,
maybe i better come down.
tonight i'll be with you.
tonight i'll be with you.'
don't i wish. damn if i'm not melancholy as all fuck today. so be it. even if i won't be with you tonight, i will have fun. i have spoken. grr.
tonight concrete blonde will be playing at the gothic....
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dancing around,
this is so bizarre,
maybe i better come down.
tonight i'll be with you.
tonight i'll be with you.'
don't i wish. damn if i'm not melancholy as all fuck today. so be it. even if i won't be with you tonight, i will have fun. i have spoken. grr.
tonight concrete blonde will be playing at the gothic....
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junecleavage:
i'm a veggie gal too...raised that way so i didn't really have much say in that matter...now jam...and preserves...those i'll "do"...speaking of annie's...coldenginelogic was a sous chef for years and the only young caucasion chef in Annie's for quite some time...you may have admired his manliness from 1998 - 2003...heh...small world... 
'waiting is the hardest thing -
it's strange i feel like i've known you before.
i tell myself that if i believe in you -
and i want to understand you.
in the dream of you,
more and more,
with all my heart and all my soul,
when i'm with you,
that by sheer force of will
(i feel like a magical child)
i will...
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it's strange i feel like i've known you before.
i tell myself that if i believe in you -
and i want to understand you.
in the dream of you,
more and more,
with all my heart and all my soul,
when i'm with you,
that by sheer force of will
(i feel like a magical child)
i will...
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sgmonotony:
good wishes , thoughts to you. Been chatting with iron, thanks for the journal note
somewhat_damaged:
your really pritty...
'i want to make violent love
to you 'neath the moon above.
i want to make violent love to you.
i want to kiss every night,
to squeeze and hold you tight tight tight.
i want to make violent love to you.
i don't want to seem frantic.
i don't wanna cramp your style.
you're driving me into a panic -
you're just gonna drive...
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to you 'neath the moon above.
i want to make violent love to you.
i want to kiss every night,
to squeeze and hold you tight tight tight.
i want to make violent love to you.
i don't want to seem frantic.
i don't wanna cramp your style.
you're driving me into a panic -
you're just gonna drive...
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sexykitten:
Hi Sexy Lady,
Well Mothers days didnt go as good as i p;anned but, it was still nice.....Ty for asking.
I'm sorry but I have to do this .... HOW ABOUT THOSE CUBBIES????!!!!hehehehe 
I miss you very much to I hope that we might be able to get our days in synk someday to actually talk...But my love until then...... and hope to talk to ya soon sweetness
Well Mothers days didnt go as good as i p;anned but, it was still nice.....Ty for asking.
I'm sorry but I have to do this .... HOW ABOUT THOSE CUBBIES????!!!!hehehehe I miss you very much to I hope that we might be able to get our days in synk someday to actually talk...But my love until then...... and hope to talk to ya soon sweetness
goodlordyshorty:
Ahhh, another southern bell!! Come join the SGAL group!! I love what you put under your stats, I'm gonna have to steal the move curves than the mississippi line. That one is just to good. I'd love to send you a post card from Cali. I promise it will have a very cheesy touristy type picture on it. Send me an email through my contact tab if you want one. I hope the belly feels better, I know how that goes, and I hate it!!
'joey, baby - dont get crazy.
detours. fences -- i get defensive.
i know youve heard it all before,
so i dont say it anymore,
i just stand by and watch you fight your secret war.
although i used to wonder why,
i used to cry 'til i was dry,
still sometimes i get a strange pain inside.
oh, joey, if youre hurting so am...
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detours. fences -- i get defensive.
i know youve heard it all before,
so i dont say it anymore,
i just stand by and watch you fight your secret war.
although i used to wonder why,
i used to cry 'til i was dry,
still sometimes i get a strange pain inside.
oh, joey, if youre hurting so am...
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dollbabyamy:
1st of all, I don't wanna hear any more about you sobbing. anytime, over anything. it makes me sad. I wanna give you a big hug and you are wicked far away. My arms are entirely too short and gas and plane tickets are entirely too expensive now.
2nd of all, love and honesty both hurt sometimes, but without either of those in a person, they are nothing. Sometimes you have to hurt or be hurt in order to grow and realize the depth of yourself and the love you have for someone.
And 3rd, don't worry about sharing yourself all at once. It's ok to keep some things inside...part of a relationship is that period where you are learning to open up and learning to share what's in your heart and soul- no matter what it is. If you don't take the time to develop that part of the relationship- meaning, open yourself up little by little- then you lose the meaning of it all. Believe me, I know this from experience.
2nd of all, love and honesty both hurt sometimes, but without either of those in a person, they are nothing. Sometimes you have to hurt or be hurt in order to grow and realize the depth of yourself and the love you have for someone.
And 3rd, don't worry about sharing yourself all at once. It's ok to keep some things inside...part of a relationship is that period where you are learning to open up and learning to share what's in your heart and soul- no matter what it is. If you don't take the time to develop that part of the relationship- meaning, open yourself up little by little- then you lose the meaning of it all. Believe me, I know this from experience.
scorpio_:
Kisses, darling.
'eat my imagination.
taste my imaginary friend.
i know your ass is fine.
but i'm the only one who can say -
that it's mine.'
i think that may be the first time i've used the lyrics to an entire song up there... good for me, lol.
hard to believe that a week ago i was driving in the snow and exhausted from one supersuckers...
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taste my imaginary friend.
i know your ass is fine.
but i'm the only one who can say -
that it's mine.'
i think that may be the first time i've used the lyrics to an entire song up there... good for me, lol.
hard to believe that a week ago i was driving in the snow and exhausted from one supersuckers...
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aoife:
I'm down. Just give me a ring and let me know when you wanna meet up!
Iris is the best. It's $37 for a haircut, but I find her hair skills and her personality worth every penny. The owner, Michelle, is radness too--she did my eyebrows once upon a time when I got super lazy and decided to spoil myself. She also does facials and stuff.
Gawd, I sound like an ad. I love them, though.
Iris is the best. It's $37 for a haircut, but I find her hair skills and her personality worth every penny. The owner, Michelle, is radness too--she did my eyebrows once upon a time when I got super lazy and decided to spoil myself. She also does facials and stuff.
Gawd, I sound like an ad. I love them, though.
junecleavage:
irises are my favorite too...very cool...and they do live in the flower box of degredation here...but we are moving...and that's all that matters...many kisses and springtime sprints for you sweets
'and all the angry young boys (and all the angry young girls)
theyre making angry loud noises (kicking back at the the world).
and all the angry young boys (and all the angry young girls).
superstar, thats what you are.'
quick note, 'cause i didn't really like havin the other one up there. i'm good now, it's all good.
got cookies mailed off... and a...
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theyre making angry loud noises (kicking back at the the world).
and all the angry young boys (and all the angry young girls).
superstar, thats what you are.'
quick note, 'cause i didn't really like havin the other one up there. i'm good now, it's all good.
got cookies mailed off... and a...
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sgmonotony:
Sam , that sounds like a clinical panic attack you had.
That inability to breath with the increased heartrate and adrenaline.
Could be overtired, doesnt have to be directly related to any thought you might be having.
The parasympathetic nervous system accelerates and creates exactly the symptom cluster you defined.
It took me 20 yrs to find out about panic attacks, trying to save you a little time.
You cant go just anywhere on the internet to find info, many people trying to sell shit.
I ll try to find a decent reference for you.
It might be a combination of factors that converged that evening. They are responsive to treatment
That inability to breath with the increased heartrate and adrenaline.
Could be overtired, doesnt have to be directly related to any thought you might be having.
The parasympathetic nervous system accelerates and creates exactly the symptom cluster you defined.
It took me 20 yrs to find out about panic attacks, trying to save you a little time.
You cant go just anywhere on the internet to find info, many people trying to sell shit.
I ll try to find a decent reference for you.
It might be a combination of factors that converged that evening. They are responsive to treatment
wofats:
our own little Tony Soprano. ;-)
'i am extraordinary
if you'd ever get to know me.
i am extraordinary,
i'm just your ordinary
average everyday sane psycho supergoddess,
average everyday sane psycho.'
so, i had a new experience this morning. went to my gyn (no, that's not the new experience!) to get fitted for a diaphragm!! 
my doc was funny about it, though. he said to me, 'i thought i told...
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if you'd ever get to know me.
i am extraordinary,
i'm just your ordinary
average everyday sane psycho supergoddess,
average everyday sane psycho.'
so,
i had a new experience this morning. went to my gyn (no, that's not the new experience!) to get fitted for a diaphragm!!
my doc was funny about it, though. he said to me, 'i thought i told...
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surlyclown:
Liz Phair rocks!
It's funny, when I first read your post, I thought 'gyn' was a typo for the gym. My next thought was..."wow, Bally's is pretty progressive now, handing out birth control and all..."
I'm a dork...
It's funny, when I first read your post, I thought 'gyn' was a typo for the gym. My next thought was..."wow, Bally's is pretty progressive now, handing out birth control and all..."
I'm a dork...
I hope your evening is the toppermost of the uppermost!