sakita

so these friends of ours had a baby girl like 3 months after erech was born. sunday their little girl died of sids. that is so fucking sad. i dont know how they can stand it. i would not be able to.

i took the day off, because i woke up with such a headache. i was dizzy and nauseous. migraines strike me about 1 time a month. im used to it. seriously.
i want to upload pics but the baby sucked on my phone and it is ruined. i need a new phone.
thedrunkmunk is back, i missed him. now if alisa would message, or sabbath13...
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so..after a year of bitching i finally got an appointment for a consultation about getting my plastic surgery. i have lost 160 pounds in the last two years and as you can imagine i have some extra skin. it actually didnt come til after i was pregnant but i hate it. it makes me ashamed of my body. even more than when i was fat....
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my back hurts. my shoulders ache. hurt hurt hurt...

ok so im tired of being told to suck it up. look, i gave an opinion, and if you dont like it, or if im being a pussy to you well too fucking bad.

have you ever been so frustrated with some one that you wanted to punch them between the eyes. i dont even know if that is possible.

we bought tickets to come to the states. i miss my family so much, and we have discussed moving back home. i like the midwest but kansas city has too many tornado watches for my taste. Was thinking Northwest...
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got my nipples pierced.
itchy
maybe will put pics up later.
hugs to all

i pierced both of my nipples. they are itchy.
maybe i will post pics some day.

today at work was fucking weird. i get tired of defending my self because i happen to be american. grow the fuck up. geez americans are no smarter nor more stupid than any other nationality.

i am sick as a fucking dog. hot then cold then boiling, then sweating, then chills. fucking hell.
i have been off work for 3 days.
nothing can be done for it though, it is a cold a bloody cuntfucking cold.

cunt fucking apparently is two words. nah... it cant be.

so dizzy off to lay down.

so the guy who called me a piss weak punk rocker got fired. i knew he would. he caused so much trouble. he tried to blame it on his meds. what evs.
my baby is crying cuz he bumped his head and is tired.
i got an xbox 360 yesterday. cant wait to try it out. i have to wait until the baby is asleep....
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