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I love darkness.

We are born from it, we will die into it
The skeletal naked trees make me
Smile but wince in the frost
Comfort for the weary
The solitude of the flame binds
A deadly pyre to our ambrosial history
The fog conceals a world of regeneration
From seemingly eerie scenery
Through summer, I mist
Bask in the frozen misery
May cobwebs glisten...
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auburn:
so gripping, i love this
metlar:
That's awesome dude! You gotta post more!!!!!!
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I thought I would illustrate how gross my boyfriend is. AND you thought the bo blow was bad??? If you don't know what the BO blow is it's when he lifts his arm pit after a long hard day at work. Stinkin' and sweaty..... One night before it all started, my love and I were lying on the bed, he lovingly put his...
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ron4164:
smile Time for some payback!
whereisit:
Love the cover of Venus in Furs!
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The year is 1870. The Masoch revolution begins.

The Scene. The girl. The dark horse.
You're a man. Wealthy, calculating, with an insatiable lust for power and everything indulgent. The estate is built from your fathers' exports of the exotic and alcoholic. A trade in demand made famous by carrying the body of Admiral Nelson in casket of rum. Time hasn't waited, it...
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ron4164:
Well there is one raven haired Courtesan in that photo!!!
Awesome writing, wicked band photo!!!
Hope you are doing well. kiss kiss love
dyselic:
Wonderful Imagery!
I hope you will continue to write more often! smile
x
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WE've made it into NME!!! smile

We pissed our little panties when we found out a day after our release that we were going to have our video featured on the front page of NME. It's a big thing considering we are complete unknowns. (Yeehhaa grandmaaa!)

I am the proud guitarist of an all girl group in London called The Courtesans. We're on...
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ron4164:
Whoa! Awesome video, and song!!!!
Congrats! kiss kiss love
saffire:
We're the 3rd most watched video on the site!!! We've topped Foo Fighters, Noel Gallagher and Arctic Monkeys, Can't believe it. It's unreal. Thank you peops smile means a lot xx
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Check out this vid I did. It was for my friends group. I had to pretend I was on drugs, it wasn't hard... coz I actually was. haha xxx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sLVSlPqVap0&feature=youtu.be
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severin:
Hello. Tha twas great, thanks! ooo aaa
severin:
Hey, thanks x. I wish i'd read Venus in Furs first! I read 120 Days when i was sixteen & it warped my fragile little mind...
Would you ever do another VU/Lou Reed cover? Pale Blue Eyes/Heroin/Sweet Jane/Rock n Roll?
I want to do everything i can to fight poverty. today, i punched a tramp. boom boom x.
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Ladies and gentle wankers, just in case you haven't had the chance, I've got a new LIVE all girl dirty pop band called The Courtesans. We've started public relations but we're not intending to crazy till around March time. So we're leaking bits out here and there. We're lucky to have such a wonderful team and amazing manager backing...
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rogue:
smitten
mattacme:
Very exciting, please let us know as things go forward.

Happy Holidays!
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Ok peoples, here's a sneak preview of my all girl band clip. We're going mainstream soon, it's a bit scary!!! Check it out!!!
xxx
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kPW3DVWO4A
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ron4164:
love love
Awesome teaser video!
You look great! kiss kiss
inkpuppy:
Looking good! Very good. Tour planned? smile
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I gots da cancerz
Dermatofibrosarcoma Protuberans Incompetans (cancer)

Told you so.
From the age of 21 I visited 4 doctors complaining of an irritable inverted lump that seems to be manifesting just below my rib cage on the left handside. The last doctor decided to refer me on to a dermatologist, who then sent me for a biopsy... All of them said the operation was...
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tillykate:
stumbled across your birthday balloon so happy birthday smile
i also read your blog and hope you're feeling much much better, biggest congrats on your all clear. ive spent my fair share of time in hospital and although your scar's got a good five inches on mine i remember the immediate time after very well, and yes agreed, they do always tell you the best bits last, i did not have a bed pan but i did get woken up at 5am to be told "we've decided to take your drains out now, it'll feel a bit like we're pulling worms out of your body but it doesn't hurt that much... then you can go right back to sleep!" delightful. you sound like a fuckin trooper and for that go you.
as for the fucked up the beach thing? you'll still be the biggest hottie down skeggy next summer i'm sure wink
xx
evangelin:
Yes people care about you - Get used to it dollwinkkiss
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Well it was a long story... It was all dark and I could hear mumbling, it was so hard to get around like being trapped in like a maple syrup, talk about stuffy! There were others around me, I knew we were fighting the same cause, a strong sense of comradery. didn't know em though. We went round a few bends, then I became...
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ra0ul:
Your blog is fucking hilarious.
spartan38:
hi, thanks for your comment, but i don't have facefuck lol, i deleted all my accounts in social networks, i was bored :X, anyway you can keep reading my blog, speak tru here or msn i guess smile
kiss*
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Poo and Putting on weight...

Is it just me or has everyone been letting themselves go a little bit. I got so upset last week... I usually weigh 8st, now I weigh 9. It was such a shock for someone of my stature, I had the biggest bloated belly that happened over night, I looked 7 months pregnant. Maybe it's because I hadn't...
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reena:
I know the feeling - except i could do to lose at least 3 stone. Ahhhh!
odissi:
hell yeah still down to collab missy! we should plan a studio party someday soon smile Im gonna be working at the essex studios quite a bit in July... you should pop down one evening and we can have a proper geek out over the sequencer smile

xo
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Farting.

When you need to fart and you're in the comfort of your own home, or friends home, or home or where ever. Then do a hand stand and try your hardest to fart while arse over tit. I have done this a good few times, going red in the face.

Can you take the farting upside down challenge? Is it possible?

xx
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leilani:
hey hunny! i finish this week so im free ne time except the 26th (ethics exam) but i now live in chelmsford so not far from u unless u've moved. We should definately do a shoot soon, im trying to do as many as I can. Also im trying to set up my own website so would like to shoot other things if u dont mind. Just let me know when ur free and if u have a place to shoot coz i live with my boy and his parents so cant really unless i sneak u in during the day but would be easier if i didnt have to! xxx
ferinus:
Hahaha that's great.. I'm sure that will go down well and I might make a couple of additions skull