Payday but alas no check for me,
Christmas break = no work = no check = no fun.
I just realized how bad my profile pic is, why does no-one ever tell you oh well
Wow this journal sucks, nothing to it, I hardly can read it myself, arrrggghhh!!! I feel like Charlie Brown. Born loser eh chuck?
Fuck off!
Lotd: korn
Pick me up...
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Christmas break = no work = no check = no fun.
I just realized how bad my profile pic is, why does no-one ever tell you oh well
Wow this journal sucks, nothing to it, I hardly can read it myself, arrrggghhh!!! I feel like Charlie Brown. Born loser eh chuck?
Fuck off!
Lotd: korn
Pick me up...
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Well the only good thing this holidays was seeing my family so fuck the rest
and to you "LIFE"
Fuck you, bleed it out and kiss my ass.
Todays lyric:
Loneliness is not a phase
Field of pain is where I graze
Serenity is far away
Saw my reflection and cried, hey
So little hope that I died, oh
Feed me your lies, open wide,...
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and to you "LIFE"
Fuck you, bleed it out and kiss my ass.
Todays lyric:
Loneliness is not a phase
Field of pain is where I graze
Serenity is far away
Saw my reflection and cried, hey
So little hope that I died, oh
Feed me your lies, open wide,...
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deanna:
lol seeing my family isnt even a plus for holidays
beat that bitch
beat that bitch
I wont whine about shit today.
The new year is coming I promised myself to lose at least 20 pounds .
Its really warm here today.
Q.1. Ever want to just curl up in a ball and hide there for as long as you can?
Boring journal today I just cant seem to get out of the fog I am in.
So Lyrics of the...
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The new year is coming I promised myself to lose at least 20 pounds .
Its really warm here today.
Q.1. Ever want to just curl up in a ball and hide there for as long as you can?
Boring journal today I just cant seem to get out of the fog I am in.
So Lyrics of the...
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friedbanana:
Happy New Year to you too, man!
Ever want to just curl up in a ball and hide there for as long as you can?
YES.
Ever want to just curl up in a ball and hide there for as long as you can?
YES.
lucks:
hmm, yep.. I have a special blanket for that..
Happy 2005, sweet thang.
Happy 2005, sweet thang.
Merry Fucking whatever. good times have begun my son has just gone to sleep after some long cuddles with daddy awww..
Its a lonely time even though I am surrounded by people.
Funny thing is I dressed up tonight primped even just to be impressive but why? I went out of my way to look good even shaved.
I feel so empty.
F.A.M = fact...
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Its a lonely time even though I am surrounded by people.
Funny thing is I dressed up tonight primped even just to be impressive but why? I went out of my way to look good even shaved.
I feel so empty.
F.A.M = fact...
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lucks:
I'm unable to hear you sing if my right ear is plugged. 
cuddles with daddy? I just might hurl.. though I'm sure he's cool and I admire dedicated parents who are still (I'm sorry to use the phrase) 'hip to the world' <---eww, do you feel sullied now? I sure do.
it's just that I have this phobia of children. deep seeded.. I can't explain it.. some people don't like tarantulas.. and I think that's wierd.
cuddles with daddy? I just might hurl.. though I'm sure he's cool and I admire dedicated parents who are still (I'm sorry to use the phrase) 'hip to the world' <---eww, do you feel sullied now? I sure do.
it's just that I have this phobia of children. deep seeded.. I can't explain it.. some people don't like tarantulas.. and I think that's wierd.
sixothree:
hello
I will keep it simple today
To shave my head or not to shave my head? I keep being drawn to dreads
Order chinese or pizza?
To pretend to enjoy my life as it sits or bleed out as has been the pattern?
Ya go ahead bleed me out, beat me down kick exotic foods in my face and shave my ass and my head...
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To shave my head or not to shave my head? I keep being drawn to dreads
Order chinese or pizza?
To pretend to enjoy my life as it sits or bleed out as has been the pattern?
Ya go ahead bleed me out, beat me down kick exotic foods in my face and shave my ass and my head...
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friedbanana:
Thanks and welcome back yourself.
mistakesmade:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MM
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
MM
Ok , Im back and with a vengance.
1. Please feel free to drop me a line (i dont give a fuck who you are just say hello)
2. Dont judge me too harshly I can rub people the wrong way at first but judge me all the same.
3. I have become very introverted in the last few years so pardon my lack of...
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1. Please feel free to drop me a line (i dont give a fuck who you are just say hello)
2. Dont judge me too harshly I can rub people the wrong way at first but judge me all the same.
3. I have become very introverted in the last few years so pardon my lack of...
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lucks:
my personal opinion, not that you give a fuck, is to re-grow your spine, try to feel something other than pain, physical or metaphoric, and stay as far away from Christmas cheer as you possibly can. love is just a word. it doesn't mean a fuckin thing. Merry fricken ho ho..
runk:
I know...it's such an absurd statement, but if you just think about it, it makes you laugh.
How's your boy doing?
How's your boy doing?
Well I'm Back.
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mistakesmade:
NIce to know ya 
evilwillow:
nice to see you back around, punk ass!
how has the world been for you since we last heard from you?
agent.....isn't around at the moment. long story....I'm sure he'll be back eventually.
how has the world been for you since we last heard from you?
agent.....isn't around at the moment. long story....I'm sure he'll be back eventually.
Ok long time no updates!
Reason: life has thrown me another curve ball, My ex and I are talking again i got to see my son more than usual, i still love this chick, and i think were going to try to have a relationship again. some times life kicks ya in the nuts when your down , sometimes it helps you back up off...
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Reason: life has thrown me another curve ball, My ex and I are talking again i got to see my son more than usual, i still love this chick, and i think were going to try to have a relationship again. some times life kicks ya in the nuts when your down , sometimes it helps you back up off...
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alpha_hazard:
ooh...those are pretty nice..I can't wait to see more...
Anyway...it's good that you are talking to your ex...I stopped talking to mine and she got a little crazy the next time we spoke....which I suppose isn't neccesarily anyone's fault..but still...it's weird...
I hope things go well for a while...if not for w hile...at least long enough to be comfortable...
Anyway...it's good that you are talking to your ex...I stopped talking to mine and she got a little crazy the next time we spoke....which I suppose isn't neccesarily anyone's fault..but still...it's weird...
I hope things go well for a while...if not for w hile...at least long enough to be comfortable...
evilwillow:
check out teh awesomeness of evil.
this is a generic message to all of the people on my friends list. I have reached the point where I must accept the slackass nature of myself and accept that I will never respond to each person who told me happy birthday individually. so...this is like a memo.
if you told me happy birthday; thank you. IRL, no one did outside of family...so y'all just rocked my socks.
if you didn't tell me happy birthday...well. fuck off.
xoxox
wil
this is a generic message to all of the people on my friends list. I have reached the point where I must accept the slackass nature of myself and accept that I will never respond to each person who told me happy birthday individually. so...this is like a memo.
if you told me happy birthday; thank you. IRL, no one did outside of family...so y'all just rocked my socks.
if you didn't tell me happy birthday...well. fuck off.
xoxox
wil
Where has the time gone im sooooo busy i never know what day it is anymore and getting time for this site? i think not . I wont give up though see yall soon
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xbronzebeautyx:
i hate being soo busy....hope everything is going well thru it all =]
mistakesmade:
Our very own Vixen is up for this months Bizarre Beauty... she's in first by a small margin..... do your part and vote to keep her in first! Post this link in your journal or send it to friends to help!!
VOTE VIXEN!
VOTE VIXEN!
Hint's for life!
- If a man beside a big glass truck tries to stop you from racing thrue a light, it may be for a good reason.
can you say four car accident caused by woman racing thrue a red light while flipping off a construction worker and talking on a phone
Dumbass!
I got scammed on ebay! but ebay has returned my funds...
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- If a man beside a big glass truck tries to stop you from racing thrue a light, it may be for a good reason.
can you say four car accident caused by woman racing thrue a red light while flipping off a construction worker and talking on a phone
Dumbass!
I got scammed on ebay! but ebay has returned my funds...
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mistakesmade:
1. Are you currently looking for everlasting love or just a relationship/fling?
I am incredibly in love with my boyfriend Ross and it is certainly WAY more then a fling.
2. Do you take time to yourself just to think and relax?
I try to. Sometimes shit gets crazy with work but I try to give myself at least an few hours every week.
3. Do you ever bore the hell outa yourself?
Usually not, I'm either with Ross or on the comp.... I'm actually very rarely bored.
I am incredibly in love with my boyfriend Ross and it is certainly WAY more then a fling.
2. Do you take time to yourself just to think and relax?
I try to. Sometimes shit gets crazy with work but I try to give myself at least an few hours every week.
3. Do you ever bore the hell outa yourself?
Usually not, I'm either with Ross or on the comp.... I'm actually very rarely bored.
alpha_hazard:
I wish I could say the same for amazon...You know when an amazon merchant disappears they don't reimburse you? Lame!
ANyway. It's still good that Ebay will. Yay!
But that driving through a red light sounds like a lot of fun, Yay Cell Phones in Cars!
1. I have found both within myself....being almost a perfect Narcistist (in the true Muthological meaning, not some freaky freudian sense of the word)
2. I take time quite often to think and relax, although, usssually it's somebody else's time!
3. Yes, quite often I do bore myself with my incessant squabbling and self centeredness....Like I said "I think I need some help"
Now that the freaky dude has beared...bared...baird...his soul, he will go eat food and read books.
ANyway. It's still good that Ebay will. Yay!
But that driving through a red light sounds like a lot of fun, Yay Cell Phones in Cars!
1. I have found both within myself....being almost a perfect Narcistist (in the true Muthological meaning, not some freaky freudian sense of the word)
2. I take time quite often to think and relax, although, usssually it's somebody else's time!
3. Yes, quite often I do bore myself with my incessant squabbling and self centeredness....Like I said "I think I need some help"
Now that the freaky dude has beared...bared...baird...his soul, he will go eat food and read books.
I have not been on much , work is crazy.
I dont feel very opinionated so i have nothing good to say.
I dont feel very opinionated so i have nothing good to say.
friedbanana:
something will come soon...
xbronzebeautyx:
well i hope everything is going well for you!!!
Isnt life wierd, you think your going down the worst path you could of found, but then you see some bastard falling right off the cliff into some jaggy rocks. suddenly life aint that bad.
runk:
It's like a paramedic told me once: "Remember, every time you hear sirens, that means someone is having a worse day than you are!"
and I like korn. they have their place.. when I'm bitter and hostile, and maybe in danger of hurting myself, I listen to Korn and all of a sudden I feel like breaking things or throwing beer bottles at random roadsigns. healthy external expression..