I feel exposed.
It is my mind that I shield.
To be ever so careful.
My nude body does not affect me.
It is the sharing of my mind.
My words.
My soul.
I am weak.
I am vulnerable.
I want to be moved.
Touched.
Maybe to show to much.
Split me open.
I want you to taste my skin.
Not see my blood.
My...
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It is my mind that I shield.
To be ever so careful.
My nude body does not affect me.
It is the sharing of my mind.
My words.
My soul.
I am weak.
I am vulnerable.
I want to be moved.
Touched.
Maybe to show to much.
Split me open.
I want you to taste my skin.
Not see my blood.
My...
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what? there are nakie girls on this site?!? oh my!
i am in a far better mood right now, as opposed to this morning. i will get an awesome job and i will be super happy! i will also rule the world wahahahaha! i have now obviously entered my manic phase.
*you are an obsession, my obsession, who do you you want me to be...
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nudwig:
nekkid gurls?
taichiman:
nud-IT E
lets make it fucked up
today i woke myself up somewhat early to go 2nd job hunting. i have been living in a fantasy world for the past few months. then all of a sudden rent is due, along with bills, groceries, etc. wake up!!!! i guess it doesn't help feeling slightly depressed. its hard to get out of bed and get motivated. i have...
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today i woke myself up somewhat early to go 2nd job hunting. i have been living in a fantasy world for the past few months. then all of a sudden rent is due, along with bills, groceries, etc. wake up!!!! i guess it doesn't help feeling slightly depressed. its hard to get out of bed and get motivated. i have...
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drstinkypants:
yes. most of the time thats all i want.
but you cant always get what you want
but you cant always get what you want
atomic_tiki:
totally
coldness over darkness. she came over to give me some flowers and milk. she said it would be okay for me to drink the milk. she skips off with her brown paper bag.
what does she want? she bothers me. her voice, it's disgusting. her hair is smothering me. her face, atrocious. speak or she will surely kill you. she murders in numbers and with...
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what does she want? she bothers me. her voice, it's disgusting. her hair is smothering me. her face, atrocious. speak or she will surely kill you. she murders in numbers and with...
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reddleman:
I'm glad to see you aren't filled with false new year's cheer. Your words make me want to write like in a way I've never been able to. And your eyes make me want to stare at my screen with a silly smile on my face for the rest of the night. Happy New Year.
nudwig:
your soul! watchout!
ha ha, yeah, I'm getting old
ha ha, yeah, I'm getting old
having one of those days. not much brain activity. i slept all night and day. watched *heavenly creatures* the uncut version. went to see a fire show. left feeling all hot and bothered. so basically quite a boring scene at *snow's* place. i am off.......to read a book and cuddle with the couch.
take me. your dirty heart. die in my arms. sleep in my...
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tanar:
Torture away. And Happy New Year CB
joyrider:
i was thinking earlier that someone should start a poetry group on SG. i thought about doing it, but i am already an admin on a different group (industrial + synthpop music!). what do you think?
happy new year, snowgirl. i hope it is a beautiful one.
happy new year, snowgirl. i hope it is a beautiful one.
i smell like sex.
sweaty hair and dirty fingernails.
sour apples with peanut butter.
lungs rising, while our hearts are burning.
switchblade in the middle of the bed.
your cuts are not as deep as mine.
salty lips.
voices sound so comforting.
teeth that are so sharp.
i will taste you for days.
make me your angel.
sticky sweet and tired.
i smell like sex....
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sweaty hair and dirty fingernails.
sour apples with peanut butter.
lungs rising, while our hearts are burning.
switchblade in the middle of the bed.
your cuts are not as deep as mine.
salty lips.
voices sound so comforting.
teeth that are so sharp.
i will taste you for days.
make me your angel.
sticky sweet and tired.
i smell like sex....
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boojiboy:
Grabs blade and inserts between teeth. Assumes a wrestling stance. You scream and run to the other side of the bed. Aarrgh! Pirate Booji jumps up and swings by the light fixture over the bed. He's upon you and grunting. You panic and kick him in the junk. So much for walking the plank. Snow, the scandalous siren of the sea says... "Give me listerine and a hot shower. I'm over it you jackass." Booji says "Aarrgh!" but this time from the fetal position.
Your poetry is amazing MassageGirl. I was just in one of these moods when I read it.
Booji
Your poetry is amazing MassageGirl. I was just in one of these moods when I read it.
Booji
pipsqueak:
god help me....I'm horny. Where did you come from?
[Edited on Dec 30, 2002]
[Edited on Dec 30, 2002]
can this dream be real
can i really call myself "we" if there is only one of us to be seen
is the blood spilling onto the floor mine or yours or some woman who calls herself "envy"
was the opium for dinner or just an evening snack
why am i alone
why aren't you here
my eyes are rolling up towards the sun, but...
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can i really call myself "we" if there is only one of us to be seen
is the blood spilling onto the floor mine or yours or some woman who calls herself "envy"
was the opium for dinner or just an evening snack
why am i alone
why aren't you here
my eyes are rolling up towards the sun, but...
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nebajoth:
Lady, what makes you feel like this isn't real?
donavan63:
no more drugs for you!!!
i found some poems today. they are dated January 5, 1995. they were for a creative writing class i took, my sophomore year in high school. they are awful in my eyes. i know that when i wrote them, they meant something. they were my medication, my counseling. that was a sad time.
feel the water dripping, leaving nothing but a stain.
i think i...
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feel the water dripping, leaving nothing but a stain.
i think i...
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tryptamine_____:
i love rereading my old poetry every great once and awhile. i filled books and books with tortured, angsty crap that i would be ashamed to waste ink on now. and yet i can read them and see how far i've come.
how long have you been writing? it'd be cool if you sent me something you've written.
how long have you been writing? it'd be cool if you sent me something you've written.
thirtyseven:
snow in both forms does make me happy, although i much prefer warmth over cold .. so i'd have to choose snow the girl. =]
sometimes i think about the fact that bettie page is still alive and it just seems so odd. and katherine hepburn. weird.
sometimes i think about the fact that bettie page is still alive and it just seems so odd. and katherine hepburn. weird.
her beauty was almost absurd
you felt compelled to turn your head...the other way
a black dragon
her eyes were sad her mind danger
her lips dripped papaya
the latin seeped from her belly
her bones were part of history
you felt compelled to turn your head...the other way
a black dragon
her eyes were sad her mind danger
her lips dripped papaya
the latin seeped from her belly
her bones were part of history
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nebajoth:
My journal sounded like fun? You've got a weird sense of fun, lady.
invinoveritas:
the black dragon
it is actually going to rain for the next few days. foggy rain bastards.
it will only snow in your dreams.
so make sure you throw a snowball at me.
have you checked out the new Anais set? this is my FAVORITE set on this whole damn site!!!!! it is so beautiful, i just had to gush about it here. i don't know what it...
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it will only snow in your dreams.
so make sure you throw a snowball at me.
have you checked out the new Anais set? this is my FAVORITE set on this whole damn site!!!!! it is so beautiful, i just had to gush about it here. i don't know what it...
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artfag:
I hope your doing well Kid. It sounds like you are. I wish all the best for ya'. Don't forget to wash behind your ears.
arik:
oh man, a snowball fight would rock! yeah it would! i haven't done that in so long.
mmm. cheesecake. i had really good cheesecake the other day.
mmm. cheesecake. i had really good cheesecake the other day.
Just got back from Seattle.........sort of an unexpected vacation. I am so proud of myself for not buying a damn thing! I did see some things that I *wanted*, but...
I was so tired driving on the way home. I had to stop half way and take a nap in my car. WalMart parking lot hehehe.
Sorry to all those that expected me at the...
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I was so tired driving on the way home. I had to stop half way and take a nap in my car. WalMart parking lot hehehe.
Sorry to all those that expected me at the...
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mayameow:
Meow meow meow mew! (Hi Snow Girl, yes I am sparkly becaause owner boy took that picture of me when I was astral travelling to Egypt. I like going to Egypt because they have a lot of respect for cats there. Well, not these days. These days they're kinda going through a lot of turmoil. But when I astral travel, I always go back in time to when Egypt was a groovy place. If you learn to astral travel then you won't have to get tired on the way home and sleep at Walmart. Much safer too. Oh and btw, if you let massagegirl out of the dungeon then tell her I want to give owner boy a massage for his New Year's gift since he was a good owner to me all year. Of course, he's going to pay for it since I'm only a cat and don't have a bank account. You should contact him at his AIM address when you get a chance. Hey wait a minute Miss Snow did you astral travel to Cambodia?! That's cool!)
freyja__:
horray for umm updated journals!
*dreaming of a [snow] white christmas*
*dreaming of a [snow] white christmas*
I only lie to myself. I wear this costume well.
Yes........it is going to *snow* on xmas day.
Yes........it is going to *snow* on xmas day.
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mirkwoodmaiden:
you're getting snow on x-mas? i pitty you. snow, the kind that falls from the sky, is evil. you know that right?
arik:
:-) i just hope it *snows* when i get back to seattle, in a week!
as for the lieing, if you can't lie to yourself, who can you lie to? :-)
as for the lieing, if you can't lie to yourself, who can you lie to? :-)
........................All The hURt In liFe................
...................We STOp tRying To cOntrOl thIngS..........
..........wE WANt tO Go sOmeWHere ELSe.......
.......wE aRe NOt ThReatEn By peOple ANy MoRE.......
....aLL oF ouR INSecURITIES haVe EvApoRatED....
.........wE aRe In thE CLOUdS nOW .........
.....................We're W I d E O P e N .......................
.......wE'Re SPacEmEN Orbiting thE eARTH.......
................tHE wORLd lOOks BeauTIfuL fRom hErE........
...........DEsiRiNG fOR The uNOBtaiNaBLE......
..wE RIsK SANity...........
.... fOr MoMents Of tEmporaRy enLIgHTenMent........
..........................sO MANy IdEAS....................
.........................................So LIttLE mEmory...........
................................The LASt THouGht KILLeD......
....... By anticiPAtion oF tHe neXt......We emBrace aN OverwHELminG fEEling oF.....oF................
....................We FloW iN uNisoN............... We ARe toGeTHer...........
..I wiSh thIs wAs REAL .....We Are On a UNIVersAL LeVeL oF tOgetherNEss.....wE ARe cOmfOrtaBLy WIth
EvryOne........WE aRE IN RHytHm.......PArt oF a MOveMent To EScAPe.........We waVe gOOd-ByE....
..ULTimaTely wE jUst waiT tO Be haPPY.......yEs.........
....wAit.....WhaT thE FuCK waS i Just talkINg AboUt.........
[Edited on Jan 07, 2003]