At the end of every month, I say to myself "wow, I can't believe a month has passed by already". It seems like such a short time, but at the same time.. moving day feels like it was a very long time ago. But its nice to think that at least it will be March, and that winter will be over soon (all 6 months of it... haha). Its been really cold for spring, even into June the last two years though. I hope this trend does not continue.
I'm trying not to let my self-sabotaging ways mess up my new relationship. :/ I know with new relationships the "honeymoon phase" ends after awhile (you know... things like "okay, we can't stay up till 3am making out every time I come over, when I work the next day, etc" XD). I dunno.. I haven't had very good relationships in the past. They've always been fraught with emotional termoil and severe lacking of communication. I'm not really clear on what's normal in a healthy relationship... XD I dunno, we'll see how it goes.
Still haven't found a job. Woops. I'm leaning more towards self-employment, really.
I'm thinking of going to the bar by myself because I'm tired trying to get together people, and then people bailing or not calling last minute. >> WHich is what happened last night. UGH. My one bar-type friend moved to Japan, and my other bar-type friend hasn't called me in months. Maybe I'll try calling her sometime? I'm scared XD
I'm still on my never-ending quest to define myself once again (after feeling very dead for 6 months.. yay for grown-up career jobs...! not >>. I'm tired of my music, my clothing, etc. I don't think people understand how important I find clothes.. its a form of self-expression for me. I hardly ever dress completely to the nines, but you know... I'd like to look more interesting than just jeans and a tshirt, and that's what I'm stuck on wearing: jeans and a tshirt, always, because I'm just not inspired.
But I guess I'll try to make something of my many days off Probably lame grocery shopping at some point. And next week is going to be a crazy week.. test shoot for that project I'm going to work on, doctor, and interview for college. Aaaah!
I'm trying not to let my self-sabotaging ways mess up my new relationship. :/ I know with new relationships the "honeymoon phase" ends after awhile (you know... things like "okay, we can't stay up till 3am making out every time I come over, when I work the next day, etc" XD). I dunno.. I haven't had very good relationships in the past. They've always been fraught with emotional termoil and severe lacking of communication. I'm not really clear on what's normal in a healthy relationship... XD I dunno, we'll see how it goes.
Still haven't found a job. Woops. I'm leaning more towards self-employment, really.
I'm thinking of going to the bar by myself because I'm tired trying to get together people, and then people bailing or not calling last minute. >> WHich is what happened last night. UGH. My one bar-type friend moved to Japan, and my other bar-type friend hasn't called me in months. Maybe I'll try calling her sometime? I'm scared XD
I'm still on my never-ending quest to define myself once again (after feeling very dead for 6 months.. yay for grown-up career jobs...! not >>. I'm tired of my music, my clothing, etc. I don't think people understand how important I find clothes.. its a form of self-expression for me. I hardly ever dress completely to the nines, but you know... I'd like to look more interesting than just jeans and a tshirt, and that's what I'm stuck on wearing: jeans and a tshirt, always, because I'm just not inspired.
But I guess I'll try to make something of my many days off Probably lame grocery shopping at some point. And next week is going to be a crazy week.. test shoot for that project I'm going to work on, doctor, and interview for college. Aaaah!
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And what are you going to be taking in college??
I'm hoping to take Creative Communications at Red River (its like journalism-type stuff, public relations too).