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im alone in this world....i have no one to share my most intimate feelings with.....no one to make me feel better when i think things couldnt get any worse.....
ryan:
you know what... i feel the same way....and it's hopeless.. i will always be alone....

and yes, bruises are cool.. i bruise really easily... and scar.
bracket:
hey cheer up emo kid....
were all in the same boat.
even when u do have someone to share all of this shit in ur life its not always help u know....
even when u have perefection or whatever......u still feel alone somtimes...i do.
frown u can always talk to me if u have somthing on ur heart that u wana move off...just msg me here &ill b online on icq okay hun?
kiss
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off to the shower i go...................................
bracket:
u mean theres nothing cheering than a piggy?
oink oink oink oink oink oink
kiss
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ok let me sum up how much i want to kill someone right now........

it was just about 5 minutes ago that my computer decided it didnt want me to be able to access my second hard drive which contains all my mp3's and videos and whatnot........

whats funny is that now when i try to access the drive it tries to format it on...
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stina:
hm... maybe you ought to call someone for help.. sounds like a touchy sitch.. you dont wanna f yourself over...
stormy:
pot has become my enemy. everytime i smoke it i get all retarded. *le sigh* sometimes i miss pothead stormy
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my computer is fixed for the time being, but there is still much work to be done, thankfully i got my internet connection working and am able to visit this site 25746352946590 times a day
thursday:
you and me both
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my computer is so fucked up right now, i dont know how long it will be until i can get back on this site, hopefully it wont be too long, leave me some lovin bitches
stormy:
you must have a pretty sweet girlfriend.

dude.. she has to breathe thru her nose when she sucks your dick... thats harsh... puke wink
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i hate my job
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bracket:
i dont even have a job....so i cant hate it u know... whatever

shudap. u r not god.
mary jane is god.
biggrin
tiamat:
i don't have a job either. and in response to you post : don't worry i haven't stopped shaving my legs. well i mean sometimes... blush

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so, i played final fantasy all night night before passing out, and now i roll out of bed no more then 10 minutes ago to discover a thick layer of snow covering everything. i used to like snow, when i was little....but now i dont like it so much anymore. my distaste for snow has even led me to give up snowboarding, which i loved...but...
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ryan:
frown

i love winter..

eggs in bacon grease? i have done it with a little bit, like maybe a teaspoon. it is good..
damn breakfast food cravings..
i just ate lunch, but now....
bracket:
im with ya nigga.
winter is death.
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for the first time in a long while i have decided to stop wasting time and money and actually eliminate the overwhelming debt i have accumulated. instead of just meeting my minimum payments each month i am going to pay off as much i can and relieve myself of this burden quickly. this is the first real goal i have set for myself, besides getting...
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ryan:
i don't like wonton soup...
i like egg flower soup tho!
mmm..
and i had chinese food last week...

dude, goals rock... i have lots of them.. keeps me busy. as for paying off yer debts, the best way to go about it is to pay off your smaller balances first, then you can put more $ into the higher ones after those little ones are gone...
or file bankruptcy... that works good too..
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bracket:
yak. to save money. why is it good for anyway dammit?

lol

wink kiss
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fuckin a' i have work in 45 minutes and i dont want to go, but alas, its all about those benji's.......

i own two(2) pairs of jeans, well actually i have more then 2 but i only wear 2 pairs cause they fit the best and look good too...good thing christmas is around the corner.......

i love my profile pic so much, i wish i...
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abra:
can i ask what is that in your profile pic?
ryan:
what are you willing to wager in this debate?
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meh...i hate work


since i have nothing else to write, heres a list of cd's i have been really listening to alot lately.....i highly suggest picking these up in your local record store;

between the buried and me - s/t
fewleftstanding - s/t
shai hulud/indecision split
bleeding through - portrait of the goddess
zao - splinter shards, where blood and fire bring rest, save yourself...
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ryan:
it may be a while.. and i only took a few here in portland... it was wierd, i didn't feel all fan-like and needing to take tons of pics. i was just happy as a clam being there...
maybe seattle will be different tho! hehe.
ryan:
biggrin fun times indeed!!!