am so sick of being ugly. 
edited to add: blah.
did a new set for BBW thinking it'd cheer me up... the doing did -until i found out it was, instead, a min-set due to erm, camera difficulties...
that is to say: my husband apparently can't use my digicamorder right cuz only the pics i did myself ended up being on the memory stick....
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edited to add: blah.
did a new set for BBW thinking it'd cheer me up... the doing did -until i found out it was, instead, a min-set due to erm, camera difficulties...
that is to say: my husband apparently can't use my digicamorder right cuz only the pics i did myself ended up being on the memory stick....
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10 more days til pay day.... mannnnnn....
i hate these long waits between moneys. yeah, i have some in my room, but that's kinda a emergency stash (a kinda sad one, it used to be about 7X bigger..jeesh)...
you know, i might just spend it & replace it on the first, being as the sad state of it has really placed it below "emergency stash"...
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i hate these long waits between moneys. yeah, i have some in my room, but that's kinda a emergency stash (a kinda sad one, it used to be about 7X bigger..jeesh)...
you know, i might just spend it & replace it on the first, being as the sad state of it has really placed it below "emergency stash"...
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yesterday was my anniversary... 6 long years....
it was a pretty decent day. had lunch at a place that turned out to have it's grill broken, so the exact thing we came there for was not available (i get these urges for ribs, even though i know they're evil..... so being our anniversary it was a big excuse to have some.....) .
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it was a pretty decent day. had lunch at a place that turned out to have it's grill broken, so the exact thing we came there for was not available (i get these urges for ribs, even though i know they're evil..... so being our anniversary it was a big excuse to have some.....) .
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ocg:
Happy Anniversary. Work those oils, make them pay.
As to your question: Yeah, my tattoo is hebrew. It means Integrity.
good luck.
As to your question: Yeah, my tattoo is hebrew. It means Integrity.
good luck.
capguncrimespree:
nope. never ever ever.
well, am back from my trip around Germany w/the husband.
it is damn exhausting to go places with another person.
didn't do as much as planned, due to this fact & horrible heat.
saw Munich, Rothenburg, & Berlin.
i got to see a real, live Dali & a couple Rodins... not to mention a few Warhols. i saw much else, some that i'd seen works...
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it is damn exhausting to go places with another person.
didn't do as much as planned, due to this fact & horrible heat.
saw Munich, Rothenburg, & Berlin.
i got to see a real, live Dali & a couple Rodins... not to mention a few Warhols. i saw much else, some that i'd seen works...
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ocg:
yeah, Germany is fucking scorching, what is the deal?
nuria:
Are you a military wife too? 
ok, official weird shit.
for 2 weeks now, about, i've had back pain. not actually back pain though.... you know where your lower back meets your butt across your pelvic bone back there? yeah, there. somedays just achey a bit, other days i'm walking around like an old women -all bent over, easing in & out of chairs, etc.
it's been sore to the touch...
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for 2 weeks now, about, i've had back pain. not actually back pain though.... you know where your lower back meets your butt across your pelvic bone back there? yeah, there. somedays just achey a bit, other days i'm walking around like an old women -all bent over, easing in & out of chairs, etc.
it's been sore to the touch...
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jonas:
SCIATICA...
you probably have a sciatic nerve disorder...
it's a nerve that runs up the inside of your butt. i had something like it that a good chiropractor and a sports massage therapist totally fixed up right quick.
i ain't no doctor - but i'm always getting hurt - so that makes me somewhat of an expert in the area of pain...
you probably have a sciatic nerve disorder...
it's a nerve that runs up the inside of your butt. i had something like it that a good chiropractor and a sports massage therapist totally fixed up right quick.
i ain't no doctor - but i'm always getting hurt - so that makes me somewhat of an expert in the area of pain...
sakita:
hmmm sounds like my back pain, only i have it chronically for a very real reason having nothing to do with anything medical. car accident injury.
that sounds very serious tho. i know about bad doctors..and even tho you dont want to, maybe you should go see someone if it is diabetes ...you know its nothing to play with.
it could be your sciatic nerve too... but that usually is in your leg, butt region. i dunno
i have no dr. degree...but take care...
ellie
that sounds very serious tho. i know about bad doctors..and even tho you dont want to, maybe you should go see someone if it is diabetes ...you know its nothing to play with.
it could be your sciatic nerve too... but that usually is in your leg, butt region. i dunno
i have no dr. degree...but take care...
ellie
it's funny, upon getting paid i bought the 3 mth subscription this time....
and realized later that i'm only gonna be home for half of it or so... i'm glad i did, but it strikes me as funny & slightly wasteful. but i'm glad to not have to think about it too much
on the 8th the husband & i leave for a 2 week...
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and realized later that i'm only gonna be home for half of it or so... i'm glad i did, but it strikes me as funny & slightly wasteful. but i'm glad to not have to think about it too much
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thora:
Thanks, btw, for posting in my journal a few entries back in support of our endeavors at the Lusty Lady, our rights as workers and as women in control of our own bodies. It is much appreciated support!
tattva:
Sounds like a fun trip, I'm jealous....I've only been to Europe once and that was to Holland....it was more of a "business" trip at the time though
i'm back... nimroddery w/my pay caused me a few days of silence
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dogslife:
I was dismayed to find your name turning up gray in friends lists--welcome back!
popezaphodi:
*hump*
ahhhhh, another day. today, since i can't find my house keys & couldn't go to my morning aerobics, i'm going to work on cleaning house and sorting stuff for storage.
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jonas:
i needed a good hump today. thanks!
vampsinthe78:
My day is going great! Can't quite understand why a) Im still in this rothole of a country or b) at least in London, socialising in a town where old people dont "tut!" disapprovingly... The North west is frankly rubbish compared to London!!!!
ps.. In case your searches weren't fruitful, the bbc radio1 site says the JA single is called "Just because".. It is back to the quality we know and love!!!!!!!!!
Can you link to other sites??? Oh sod it! > http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio1/markandlard/record/
Have a fantastic rest of the day, matey!
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ps.. In case your searches weren't fruitful, the bbc radio1 site says the JA single is called "Just because".. It is back to the quality we know and love!!!!!!!!!
Can you link to other sites??? Oh sod it! > http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio1/markandlard/record/
Have a fantastic rest of the day, matey!
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am better. groggy waking up...
correction, just visitted the boards.. looks like another day of being an evil, brain-washing, other-culture-hating christian.
correction, just visitted the boards.. looks like another day of being an evil, brain-washing, other-culture-hating christian.
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dogslife:
Looks like you've been 'round the CE boards again. Ugh. It amazes me the intellectual lengths people will go to in order to make a prejudice appear reasonable. I need to configure my browser to just lock myself out of there permanently.
Thanks for the piercing advice.
Thanks for the piercing advice.
schleprock:
Hey, I just say what you said to cobalt about effexor. I just got put on this what sort of things should I keep my eyes open for besides memory? My memory has always been really odd so that is a poor thing to watch.
christ, i can't even have a career. i'll be lucky if i'm able to get thru any type of college. i have to live off veteran's assistance because i'm fucking worthless & broken. pre-army issue i was able to get all but 1 class of my associates degree done in 5mths... i.q. of 165. the most gorgeous memory ability.... vision, smell, touch, every moment of...
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schleprock:
That all sounds very tough. Hopefully you feel better in a while. Hnag in there.
pretty song i haven't listened to in a long, long time:
There is no-one left in the world
That I can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
There is only you
And if you leave me now
You leave all that we were
Undone
There is really no-one left
You are the only one
And still the hardest part for you
To...
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There is no-one left in the world
That I can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
There is only you
And if you leave me now
You leave all that we were
Undone
There is really no-one left
You are the only one
And still the hardest part for you
To...
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you know, i'd just like to say:
i would love to fuck Marilyn Manson's brains out. fuck him into submission. fuck him til he's gasping out my name. fuck him and see his fingers tremble. fuck him & see those fake lashes flutter. fuck him until the pretty boy's cock is spent and he collapses beneath me in long-limbed weakness.
i would love to fuck Marilyn Manson's brains out. fuck him into submission. fuck him til he's gasping out my name. fuck him and see his fingers tremble. fuck him & see those fake lashes flutter. fuck him until the pretty boy's cock is spent and he collapses beneath me in long-limbed weakness.
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alisa:
i don't have any clue when i'm going to be able to afford to go to portland...but i really really hope i can go. it should be so much fun
wish you were going to be there
wish you were going to be there
apathy_activist:
good luck with that. i wonder what kind of fuck manson is? i guess it doesn't matter since you're just gonna have your way with him anyway.
(loved yer set in bbw, btw. ha. i made an acronym funny.)
(loved yer set in bbw, btw. ha. i made an acronym funny.)
EDITED TO SAY: I think you're pretty cute, personally, especially in the pics where you're just being yourself.
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Can't wait to see more sets on "PSW"!
Oh and I keep thinking your name is RumpusParade, which is pretty funny.