rumpusparable

i slept a LOT last night. about 14hrs. phwoo.

things with husband and i are straightened out. well, not entirely, i was woken by his call last night so i never got to ask why he'd left the previous night's discussion chopped off w/no goodbye call back... but on the upside, when he brought up why he was calling so late i expressed that i...
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10pm almost and still no word from the husband. i think he's mad at me. talking on the phone last night didn't end well -or even on a full sentence, since the time limit ran out on us- and i got no call back.

frankly, i'm not feeling that warm towards him either.

but, it's not as late yet as sometimes he's called, so we'll...
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HOLY SHIT IT'S FRIDAY!






i only first realized this about an hour ago (9pm)... and i still keep forgetting & just reminded myself again.. oh, i've kown it's "friday" as in name-of-the-day all day... but not that it's FRIDAY, end-of-week-emotionally. you know?



signed up for two trips this coming month. on the 11th i'm going on a 1-day express tour of Paris & on the...
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a bit less than a week in london has come to an end. two major outcomes:

1) Rumpus saw MADONNA LIVE with *exactly* centered seats in the 6th row cuasing her to be within 20ft of the star. a wonderful after-the-fact, but arranged-before-the-fact anniversary present. it was awesome. so happy!

2) my breasts are happy!!! got fitted for a proper sized bra at Bravissimo at...
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okay. time to get ready, both me and the house, for my london trip. need to makes arrangements for the cats to be comfortable, get my stuff packed, confirmations printed out, and so on.

boy i'm tired.

wow. i have to say that i'm now officially glad i did not get accepted when i applied for SG.

while i have fun here, i'm glad i never became "part" of the site. things often really do work out for the best when you don't realize that's what's happening at the time.

ugh, my sleep schedule is so out of whack. i tend now to stay awake about 26-28hrs, then sleep 12 and start it again.

tried sleeping various shorts amounts so that i might get myself naturally back into a more normal daily schedule... didn't work.

so now i'm just sorta dealing with it. hmph.

started trying to now avoid dairy yesterday. it's going.

hugs to everybody!

hi all! haven't been ignoring, internet access was down... strange to-do.

actually, my internet service was fine, my phone was shut off and it took a month or two to get it turned back on!

get this:

i always pay ahead so that i won't have to go to the payment spot as often, been doing it for years on phone, electric, etc.

with deutsch...
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went to kickboxing saturday morning... i rememberd that was hell, but not just what depth of hell. the lady used to kcik the class' butt when she was 6mths pregnant.... well, she's not pregnant anymore.

great workout, but one of those ones that you hate while doing it lol.

sunday i went for an hour long bike ride, used my bodylink system but for some...
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was feeling all yucky again last night. body keeps trying to get sick, added a fever on & off. *sigh*

got a sweet email this morning from my husband. one of those letters that are borderline cheesy but so nice you just go "awwwwwwwwwwwww".

for my walk today i went to mannheim on foot for the first time. i followed the railroad tracks as i...
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*sigh* talked to the guyfriend who's no longer allowed to be friends with me, friday, about getting our stuff returned to each other. once alone on the street he gave me the "i'm sorry, i'm cowardly, i'm really just trying to make myself feel less guilty right now" talk.

bleh. it was hard on me. nothing like someone saying they're sorry to try to make...
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