Shit, I need a do-over on the post from yesterday. Clearly my thoughts were muddled and the meaning of what I tried to convey was lost. As a result, I ended up with a bunch of "keep your chin up slugger!" responses that made me feel like a douche. Also, I think I am being stalked on here, which is kinda creepy, but whatever. Anyway,...
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SOULJACKER (Part 1)
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smuffy:
I'm not doing super awesome as I usually am, but things are fine. I guess life could be worse. how are you? xo
cherry:
I miss your updates. Even if they mostly used to be lyrics.
I also miss talking to you. How things change!
How are you doing lately?
xxxx.
I also miss talking to you. How things change!
How are you doing lately?
xxxx.
SEPTEMBER SONG
When I was a young man courting the girls
I played me a waiting game
If a maid refused me with tossing curls
I'd let the old Earth make a couple of whirls
While I plied her with tears in lieu of pearls
And as time came around she came my way
As time came around, she came
When you meet with the...
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When I was a young man courting the girls
I played me a waiting game
If a maid refused me with tossing curls
I'd let the old Earth make a couple of whirls
While I plied her with tears in lieu of pearls
And as time came around she came my way
As time came around, she came
When you meet with the...
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smuffy:
thank you, pencil dick.
smuffy:
you have dropped off the face of the planet it seems. are you super busy at work?
merry christmas!
merry christmas!
IN MY LIFE
There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one...
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There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one...
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smuffy:
haha no I think I was just overthinking the whole adult/kid thing.
smuffy:
ok I'll stop thinking that underneath your friendly demeanor, you just think I'm a big stupid asshole. 
THE PROMISE
Johnny works in a factory and Billy works downtown
Terry works in a rock and roll band
Lookin' for that million-dollar sound
I got a little job down in Darlington
But some nights I don't go
Some nights I go to the drive-in, or some nights I stay home
I followed that dream just like those guys do up on the screen
And...
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Johnny works in a factory and Billy works downtown
Terry works in a rock and roll band
Lookin' for that million-dollar sound
I got a little job down in Darlington
But some nights I don't go
Some nights I go to the drive-in, or some nights I stay home
I followed that dream just like those guys do up on the screen
And...
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smuffy:
ha I just noticed alyk wrote you in this journal.
she must've been upset at you for interrupting my alone time with her.
she must've been upset at you for interrupting my alone time with her.
astraltraveller:
Once upon a time
Not so long ago
Tommy used to work on the docks
Unions been on strike
Hes down on his luck...its tough, so tough
Gina works the diner all day
Working for her man, she brings home her pay
For love - for love
She says weve got to hold on to what weve got
cause it doesnt make a difference
If we make it or not
Weve got each other and thats a lot
For love - well give it a shot
Whooah, were half way there
Livin on a prayer
Take my hand and well make it - I swear
Livin on a prayer
Tommys got his six string in hock
Now hes holding in what he used
To make it talk - so tough, its tough
Gina dreams of running away
When she cries in the night
Tommy whispers baby its okay, someday
Weve got to hold on to what weve got
cause it doesnt make a difference
If we make it or not
Weve got each other and thats a lot
For love - well give it a shot
Whooah, were half way there
Livin on a prayer
Take my hand and well make it - I swear
Livin on a prayer
Weve got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when its all that youve got
Whooah, were half way there
Livin on a prayer
Take my hand and well make it - I swear
Livin on a prayer
- Jon Bon Jovi (1986)
Not so long ago
Tommy used to work on the docks
Unions been on strike
Hes down on his luck...its tough, so tough
Gina works the diner all day
Working for her man, she brings home her pay
For love - for love
She says weve got to hold on to what weve got
cause it doesnt make a difference
If we make it or not
Weve got each other and thats a lot
For love - well give it a shot
Whooah, were half way there
Livin on a prayer
Take my hand and well make it - I swear
Livin on a prayer
Tommys got his six string in hock
Now hes holding in what he used
To make it talk - so tough, its tough
Gina dreams of running away
When she cries in the night
Tommy whispers baby its okay, someday
Weve got to hold on to what weve got
cause it doesnt make a difference
If we make it or not
Weve got each other and thats a lot
For love - well give it a shot
Whooah, were half way there
Livin on a prayer
Take my hand and well make it - I swear
Livin on a prayer
Weve got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when its all that youve got
Whooah, were half way there
Livin on a prayer
Take my hand and well make it - I swear
Livin on a prayer
- Jon Bon Jovi (1986)
HELLO IT'S ME
Hello, it's me
I've thought about us for a long, long time
Maybe I think too much but something's wrong
There's something here that doesn't last too long
Maybe I shouldn't think of you as mine
Seeing you
Or seeing anything as much as I do you
I take for granted that you're always there
I take for granted that you just...
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Hello, it's me
I've thought about us for a long, long time
Maybe I think too much but something's wrong
There's something here that doesn't last too long
Maybe I shouldn't think of you as mine
Seeing you
Or seeing anything as much as I do you
I take for granted that you're always there
I take for granted that you just...
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smuffy:
no!
it's lovely.
it's lovely.
smuffy:
you got my email.
no excuses anymore buster.
no excuses anymore buster.
THE REAL ME
I went back to the doctor
To get another shrink.
I sit and tell him about my weekend,
But he never betrays what he thinks.
Can you see the real me, doctor?
I went back to my mother
I said, "I'm crazy ma, help me."
She said, "I know how it feels son,
'Cause it runs in the family."
Can you see...
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I went back to the doctor
To get another shrink.
I sit and tell him about my weekend,
But he never betrays what he thinks.
Can you see the real me, doctor?
I went back to my mother
I said, "I'm crazy ma, help me."
She said, "I know how it feels son,
'Cause it runs in the family."
Can you see...
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smuffy:
so we're back to being strangers.
unravled:
This one's for you, Pete Townshend!
"The Game"
Echo & The Bunnymen
1987
Echo & The Bunnymen
1987
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subrosa:
Heh. You that eager to get rid of me?
subrosa:
Is it the fivehead or the myspaceousity of it? I took the picture and laughed too much not to make it a profile pic.
From Love's First Fever to Her Plague
From love's first fever to her plague, from the soft second
And the hollow minute of the womb,
From the unfolding to the scissored caul,
The time for breast and the green apron age
When no mouth stirred about the hanging famine,
All world was one, one windy nothing,
My world was christened in a stream of milk....
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From love's first fever to her plague, from the soft second
And the hollow minute of the womb,
From the unfolding to the scissored caul,
The time for breast and the green apron age
When no mouth stirred about the hanging famine,
All world was one, one windy nothing,
My world was christened in a stream of milk....
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smuffy:
later?
does that mean you actually get on when you get home?
does that mean you actually get on when you get home?
scarydoll:
You should stop by and say hi sometime.
I AM THE RESURRECTION
Down, down, you bring me down
I hear you knocking at my door and I can't sleep at night
Your face, it has no place
No room for you inside my house, I need to be alone
Don't waste your words
I don't need anything from you
I don't care where youve been or what you plan to do
Turn turn,...
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Down, down, you bring me down
I hear you knocking at my door and I can't sleep at night
Your face, it has no place
No room for you inside my house, I need to be alone
Don't waste your words
I don't need anything from you
I don't care where youve been or what you plan to do
Turn turn,...
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bean:
Yeah, I know. I have a response, but it takes me absurdly long to write out those things and I've been pretty busy. Blame Flux. In lieu of my full response there, though, I will say I partially agree with you, and that your response to my comment makes a lot more sense than your previous comments in that thread.
Thanks for the b-day wishes.
Thanks for the b-day wishes.
mallory:
update:
things are ok..
no one has died.. yet
and im eating steak for dinner tonight
things are ok..
no one has died.. yet
and im eating steak for dinner tonight
I'M WAITING FOR THE DAY
I came along when he broke your heart
Thats when you needed someone
To help forget about him
I gave you love with a brand new start
Thats what you needed the most
To set your broken heart free
I know you cried, and you felt blue
But when I could I gave strength to you
Im waiting for the...
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I came along when he broke your heart
Thats when you needed someone
To help forget about him
I gave you love with a brand new start
Thats what you needed the most
To set your broken heart free
I know you cried, and you felt blue
But when I could I gave strength to you
Im waiting for the...
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anderswolleck:
hey thats a really good song,
oh you didnt write it? sorry i just thought with the quality of all your work you must have written that song. guess i was wrong
oh you didnt write it? sorry i just thought with the quality of all your work you must have written that song. guess i was wrong
anderswolleck:
nope, just embarassed by your existence
GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS
Something isn't right
I don't know how I know
But baby, it's despite
Your dog-and-pony show
I can hear it coming
You're only going through the motions, baby
With your engines humming
You're just going through the motions, baby
Feel like I'm in jail
With you and Mr. Hyde
A guy who leaves a trail
About a mile wide
So it...
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Something isn't right
I don't know how I know
But baby, it's despite
Your dog-and-pony show
I can hear it coming
You're only going through the motions, baby
With your engines humming
You're just going through the motions, baby
Feel like I'm in jail
With you and Mr. Hyde
A guy who leaves a trail
About a mile wide
So it...
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smuffy:
no I will actually be closer to work now.
plus I'll be able to get my notary seal (moving to a new state), which will increase the loans I will be able to close.
plus I'll be able to get my notary seal (moving to a new state), which will increase the loans I will be able to close.
scarydoll:
Still lost, huh?
Good luck sifting through the harem!