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I'm lonely tonight. I figured out what did it -- it was looking at old pics. All of these friends I've had throughout the years. None of them lasting friendships, for one bizarre reason or another (and they are pretty much all bizarre).

I really don't have anyone to open up to, to talk to, to let it all out to. I can only do...
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cypher:
hey, i hope you're better tonight. i am.
be happy, chim-chim.
tatum:
I got your little desktop done tongue I'll have to show it to you tomorrow! And I'll post it on the boards too smile
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Meow. My friend from New York came to see me!! She's on her way there from North Carolina (we had the internship together), and stopped by for a day. We *tried* water skiing with my housemate, then came back here and made rum and chocolate ice cream shakes. They were yummy.

She's sleeping now, and she's leaving at 6am. *Sigh*. We always have the best...
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cypher:
lonely girls make me sad.
pretty lonely girls make me even more sad because i'm shallow. smile
cypher:
see there, you just gave me the impression that u are sweet.
smile
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Sometimes I feel like a different person than on other days. Sometimes vastly different.

I wonder if I'll ever settle down and be one person.

-Roxy

P.S. -- Thanks to everyone who tried to cheer me up. Each and every post made me smile, honest.
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_william_:
Why should you have to "settle down"? As long as you aren't hurting anyone....fuck it. Be all of your "selves". By the way, I just got back from my trip...thankyou, and you definitely have to go.
go_lately:
eeew my kitten made a stinky! sorry had to add that. but on the trend of cheering up, i might have a betsy and 2 kittens to drive down to see you . . .
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I am angry, sad, and disappointed. I feel lonely and disgusting and ignored. Not for any reasons connected to this site, just because.

For the love of god, please make me feel better.

-Roxy
XOXOXO
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inkedgirl:
HEY! Don't make me buy you pudding, young lady! smile Check out my kitty's pic on my profile. Isn't he the cat's pajamas? biggrin
applerecords1251:
Email me!! I would love to talk to someone as beautifull as you!!
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The pet store job is great smile My first day was spent cleaning small animal cages, which means I got to play with baby bunnies, baby ferrets (climbing all over me when we let them have play time), snakes, hamsters, and lots of other animals smile The best part is that it's an awesome pet store, and they take such wonderful care of all of the animals...
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elise:
awwww roxy that sounds like such a fun job!! i'm so glad to hear you work at a pet store that takes such good care of the animals!
thanks for your advice the other day on my journal entry, by the way. you're the sweetest!! *hugs* back!

xoxoxo
elise
nick42:
sounds like a blast! congratulations.

If you want to hang out when penny visits, let us know.

Nick
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I am the threwad killer! hahahaha. That's great, really. I'm honored biggrin

So I saw in some thread somewhere that Elise has a Hot Topic wishlist. I went and checked it out. And now I have the biggest wishlist on the site probably. Dear god. Now I get to sit here and feel bad about all the things I can't afford. Woohoo.

Last night the same...
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dia:
Yeah, your tits are pretty amazing, Roxy!

And I'm making a Wishlist... tonight! lol, not that it will matter... I want a Pier 1 Wishlist and a Crabtree and Evelyn one and a Fredericks of Hollywood list!!!!!!!!!!!
jorganic:
Thanks for being sweet about those pictures. That made me blush.

Good luck with the new job.
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I GOT THE PET STORE JOB!!

*jumps up and down in a happy dance*

Go me wink
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nick42:
excellent... does this mean no more mean alumni?
elise:
Congrats, roxy! what kind of a pet store is this? one that sells poor animals? if not, good! if so, still, good! because i know you are very caring of animals and more pet stores need people like YOU working there.

I've been meaning to say "hello" to you many times before, because i ADORE animals probably as much as you do and you seem so sweet and fun!

i wish you good luck with this job!

xoxoxo
elise
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Well, tomorrow should be fun. (If I were talking, you would note the sarcastic tone).

I'm going to an ACOA meeitng, on the advice of my counselor. That's Adult Children Of Alcoholics. She thinks I'll relate to people there and whatnot. But I'm not good with new people, and I'm kinda nervous about going. Besides, it's hard for me to tell strangers about the shitty...
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goatsgotohell:
The honor is that I got to meet you and find out how cool of a person you are. =) I'm proud to have you as one of my favorites...and I don't think that will change anytime soon either.

jperiod:
Bouncing checks sucks, I've done it a couple of times myself. It costs you a huge fee when you don't have enough money anyways because that's the reason that the check bounced in the first place.

Good luck with getting the pet store job.
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I had that interview today. I think it went pretty well, but I won't know until next week if I got the job or not. I doubt I will, since there are other people interviewing for it. I know there will be someone more qualified. I really want it though :-/

Go look at the pets thread in the lifestyle section. I posted pics of...
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nick42:
good luck roxy, what type of job are you looking for? In an interview, it's not always qualifications that count, in fact in most cases interviews occur after they've seen your qualifications and want to see if your personality and attitude are good. If that's the case... you've got the job smile
nick42:
ps. you have the cutest pets... i've never seen such a cute bunny.
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Well I sent in a set of me in the corset. It didn't turn out as well as I had hoped, but I guess it's OK. It's not as good as my shower set, imo.

Last night I had a cute boy make me dinner (baked ziti). It was super yummy. Then we went and saw Signs. I really liked it smile But I won't go...
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inkedgirl:
I see my journal as a nice place to vent. smile
inkedgirl:
I see my journal as a nice place to vent. smile