Pushing. Pulling. In opposite directions with different intentions. But the forces meet at the same time and at the same place. And that place isn't happy. That place isn't magical like the place that was before. That place isn't necessarily bad either. It's a place that just feels strained. Pulled. Pushed. Tense. Unreal and uncomfortable and unsure and doubtful. And yet you're there. And isn't...
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vikprez:
Can you think of anything else I should pickup while I'm still in LA...I found an apartment guide and the LA Times...plus I have talked to alot of people that I'll fill you in about when I get back. Any other ideas?
monsvalentine:
smile. i like that. always thought if you see somebody without a smile, give 'em yours.
I feel like I need a new journal entry, but I don't have anything to say.
I'm a little lost in my head right now.
I'm a little lost in my head right now.
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it_thing_hard_on:
Congrats on making it into the SG book.
obd:
Something nice [mom always said if you can't say soemthing nice, don't say anything at all]. Hpefully thingsa re going well.
I'm sorry if I worried anyone last night with my journal entry. I was feeling a little lost, confused, and doubtful. Then I had a long, at times hard, phone conversation.
But in the end, I hung up the phone and went to bed with a smile on my face. So no worries.
So here's the big news that was causing (or at least heavily...
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But in the end, I hung up the phone and went to bed with a smile on my face. So no worries.
So here's the big news that was causing (or at least heavily...
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treachery:
I moved here from cali to be with a girl it was a wierd adjustment to make but i like it.plus it doesnt feel like it needs to be permenant.now that the girl part is gone its a lil wierd.the only thing i dont understand is why would anyone ever want to move to LA when the bay area seems to kick so much ass.good luck with that maybe i will see you at karaoke this week.
adore:
What time did you call? I never heard my phone ring...I was out ant about until 1:30ish but as soon as I got back here I fell asleep for five hours because I had only had two hours in the car. My phone also doesn't ring in here because I have no reception. Did you try Jason's?
What are you doing tomorrow?
What are you doing tomorrow?
*whimper*
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flux:
?? 
arik:
hope everything's all right? 
I just had an amazing weekend, with an amazing man. But now he's gone, and my cheeks are tear streaked.
When was the last time you walked around a city with someone you enjoy, hand in hand, and *really* explored it? To the point that you found new things and places in a city you thought you knew?
When was the last time you found...
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When was the last time you walked around a city with someone you enjoy, hand in hand, and *really* explored it? To the point that you found new things and places in a city you thought you knew?
When was the last time you found...
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seth0067:
AH that airport securiry thing... ive done that TWICE now!
koleeta:
I haven't felt like that in awhile. I've gone through a phase like that and I like where I am now (i guess 
) but I'd like to do all that stuff again. sounds like heaven.
) but I'd like to do all that stuff again. sounds like heaven.I almost went to the hospital last night. In fact, the EMTs who showed up with the ambulance that was called suggested it. But I'm poor with no insurance, so I just went home, though a bit wobbly and dizzily. It's a long story. 
I took the day off of work to hydrate myself and rest. I was still feeling odd and in pain this...
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I took the day off of work to hydrate myself and rest. I was still feeling odd and in pain this...
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fej:
Hi there..
Hope things are better andf you have someone taking care of you..
Hope things are better andf you have someone taking care of you..
a548456:
Feel better soon *hugs*
Feel better soon *hugs*
I fucking rock. That is all.
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hammersmith:
That you do!!!
felicia_____:
Yes, indeed
I will combat the last down journal with today's more upbeat journal.
My love is coming to visit me. On June 11th!! That's so soon!!
I'm ecstatic.
Last night at karaoke, I had a lot of fun. I love those people, and I'm going to cry like a baby when Adore leaves for Florida. And I'm going to cry like a baby when I move...
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My love is coming to visit me. On June 11th!! That's so soon!!
I'm ecstatic.
Last night at karaoke, I had a lot of fun. I love those people, and I'm going to cry like a baby when Adore leaves for Florida. And I'm going to cry like a baby when I move...
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papawheelie:
whoa, moving to LA! where the fuck have I been? I had no idea... that rules!
apex_tiki:
karaoke is awesome. 
This is all I have to say right now:
BLAH!
BLAH!
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elicit77:
DOH!
mqx:
Nice meeting you last night! Your voice sounds so different in person (that's a little "only seen your pictures" joke, there.) I think next time I'll bring some pancake batter and we can all sit around and make busts. Or waffles. It'll be very professional.
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anything:
thanks for the unexpected help. i will actually visit at some point, but that sushi was delicious.
cosyne:
I like this journa entry. It's like reading a comic strip.